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Switching Blog-

2009-07-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

I think it's time to switch over? Blogger has been pretty annoying whenever i blog.From the page not loading properly to blogskins that are impartial to ie to photos not being uploaded when i've uploaded it over and over again.Some people are switching over..so i suppose it's time to move house too.

Anyhow..New blog ==>here<==. Yeap wordpress.I think i'm growing out of the blogger blogskins and everything.About time i guess.So now it's about functional.I wanna say what i wanna say without getting annoyed at how it looks like.

Thanks blogger.Haha.I'll keep this account open,but i'll update the new blog.Everything exported over.Yeay.So what do you think about the move?Like it?Hate it?Tell me..hahaha

Insinyur 09

2009-07-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

Know what..I think i don't really like this blogskin..Gonna go blogskin hunting again later or something.

That aside, I'm back from Insinyur 09.This time round, I was a programmer.=D.

Saturday NE2 was pretty slack.I asked to do something simple because i wasn't up for a long day of standing and ushering.So i really got an easy job with R3.I scanned temperatures, got to sit down, and was in an air-con room all the way.I prefer being out there though.When i got home, i ate, showered and finally started packing my stuff.It was about 3am when i am finally done.

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Day1

We reported for camp on sunday.My dad sent me in my cousin's car to hall 7.From there, i thought i'd be lost looking for the function hall.But good thing it's so prominent that it saved me the trouble of looking for the exact place. Had to choose the identity-a fedora hat,either black or grey. In the end i picked the grey one, despite black being my usual colour.Changed into the camp tee and waited for the whole thing to start.

It was pretty cool i must say, us wearing the fedora hat as an identity.Haha.A $15 identity.Had some introduction and we went off for lunch and to prepare for the first games.Me, kimbee,sean and sze jie were in charge of bomberman.Haha.We were like sticking masking tapes and raffia strings onto the floor.It was only the first day and we were already tired.Chilled for a bit before the groups came over.Riana joined us too.It was pretty fun when it started.Killing the freshies at the corner, not givng them any space to escape.Haha.Better still was when 3 tall guys squeezed into one small box.Wth.They were really clinging onto each other for dear life.Haha.Not that it helped them.It gave us the bombers easier jobs.On step and boomm!Haha.

Then we went over to meet the guys over at the obstacle course.Heard that the freshies had to direct their blindfolded partners through the maze using a mirror.Awesome or what?Haha.I went to the toilet to change.Man.It smelt strongly of pesticide.Gross.Anyway, we were told to go over for dinner in a tutorial room.To my surprise, the seniors were doing a fright night room?Pretty cool.Haha.The people in costumes were pretty scary.The thing is,the ghosts were pretty cute.There's a clown,2 japanese ghosts,1 schoolgirl with pigtail ghost,1 huge cloaked ghost and one ghost with a talisman on the head.Haha.Our room had masked ghosts.

Riana went back to dance and then she joined us.I was wondering why lixing and alex went out for awhile.Suddenly i heard a scream and some laughter from down the corridor.Sounds familiar.Riana?Hahaha.The whole bunch of us in the room were like giggling like mad.In the end, some of us did ushering.No idea what it entailed.I paired up with riana of course.We were put at a corner and was told to usher people down the right way.Well,riana being riana and me being me, we decided to 'bless' the freshies before the night walk.We were the self-proclaimed Guardians of the Nightwalk and we made the freshies to tasks to 'rid themselves of bad luck'.Tasks include holding hands and walk backwards,walking in step with each other,holding the wall saying 'Zoey zoey where are you?',covering eyes and ears and ignoring anyone else,walk without lifting up their legs,giving them cryptic messages,asking for magic key and all.Hahaa.Look.We entertained ourselves as well as zoey and seng who are further down the road too you know.Well, it was all fun before riana left and they sent groups of four down.

After that,i joined the other ushers.Man..They were playing charade and using difficult words.I was impressed on how melvin got to guess 'coal miner'.Seriously.Then after that went upstairs and tried the entire fright night hallway.Pretty freaky i must add.Haha.Got chased by the security guard and went over to canteen b to wait for transportation to bring us to Camp Christine.But that's not before taking group photo!

It was pretty awesome.Dump our stuffs.Get showered using all the cubicles.Chose our beds.Then was told to move to make space for others.Then shift again.I think by then i got tired that i just zzzzz.

Day 2

I woke up early for another shower.Cleaned my stuff a bit and then down for breakfast.heh.Bread and jam or tuna.The usual stuff.Hang around a bit before briefing.Then we set up our games and all.Urgh.I dislike grass.They make my leg itch.And.Those darn ants were constantly biting me.Pain you know.It was pretty hot but with the hat it was pretty alright.Telematch was pretty bleahh if you're not the one playing.I think i pretty much enjoyed watching people do but..the water games look reaaal tempting.

Games ended.Waited summore.Had dinner.Joined angels for a bit of game.Joined the freshies for mass dance.Haha.It was pretty fun.Too bad we didn't learn till the end coz it got pretty warm.So in the end some of us hang out on the 2nd floor right above the dancing gls and disturbed zanyan.Haha.Alex and simon (or was it either of them?) showed us the 2 pairs of twins at camp.We had the vintage point so it's pretty easy to spot them.The song got reallly stuck in my head.

After that..SP NIGHT AND INITIATION!Daxiong came over with like a carton of 100plus and ice.That was really heavenly considering the humidity and the warmness of that evening.More GoG photos and then we went on to say 'hi!' to the freshies.Haha.Started our own sp night.Seniors pretending to be freshies.Talking nonsense.Making groupmates talk to each other.Eavesdropping on conversation.Poking freshies with riana's magic wand.Blessing the freshies with the wand.It was fun chatting with random blindfolded freshies.They had their full names and group on their name tag so they are always surprised as to how we know their name.Haha.Riana wanted to look for someone but we got the wrong person.Ended up with a group of gargoyles. Riana pretended to be a freshie.I was a senior who brought her to them.Haha.Chatted with them a bit.One of the guys surprised me by correctly guessing who i was.He said 'I know you!The programmer for first day bomberman!'.Said that i was touched that he remembered me and then he replied that i shouldn't have said that as it sounded wrong.wth.Haha.Watched and listened to freshies saying and doing things.Other memorable moments include:
1)some guys confronting someone who walked down the corridor without following the markers and switched on the lights
2)looking for people riana blessed with the magic wand
3)watched this dude pretend to know palm reading and then went on to touch the girl's hand and then said that he didn't really know it
4)watched gene(pronounced as chromosome the 'gene' but riana and me read it as 'genie' like the magic one to annoy him) do a bankai to reiterate that he likes anime

Well yeah.Hang out with them for a bit before going up for a shower and sleep.Dang it was warm.Some of them went out for supper/snacks but i just zzzz anyway.

Day 3
Woke up early.Showered too i guess.Packed all the stuff to go over to sentosa.Beach games daaaay.Haha.We boarded the first bus to sentosa to prepare for the games.That was when i realised how close the cda complex is to the cemeteries and how nea the cda complex is to ntu.Hmm.Maybe i can get abg nash to send me?Haha.

Anyway.Had like the bested camp food ever in the history of halal camp food.Mee goreng with egg!Whoots.Anyway.Had breakfast and then a bit of a briefing.Was told to be one of the people in charge of change parade.That means water.Which i wasnt planning to go into as i..can't.In the end i succumbed to the heat and the beautiful cool water and just didnt care and went into the water anyway.It was pretty hard.I just like dipping in the water.I bet we were the only programmers in the water that day.Haha.Then again, everyone else had to be dunked or thrown into the water.It was alright.Calina then told us something pretty shocking.And woah was i impressed with what she did.

Games ended.I think we dried off pretty fast.I got pretty sunburnt.Think there was a bit of a free time.Joined the other GoGs and seniors for a game.And we got mistaken for angels.Haha.Thanks for calling us angels but..we're not freshies.It must be because of the game we were playing.Haha.Then there was the war of the worlds.Pretty interesting but pretty objectiveless.Then.The muah chee.Oh dear.That was painful for both the seniors and the freshies.And this time round, they only rolled over half the number of people at camp.No fair.Hmph.Went to shower.It was pretty flooded.Haha.

Riana and me decided that we can't eat the food that they gave us, so we had a snack over at 7eleven before joining the rest for dinner.Bleah.I just ate the chicken.Then again i didnt have a choice.After that went over to the koufu's side for a programmer's briefing.A pretty long one i must add.The clues for the amazing race were awesome.Like.Really awesome!Haha.Me and riana decided to become attached programmers to werewolves.At least we'll be moving around and not fall asleep.XP.

Went back to campfire.And saw.BOXES OF CANADIAN PIZZA.Omg.Daxiong damn nice ah.The freshies did skits.It was pretty dim so i can't se anything much.Joined the mass dance a bit.Haha.We didn't know what we were doing.Haha.Cheer fight wasn't as fun as last year's.And and and..I SAW A SHOOTING STAR!!I thought i saw it.Until some people around me said that they saw it too!!Haha.COOOOLLL!!It was this bright white light which appeared as fast as it disappeared.Awesome eh.Didn't make a wish but saw some others who did.Haha.

Anyway was told that the APs will be staying over at sentosa for the night.Fine.I thought that we'd be sleeping over under the skies or something.But then we walked over the siloso's side.To the costa sands.They've been talking about huts.I seriously had no idea what they were talking about until i saw the huts.I saw them in jo's pics before.I didn't know what they were talking about when they said to squeeze,until i saw the inside of the hut.There were already 8 people in the hut.I suppose they are sourons as simon(alex's twin as riana would call him) was there.It was pretty strange for me to just leave alex and then to see simon waiting in the room.Haha.

It was already 1am odd when we settled down and decided who to sleep where.Our brains were not really functioning so we just went along with what the others said,but not without feeling bad as one of the girls had to sleep on the floor.I was half-awake when shiquan came over to ask us to help charge the handphones.Since it was pretty warm i was just hugging the blanket on my chest and tried sleeping as straight as possible.

Day 4

Well, i was woken up at around 630am because of the heavy hain pitter patter-ing on the roof and the leaves falling on the roof and the wind howling and all.Dang it was cold.But it felt pretty comfy under the blanket as i shifted underneath it.Then my alarm went telling me that it's time for me to get up and shower.As i sat up, i notice something strange.My bottom half was covered with a jacket while my top half the blanket.Woah.The first thing that came to my mind was 'Who put it on me?' because when i went to sleep the jacket wasn't anywhere near me at all.That was pretty sweet.However it happened.Shivered quite a lot in the shower.Chatted a bit with the poor people who can't sleep curling up on the floor and then went down to meet the rest of the gang.They slept over at the huge pavillion, plenty of space but pretty out in the open.I was surprised that quite a lot of girls were there as well.Wow.Chatted a bit more with justin, the dude who couldn't sleep.Asked him if riana snored and he was all like 'Err..actually i don't want to say it but..you did snore'.Haha.He's marching with the colours party man.I'm soo gonna try to spot him next time.

Anyway had a bit of breakfast while it rained tigers and wolves (bigger versions of cats and dogs..haha).Oh dear.Not a good start is it?Then we met our werewolves and went off with them.It was raining hamsters and gerbils.haha.Good thing i had my umbrella.Thus began my day of walking and watching.Damn slack ah they all.I remembered running like mad people on my amazing race.THis group really did nothing to speed up.Haha.The gls are pretty nice to them.Got into a bit of a problem but since they didnt care i decided not to too.Some bugger got mean and took stuff out from my side pocket after listening to my story.Reina felt bad about us having to tag along and wanted to treat us for something.To save her from a bit of trouble i suggested slurpee which she really did buy for us.Gosh that girl is soo sweet.

Werewolves are a pretty nice bunch to hang out with despite getting distracted easily.We were on the bus to ecp when suddenly i felt the bus bouncing.Really.Bouncing.I turned and saw the bunch of them at the back of the bus dancing.haha.Sleeping beauty riana woke up and was really surprised to see them too.Haha.Let's not talk about how many stops they made along the way to ecp and the number of pictures taken when they know they're that late already.I had fun with their antics.

Then we tried helping with the bike allocation and all.It got pretty boring in the end so i just stood around staring.They were camwhoring.Lixing spoke to us saying that we can go back home and then return the next day for the sp night.That sounded good.Only thing that it was pretty late.No idea what time i'll reach home and all.But in the end i decided to like go back to the chalet and leave in the morning and the meet up again in the afternoon.Had lunch and dinner together.Haha.Younian drove us back to the chalet in eugene's friend's car.Man.Younian drove pretty fiercely.Scary.

Anyway,when we got to the chalet, we realised that noone had the key.Someone else was holding onto the key and we had no way of getting into our room to get our bags and stuff.So we were pretty stuck in another group's room.It was full of sleeping bags and bags.Played uno for a bit before finding a soft spot to sleep on.Were told to go up to sleep but then in less than 15mins, were told to come down as the people who was using the room were all returning.Sigh.Everyone was too tired.Finally,the doors to our room were opened, but,we don't have a card to put into the slot to switch on the electricity.Oh dear me.More waiting.Good thing i told my parents that i'm not going home that night.Else they'd be waiting and waiting.Finally went up to bed.Crashed.

Day 5

Woke up with someone nudging me.Then again, it felt like i've been nudged the whole night.Nudged to move aside.Nudged to sleep straighter.I'm suprised at how quickly i slept again after that.Anyway vivi woke me up coz i asked her to.Then i decided that i wanna hang out a bit more and snoozed a bit more.THen i woke up, washed my face and went home.Man.It was a horrible journey home.My head was aching like mad.My vision was pretty much blurred.I felt like fainting countless of times.Blasted music in my ear to keep myselff awake.Phew.Got home safely.

TOok a nap.At noon i woke up and throw all my dirty clothes into the laundry basket and handwashed some clothes.It felt good to have a good long shower and shampoo after all those stuff.Couldnt eat well because of the headache.Ended up playing with my cousin and watching some dvds with her.Got changed to meet up the rest of them at city hall.

ON the way to city hall, saw some camp people in the cabin as well.Haha.You know the typical camp outfit-waterbottle,shirt,shorts and group flag.Then when i reached the control station, i saw a bunch of people who are really well dressed with their dresses and smart outfits.Fancy dressing up so nicely for camp.haha.We're confirm the envy of others.Yeap like i said, everyone else wore dresses but me.Haha.Will i ever own one?It's SP night for seniors.The seniors were all paired up and had to go for dinner.Pretty surprised that i had an SP.He's pretty nice.We went for dinner with other couples of course.A 45mins dinner.Crazy or what?

Finally we went over to the ntu alumni ballroom.Took shuttle bus from buona vista to the place.It was pretty awesome place.The seniors went out for a talk.My my..It was a pretty scary revelation but oh well.It can't be helped.Just one more night mannn.Went in,drag some chairs over,walked around.Seng gave sharlyn a bouquet and me and riana and everyone around went like 'Woaahh'.Haha.Then after that, my sp came over, handing me a bouquet of flowers.Damn shocked please.Haha.We just had some small talk and then i got a bouquet.That was pretty sweet of him man.Last year i got my first stalk of rose for sp night and this year i got my first bouquet of flower from a nice sp.The guys in our group also chipped in to get all the girls a stalk of pink rose this time round.Sweet right?Haha.Wonder if i'll ever get flowers outside of sp night?Hahaha.Wait long long siaa.

The rest of the night was pretty alright, though it's not exactly my scene.People played games on the stage.Singing competition.Dancing competition.Ohh ohhh.Refreshments was awesome.dx they all took like 2 trays and put them in the corner for us.Hahaa.We took like lots and lots of 'family' pictures.The 3 generations of insinyur camp people.Chaos,Kratos,Gollum and Angels.Ok.Maybe 4.We had our hats on and all that.Programmers pics.All girls pics.All guys pics.It was fun.haha.WOnder if anyone would like to print it and frame it up.After that they opened up the dancefloor and all.Heh.THat's really not my scene.I was like just sitting and watching.And danced a bit for 'Nobody' and the couple dance song.Otherwise, just hang around looking at people.

Then we headed back to the chalets.Went over to the angel's side but most of them were showering.Watched them play Game of Gollum with the freshies.After everyone in the room played it,me and riana left to go back to our side.Pretty much nothing much happening.People lying around and sleeping.I read the newspapers after showering.Then someone bought pratas and fries.Ate a bit.Haha.I was really sure i didn't wanna sleep so i hang around looking at people.Then i got invited to play card games.Haha.Whoots.It was pretty funnn.Then after that,some people wanna sleep so slept they did.Then some people started drawing on people's hands and legs.Haha.Everyone must be reaaally tired to totally ignore it.The best was when su san tried to draw on alex's leg.He kicked a bit and then got motionless.I was giggling outside the room.Then su san tried again and alex sat up so suddenly to scare her.HHahaa.That was a pure win.

Day 6

Anyway it started raining and jasmine and dorance came over in their blue ponchos.Damn cute.I hang out with them for a bit more.Then i realised that everyone else was sleeping inside.Switched off the lights and closed the door for them.Then jasmine and dorance slept too on the table.I got bored sitting there alone so i shut my eyes too.And i guess i fell asleep for awhile coz i didnt realise that vivi left.It was starting to get bright so jasmine and dorance decided to go back to the angel's side.Me?I went in and slept right at the door.I must be really tired coz i think i was hallucinating.I thought sharlyn's bag was mine and used it as a head rest.Hahaa.I think i slept for an hour or so.

Then we had to get up and start packing.I went and washed my face.Sleepy sleepy.Shouldn't have went to sleep.Very hard to wake up le.Sat around waiting.Ordered breakfast.Decided to go for wee wee but there was someone in the toilet so i went over to the common one.Walked in a dazed mode.In front was this dude who i've always seen but never talked to.He realised that i was behind so he stopped and waited for me.So we intro-ed each other after one year.On the way to the toilet.Haha.A new friend found.Then lixing's programmers ordered breakfast.Got chased away from costa sands so we went over to pasiris park nearby.

Everyone had breakfast standing up.Haha.What a sight.Listened to the prize presentation ceremony.Annd guess what?Angels won.Awesome or what?Haha.Yeahhh.Happy happy.Went for lunch with them,but sat with my own people.Haha.Then headed back to yishun with zongtang.

When i reached home, i showered and went to bed from about 4+pm to 9+ am the next day.Awesome or what?Hahaha.

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Looking back at the whole thing, i really enjoyed it.I'm sure that it's so much more fun being a freshie.The usual problem of language barrier is always there, and riana maybe right.But whatever it is, i like camp.I like it so much that i might consider joining next year.I know i know.Fasting month and all that inconvenient.Programmers quite slack.Can get the welfare people to deliver food.Haha.Or maybe i should be in welfare?Then again, i dont think any muslim students will wanna go for camp in the fasting month.I want to be!! I'm nuts.I think initiation night is addictive.

See how? I'm soo in if a senior of mine is in the main comm!We'll all be your arms and legs..like what we did for lixing.Haha.<3

Depression or whut?

2009-07-14T00:47:00.002+08:00

I should have suspected that there's a big hole in ground waiting for me when i was feeling so happy on sunday. I had fun replying to comments to R1 peeps and can still feel high from the rain that pelted us on NE1.I was excited to meet some dear friends after a loong time too.

When i woke up with a cold, i did think of not wanting to leave my house.Ate my med and it got a bit better.But for the sake of meeting them all, i trudged on.I sweated myself out by walking all the way to the mrt station.Alarms should have started ringing when yuni last minute can't make it and farah too had a flu.When i got farah's message i did want to turn back.But what if rachel and shuxin were already out of the house, like i was? Huimin did say she's going to have a mini surgery but i was slightly hopeful that she'll come.We just went ahead.

My shoes cut into my feet.Heard some news about a schoolmate.Chatted with sx and rachel all the way till city hall.Haha.Got carried a way and didn't know where we were.No big! City hall opens on the other side.We walked around.

Looked for clothes and i looked for slippers to wear.I liked walking with sx.She's like a walking calculator and she knows if it's a good deal or not.Haha.Maybe we should go again?Halfway through i waited for hm to msg.I told her not to come and take a rest at about the same time she told me that she can't come.Haha.Made some purchases.Went over to eat at breeks.

The student's meal was pretty nice.Haha.I think it's worth it?We chatted for a loong time.Me and rachel finished our soup, main dish while sx slowly finished eating her meal.Which she didn't as she talked a whole damn lot.Haha. Me and rachel forgot about our icecream until the person asked us.By the time we finished our icecream, she still haven't finished her chicken! Hahaha..Sx sx..

It's nice to share my thoughts and listen to them.Talking about how fragile and unpredictable life can be.

Then i refused to give up on looking for slippers.So we made a last attempt to go to citylink before heading over to bugis to look for my clothes.Still chatted along the way.Haha.Sx sure does have a lot to talk about.Haha..When we finally reached, sx had to go away to give tuition.So me and rachel trudged on.Walked around.Found a pair of shorts that i like.When i like something, i'd just buy it.haha.Walked around some more for another top.

That was when tragedy strikes.

I was wearing a backpack.I put my phone into my myuk wallet containing my ic and ezlink at the side pocket for easy pocket.Told myself to be careful and check it often.It was at this particular stretch of shops that i suspect i was being targetted.I walked with rachel while checking out the shops.I dunno.Suddenly i felt like i didn't want to get separated from rachel.I let her walk in front and massaged her shoulders a bit for fun.Hm.I think she spotted a belt so i walked on a bit.But i turned behind and she was still at the back.So i waited for her to catch up.When i felt that she was finally with me i started walking again.Then i realised, rachel was still someway behind me.Strange.So i stopped and look at some clothes at the side.Then i heard the sound of velcro and a tug at the side of my bag.I didn't think of anything.Touched the pocket.Checked a bit.There was something in there.Then rachel came up and asked me to check my back as someone took something from me.Checked.Freak.My myuk purse definitely wasn't there.My ic and my ezlink!!Then something struck me.SHIT!My phone was in that purse!!!My head felt light.Panic.Then rachel pointed out that a person there was an accomplice.I wasnt sure what happened but i didnt want to push an innocent.(Fine..call me a softie.)Actually i wasn;t thinking much.I was pretty much relying on rachel that point on.We both we panicking.Couldn't think straight.We left the place in search of a police post.

I really couldn't think.If rachel didnt suggest to take cab,i'd be stupidly waiting to jaywalk by the road.Made a police report.And was told that we should have called 999 right after it happened and not to let go of the suspect.Sigh.If you're stunned, you can't think straight.If you can't think straight you can't be rational.I am an escapist so i wanted to get out of there asap unconsciously.I admit it was pretty dumb not to do the model answer thing.

By then my aunt already helped cancel my phone line.I/C handled by the police and ezlink, i don't think much can be done?I'll get a new one anyway.I just have to cancel it.I'm just hoping that they will try to sell my phone.Chuck my myuk purse somewhere someone can see and pick up.Ezlink,well..I'm hoping they try to use it on a train and hope their picture gets taken by the cctv or whatnot.I want my phone back.I really do.But a part of me has given up.I don't remember fully what other junks are in my purse. I just want them back.Please?

Life's pretty interesting.One event lead to another.Every decisions you make will have an impact on the direction you are heading towards.If everything was well and everyone turned up for the gathering,we'd be all having dinner at seoul garden at that time of the incident.I might not have to lose my myuk purse.If i decided to cancel because of the cold that i had that morning,i'd still have the phone.If i said that i wanna go back home after the lunch, i'd still have them. If i didn't insist on meeting just now with so many people not able to make it, i'd still have them.Sooo many what ifs, but there's no way to retrace our steps and redo them again.Would i wanna redo them?

I feel like things happen for a reason.Something is to be learnt from this experience.For me and for those around me.I'm still pretty bummed out at how blank my mind was throughout the entire thing.I didn't wanna think.I didn't wanna believe it happened.I should face the problem instead of hiding behind someone else.

I seem to have quite a bit of expensive life lessons lately.Well., just the driving license saga and this pickpocketing saga.I'll go broke if these stuff keep happening.Guess i need to really stop being such a kid and grow up.I don't wanna bring down those around me.

I miss my phone.

And rachel, thanks for being a witness.If i were in your place,I might not see anything wrong at all until you say that you lost your stuff.I don't look around my surroundings that well.I'm glad that we were where we were back then.*hugs*

Pretty bored

2009-07-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

All right..More posts.

[Jo's Belated B-day Hang-out]
So i finally get to see some of my jc friends.Where else but the part of the world my jc's in.Haha.Been some time since i saw them and i was over in the east.As usal, little miss punctual was there early.Haha.We sorta decided to go for the buffet at Hei Sushi.

Alright.That was my first time ever eating Jap food.Considering that i'd never be able to eat the real japanese cuisine,this is as close as i can get to tasting it.Well.I'd have to admit that it's pretty new experience(don't laugh!).And it also needs some getting used to.Next time, i'll stay away from anything with seaweed in it as much as possible.I don't like it.Nor do i hate it.Must have acquired it from childhood when i didnt like the taste of the seaweed being stuck to the top of my mouth when i ate a piece.All in all, i kinda like the aftertaste.I don't mind going there again with my other friends.Hehe.

It was nice seeing them again.Everyone is a little different.Haha.Anyway,we walked around a bit.And 3 of us bought bags from a pushcart at the ehub thingy.Yeah..A bagpack for school! Now i need a go-out bag.

Oohh..I got some おみやげ(?) from jocelyn. A magnetic postcard thingy from studio ghibli's store and some cookies!!OMG! I love jap's cookies. They taste soooo goood.Too bad royce chocs are expensive and my dad stopped working for that family-else i'd get it every christmas.Oh well.The cookies were gone by nightfall xp.

[Cycling recce #2]
Well, i was preeetty reluctant to go.I reeeeallly dislike the Slope of Surrender over at pasiris,beginning near ehub.But after a bit of consulting with dorance, i decided to go.I was free too anyway.

As usual,we all met as bedok interchane.I was a bit late.But not the latest.Me,dorance and kimbee were the only gollum girls there.Come to think of it, the total number of girls in the group was,5-6?Woah.Haha.

I didnt eat breakfast, so i was a bit dismayed that we weren't stopping at bk first.We didnt even stop at kitrunner.So i suppose they have a new bike rental place.Haha.Yeap.I was delighted to see that they stopped at the PCN Pitstop thing.That means....we can rent a bike from east coast and return it at another PCN Pitstop.I prayed hard that it'd be the sunplaza park one..oh well..that's a bit too optimistic.

We were all prepared.We put on sunblocks and went off.Haha.Chatted a bit while cycling too.Haha.So all in all, we cycled the usual route from ECP to changi.Heard that ntu banned cycling on the roads-i don't see the reason to cycle on the road in the first place.Haha.Oh.I named a couple of parts of the cycling trail that i did/didn't like. Upslopes are Slopes of Surrender.Downslopes are Trails of Thrill.Haha.Trail of Terror is the stretch of trail from ehub all the way till slightly after the left turn.Haha.You don't get what i mean do you?Maybe i shall take you there?

I was pretty surprised that the PCN Pitstop is just after changi village.We took like about half the time we usually take to travel from ECP to somewhere else back to ECP.Yeah!!My butt haven't even started to complain.=D.

Of course.My highlight of the whole cycling adventure has to be the stop at sunplaza park.SWINGS!!How i love them.Feeling my butt being lifted off the seat of the swing is scary and yet,exhilaring at the same time.Haha.I saw a pic that zongtang took.Man.My swing was like making a 90degrees angle to the ground.Awesome or what?!All hail meee.Hahaha.

I had fun.Enjoyed the company.Haha.Night cycling shouldn't be too bad rite?

[NDP ushering]
I don't remember if i've posted anything related to this.Oh well.Here goes.

This time round i'm in R1.Grandstand all the way.This time round there are games which are kinda fun for the briefings.And the people in my group are really easy to talk to.Haha.But the difference with R1 and the R3 i was in is, R3 is more careless,crazy and hyper.R1 is more calm,cool and collected bunch of people.Of course!We'll be attending to the VIPs.It does intimidate me a little.がんばります。

CR3 was allright.We haven't gotten our uniforms yet so we were given this yellow top and we wore our own jeans.It was quite comfy.I got sooo tired after dinner,that i didn't have enough energy to be all genki to say goodbye to everyone walking past me.Hey.It is strange if i say 'Goodbye!Thanks for coming!!' while there's a bottle neck happening and they are all still standing right in front of me when i finish saying. Haha.But those who were there weren't the real VIPs so they're pretty nice.No.I'm not saying that the real ones will be difficult, but i think that it's better to be mentally prepared.

Got the uniform already.Veeryy red.Now i'm pretty stuck between a rock and a hard place.Mid-thigh length shorts or long baggy pyjamas-like pants.I think i'd have the shorts.Easier and more comfortable to move up and down the stairs.Long dryfit pants feels a bit...odd.I'll see how.The admin people still haven't gotten back to me.I'll see about it tomorrow.Hope they're not angry at me or something.If i like the shorts, yu ling doesn't mind switching with me xp.

We'll see how it goes =D.

[Other thoughts]
Alrighty.I'm gonna look for a new blogskin that will work in mozilla firefox.Have i complained to you before that my internet explorer and my msn messenger are pretty much useless?And do you know how long it takes for my 2year+ laptop is taking to get online after i switch it off? At least 1hour!!Thank goodness for my eeepc.Despite it being short on memory, it connects real well.And the msn works.And the IE works.Too bad the keyboard is a bit awkward to type in detailed blog entries like this.Else i'd rather not switch this laptop on.Haha.

Fixed my timetable.It's pretty sucky, but at least i have 2 other friends with the same timetable as me.I hope it'll prevent me from crossing paths with a certain someone.Man.Rachel must be glad to go into MAE.Please oh please transfer into EEE!!!That'd make my stay in uni sooo much more pleasant!

Oh.Note to self-Score nothing less than a B+ for the rest of my uni life.

Yes i shall!

hahaa

Updates

2009-05-21T14:02:00.006+08:00

Updaaatess are here..Well, let's just say that when i get online, i prefer to let my eyes do all the work.Blogging requires my eyes,fingers and brain to work.Hahaha.

Anyway..Here are some key things that happened..

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[Family Chalet]

Over the Labour Day holiday weekend, my family had a chalet at one of the Pasiris Holiday Bungalow after soooo many years of not able to get it. It was awesome.At least 6 cars were parked in AND out of the bungalow compound.

Anyway, the first thing we all did was to organise all our things, the pots and pans, the bags and the toiletries. The guys, well, they were busy hooking up the karaoke stuff to the tv. Everyone just hung around.Finally they managed to make the whole karaoke system to work and that cues for me and my sis to get changed to go jogging. Haha.

Man..I am sooo unfit.I ran at a small section of the park and was choked by the smell of the charcoal and kerosene burning. I couldn't breather and well, gave up running. My sis ran around the entire park for another 40 mins or so. Seriously.She can run for 1hr non-stop.

I slept early that night because i didnt want to oversleep for the sentosa recce the next day.

Woke up early and joined the looong queue for the bathroom.Hahaha.I let the aunts shower first coz they're the ones doing the breakfast cooking and all.Nice rite? Anyway, went down for breakfast and watched a bit of a movie.Time flies really slowly if you wake up earlier i say. I even got time to learn how to play a new game.After which it was time for me to leave, but not before my aunts teasing. They were saying that i'm not really going alone and i was meeting someone to go to sentosa and back.Tsk.Yeah.An imaginary boyfriend.

Anyway, i thought that i'd be late but i was the earliest. Gosh. Haha.Let's just say we were late but the entire programme still havent started anyway.Coz everyone is late? Haha. Played captain's ball and our group won.'Our group' refers to our gollum gang and the gang of seniors i often see.Am i right to say they're kratos? i dunno.Maybe.Haha.It was fun.But i didnt do anything much.Xp.

THen we played this water game. I got paired up with isaac.We were the last one to go and in the end we didnt.Yay.Guess we're cheaters all right.

Then then then! My ultimate favourite game. Ultimate frisbeee.We went against other groups. First to score 3points win or sth littat.Of course we won.I didnt do anything much at all.Haha.Everyone was hyped up as we wanted to win 100plus drinks and snacks.Simple minded rite? Then the finals involved a 3-way frisbee match. We were leading 2-0-0.THen i think we got tired.2-1-0.2-1-1.2-2-1.2-2-2. I was standing at a shady spot.Not very action-packed spot.Watching everyone rushing to get the free-for-all frisbee on the sand. It was pretty violent with all the snatchings.Everyone said i played violently.Not really.A good way to make sure that the frisbee is yours is to jump on top of it, so others can't snatch it away from you. Then after a long time and lots of short passes...3-2-2!! We woon..Hahaha..Sweet.

Riana is crazy.She had dance in the morning.Then she joined us.Then she had inline hockey.So both of us travelled to the east together.Good thing we had seats.My legs were aching like mad.Then i called my sis to get someone to fetch me.So i told her where i was so she could estimate the time to leave. Then i got a call from my auntie.So i told her where i was, thinking that she's with my cousin to pick me up.To my utmost surprise.When i got to pasiris mrt, i realised that there are actually 2 groups of people waiting for me. My dad and my sis told me to wait for them somewhere and my aunt was waiting at another place.Omg.I feel so bad coz of the miscommunication. I saw my aunt and my cousin first so i met my dad and sis back at the chalet.

BBQ food was nice.But.I guess we're all grown-up now.No more running around.No more little adventure down the playground.Everyone was sitting and chatting and eating.It was sooo relaxing.I really liked it.The twins brought their girlfriends to meet us. Played taboo with them.Man.I guess i was sleepy and my brain wasnt functioning very well.So our team sorta lost to the couples.Haha.Showered and went to sleep, early...again.

I like the size of the bungalow.Not too big not to small.Maybe i'll have one like it someday eh?

I really miss being a kid.Going cycling every now and then.Playing at the playground.Playing with the sand.We didn't even do the things we used to do often anymore.I guess we are grown-up already.Bummer.

[May is the new April]
Well considering that my birthday month is an examinations month, no celebrations or whatnot until..well..examinations are over.Sucks eh?Yeah..totallyy..Not that my birthday has ever been celebrated grandly.It's usually a small and sweet little celebration.

Got lots of birthday wishes in school before the material science paper.Haha.The guys were joking that the entire hall should sing a birthday song for me.I told them it'd be a sight to see my paper with a candle sticking out of it.Haha.

Then on the last paper.I thought that i'd be uneventful.I had the usher interview afterwards anyway. I saw yannick and he gave me and dorance 2B pencils for the shadings.Haha.He said he took alot from the school and was going around to give them to people.After awhile, i was standing with the regular people i see.Evelyn gave me a cake.And she was happy to know that it's the first ever present that i got!Hahah.She's so sweet.Then yannick decided to join in the gift shower and gave me...a piece of mentos.Hahaha.

Ate the cake after the paper with evelyn for company. Haha.A tiramisu cake.Well, i'm not exactly a coffee person, but it's the thought that counts and it was kinda sweet.Heh.We chatted until it was time for me to leave for bishan.Well, i was early.Walked around,went to the library and finally the interview.Met some people i recognise and all.

[The celebration]
I went out with huimin to tamp1.Well.Nothing much that catches my fancy other than the tenchi playground that doesnt stock up on the plushies that i want.Bummer.And i fell in love with the fanta bottle/can thingy.Im soooo gonna get it the next time i see it.Then i go buy a ryoma plushie and put them together.xp.

Of course i'd be suspicious when huimin msg me the day after that to ask me out again. Sorry, but i wasn't convinced at all.Then at one point in time i suspected that some bunch of masterminds are behind it as although i was given a choice in the first place (tuesday or thursday) then halfway through it was impossible to change it to any other day or time. The only way to check it out is the ask farah when we were getting yuni's present.I thought that since she told me that we're getting is at the end of the month, i believed that the dinner/library outing that huimin dragged me out for is really just me keeping her company for dinner.

So when she changed the time to 7pm, i reallllyyy didnt want to go out in the evening and was contemplating if i should find another reason to go out.Come on.THere's a chance that it's a surprise and i turned up at northpoint in my jeans and my class tshirt or sth and i didnt bring anything other than $10.I needed to be sure.So i chatted to ayuni.And we figured out that something might be up.Opps.So we decided to meet up earlier to jobhunt(which was sorta unsuccessful) and then went our own way after deciding how to surprise them all back.

Sat at the library while pretending i wasn't.Haha.I knew of the grand plot, but i didnt know the details.Is someone gonna creep up on me?Or leave a note in a book?Haha.Then what?I was kept waiting for..20mins?Borrowed 2 books.Then finally, huimin came and gave me a note in jap that says that i should go to swensens.*phew*good thing i brought extra money.So apparently we were the last to arrive.Haha..Everyone was soo happy, so didnt have the heart to burst any bubbles.Haha.Ordered.And had presents giving ceremony and card writing ceremony.It was sure nice seeing them all again. Got a cup and a levi's tee.Haha.I like getting functional presents from them.I was talking to yuni, hinting a little about us having met before that.It took some time for farah to notice.Hahahaaa.Lotsa phototakings.It sure was funnn..Wonder when i'll get to meet them again?.Shuxin better bring the lighter.

I am so gonna have to postpone by birthday celebrations until i graduate.

Sorry..I'm like continuing on writing this post a month after starting.How horrible of me..There.I finished it.Blog about other things soon.

Time

2009-04-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

Exams over.3 months break is here.So many things have happened, so many things have changed.

And i still haven't gotten that card.

Oh well.Now that it's the break, i'll have time to do some catching up on things i've put aside because of school. Look for a job or something too.Not gonna waste my time doing nothing anymore.Of course, i'd like that.But.No.I can't.

Thanks evelyn for the cake and yannick for that piece of mentos. Wahahaha.It's the thought that counts.Seriously.Wahahaa.

I want to be wiser.

Oops I Did it Again

2009-02-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

Oh dear..

Pardon the cobwebs and accumulated dust bunnies around..

Been too tangled in my studies..Too caught up and i felt like i wasn't going anywhere..Still am though..Haha..Fine..I'll admit taking double physics is crazy.With my current workload, I shudder to think about the future semesters.Will 'break' appear in my dictionary.

Somebody has to start focusing on her work.It'd suck to do badly.

Anyways..I'm lazy to blog about what has been going on.Too much information.Heh.

But..It's nice to take a good break every now and then..=D

Enlightenment..Life science vs Material science

2009-01-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

You guys probably already know how much i appreciate the environment that i enjoy learning geography..and how i think that bio is fun to learn? I don't bother much with the things that doesn't have much to do with nature and/or our human lives. E.g. mathematics.heh.

Now that i'm in engineering, i think i need to have a paradigm shift. Life is more than nature and ourselves. I studied economics(not that i have much choice) and began to understand the complexity of economy and why it's a huge thing(i think). I need to see things from a different viewpoint.As a different person.

Life Science vs Material Science
A whole new perspective

I used to learn a lot about the basic unit structure of life,that is cells,and what they can do.The different organisational level that makes us..Us.Tissues.Organs.Functions.Systems.And learn them in details.Understand how we interact with the surroundings.

Now...I'm learning more about the basic unit atom.The simplest substance that cannot be further broken down by chemical means.The basic unit that makes up the physical things around us.Their structure.Arrangements.Implications of the arrangements.

And i'm now handling lotsa numbers.The numbers that give us a reason why things are the way they are.Strange isn't it? A bunch of numbers and mathematical operations can prove scientific things.That brings us to physics.It's about learning how things work and why they work that way.The law and theorems explain simple everyday thing like..light and movement.I mean.We can still live even without knowing about Snell's Law on refraction.Things just..happen!You don't need numbers and scientific evidences for that.We've never had to calculate the flow of the blood in our heart or something like that..so why do i need to calculate the flow of water?Haha..Physics is a whole new field.

I dunno.I think i just received an enlightenment.Some gears in my head shifted to allow me to want to understand this alien called Physics and Maths.Anyhow,i think that they're cool.Only ting is that, i'm not that good at them..Well..I'll have to figure it out ya?

I think this will change me.

**Disclaimer: I am being optimistic about taking 2 physics modules and 1 material science modules and 1 maths module.~~I will pass.I must pass.~~I will get As!

***Okay..too unrealistic already.hahaha

Swing Swing

2009-01-06T20:18:00.005+08:00

You know what, i don't often do these things..but..I just felt like it today...

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FYI: I listen to songs like i listen to the sound of the fans,listen to the voices from the tv set.So it come and goes.I don't take the effort to learn the lyrics or learn the title of the song.So when i hear songs, it's always 'Oh..I've heard this song before!'

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1. Put your iTunes on shuffle. [I used my mp3]
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the quiz as well as the person you got the quiz from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
At the Beginning-Richard Marx&Donna Lewis
Hmm..
a)Let's look again from the beginning..
b)If you like it,i like it too..(At the beginning with youuuuuu..)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Girlfriend-Avril Lavinge
Uhuh..Straight-talking..Bubbly..Direct..That's NOT me..Hahaaa

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Best Damn Thing-Avril Lavinge
Avril again?Come on mp3...Haha..So drama..This is funny..

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
That's when i love you-Aslyn
Oh.I feel loved?Nice..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
Stranger-Hillary Duff
Ah..Meeting people who will leave a mark in my life? Hehe..Interesting..

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Why not?-Hillary Duff
Hillary again?But it can be my motto!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Way back into love-Hugh Grant&Drew Barrymore
*Gasp*I need some love?Really you guys?Hahahaahahhahaa

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Have you ever?-S Club 7
Ahh..So i think about other people more ah?

WHAT IS 2+2?
Anywhere But Here-Hillary Duff
Totally..Get me away from this maths question!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Come Clean-Hillary Duff
(Seriously!My mp3 is on a Hillary Duff roll)
Hahaha..I never choose one ok best friend(s)..whoever or wherever you are..=)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Catch you Catch me-Cardcaptor Sakura OP
Surprisingly this song is apt for liking a person...みんな！大好き～

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Whole New World
What can i say?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
CAught in the Middle
In the middle of what?!Hahahaa..

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My Happy Ending-Avril Lavinge
Wah..*sob*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Atlantis Princess-BoA
So sweeetttt...Haha..The lyrics are pretty too..Awww..

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Clumsy-Fergie
Haha..Nice one..I'm clumsy..really apt..Not like i'm really gonna do any dancing..

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
If You're Not the One-Daniel Bedingfield
Morbid much?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Don't Lie-B.E.P
Hahaa..Lying is my hobby?tsktsktsk

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Fukai Mori(Deep forest)-Do as Infinity
Shhh...

WHAT IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Give Me a Little Try-Goong Ost
I don't see how it's the worst thing..Maybe you make me cook and i blow up the kitchen?Hahhahaha

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Won't Go Home Without You-Maroon5
So saad..and again..Morbid much?

WHAT DO YOU REGRET?
Jenny-Click5
Jenny?I know no jenny..

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
About You Now-Sugarbabes
Hmm..dunno..?What is this song about?

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Reach-S Club 7
How inspiring..heh..

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Always-Some korean song..I think it has something to do with Goong S..
Aww..I'll always be married?To what?My laptop?hahhaaa

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Maneater-Nelly Furtado
Scary okay?They eat people..hhahahaha

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Superstar-Jamelia
Erm..At least someone right?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Anyone of Us-Gareth Gates
Hmm..That's a nice thought..But no thanks..

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Never had a dream come true-S Club 7
Can be true..But..What exactly are my dreams??haha

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Swing Swing-All American Rejects
Hehe..Have fun you guys...=D

Of course I'm not tagging..I'm just doing for the fun of it..But just try if you're free..Then tell me about it..Hahaha

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2nd day of school..And i'm already tired..hahaha

2009

2009-01-04T16:18:00.002+08:00

Heeeyy people...

School is starting again tomorrow...finally something else to do other than bumming around.Currently i feel like i'm a part-time student and a full time slacker(is that even possible?!)..haha..maybe i should fine other meaningful things to do.Err..Like going to the library and read more books.It's about time i do that as i've been away from storybooks for too long, about a year now..That's an idea.

I just realised the importance of hardwork after getting back my grades.That's it.I'm gonna aim for those pretty As and cGPA of 4.0.Hahahaa.We'll see about that ya?

I'm still pretty much a floater.Happy that i have clothes to wear,food to eat,house to live in and people around me.Heh.I'm so easily contented, that's why i don't aim that far?Maybe i should.Maybe i will.

Saay..I have this idea in my head.About 2011.But i'll keep it to myself first.I'll share after checking out somethings.Don't dare to float so high up.Skali something burst my bubble then i'll be sad.At least it won't affect the 4year plan so much if it doesnt work out.=D

Happy schooling people~

Year Ending

2008-12-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

So..I think it's about time for an emo post about the past happenings..

Looking back at 2008

Awesome year i should say..Haha..The year where i spent quite a lot of time bumming and quite a lot of money on driving lessons..Haha..Ouch..The year when i finally(?) started university, but not before making friends at camp..Another year with the family..And another year growing up with my friends..Another year telling myself to change..And another year where i did not successfully change myself..much..Hahaha..

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"When i am alone and start to daydream..." Haha..i've been doing quite a bit of daydreaming..The chalet..And the outing with jo,kia,geok too! But at sunplaza park i realised...who or what made me who i am today..

My primary school friends and teachers and family
I had an awesome childhood...and didn't want to grow up because of that..I'm pretty sure that somewhat contributed to why i'm still childish?Haha..My primary school friends and teachers are the ones who put me on the right track.Right muni?Haha..Guess because of them i didn't hanyut or something..Haha..

Secondary school friends
Those people i meet in this stage of my life made me sit back and learn more and appreciate others.That's why i'm kinda...even more low profile than in primary school?They also made me somewhat in touch with the girly side of me that i would never wanna admit..Well, i was in choir after all.If i didn't learn anything from that..i don't know what else..Haha..Yeap..This was the stage where i tried to remove my tomboyish self..Let's just say,i still got quite a lot more to learn..Heh..At times, i still catch myself thinking 'Eww..So girl-ish..' or 'Don't scream like a girl'

JC friends
Well, JC was really short for me.Let's see.The people i met opened up my eyes to the oh-so-many-types of people available.I think after that, i won't be so surprised.That was also when i listened to lotsa chinese conversations.Thanks to some people, i got in touch with my love for animated stuff. I fell in love all over again with jap dramas and animes and mangas. Deeeeeply in love. So much so that i started trying to pick up japanese. And yes.As much as i don't want to say it..I am a fangirl..Now i spend hours online..doing..stuff that i don't usually do before JC..Hahaa

I learnt something from every individual that i met.
Thanks for making a difference in my life.

But there are friends who have been there all these while.Friends who are like...old family members.Life goes on, but the relationship will always be there.No matter how long we haven't seen or talk to each other but when we do it will feel like old times. Just hanging out is fine. Walking around aimlessly.Sitting and stoning together.Thank you for being my friend.All of you.

Hope 2009 with be something else. =D

This i have to blog

2008-12-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

Whoops sorry..My life has been the usual..So..Nothing much to blog about..

I quit floorball..(Still a bit sad)

I met up with yuni, farah and tikah for lunch after failing driving for the millionth time and then went on an impromptu movie trip to watch muallaf at the picturehouse. Movie was interesting but the ending was very 'Huh?!' Or maybe it was too artistic that i didnt get it..Heh..

18/12/08 Insinyur Cycling 'Outing'

Got up earlier than usual and met dorance and dan who are both early and scandalous as usual before killing time to wait for the rest who were supposed to meet up before going to ecp.

Cycling 'outing' they said. Should have known that it was a recce for night cycling.I realised it the moment we went down that tunnel that says 'TO PCN'.Wtf.Can you guys at least mentally prepare us by reminding us to travel light or drink more water or wear something comfortable for a super long cycle? Geeez.I really like the cycling.Minus the sun.Everyone got super tanned. And..Let's just say i wasn't the only one who was caught off guard.

So we cycled from ECP to bedok to tampines to pasiris to aloha changi to ECP again.

Let's just say it's night cycling all over again. Same annoying route with annoying gradual slopes. With the sun beating down on us. Same energetic OGmates who pedalled harder than me and going at least 15km/h as compared to my 13km/h average. I hurt my toes by cycling into the railings but didn't fall off my bike. Phew. Ouch okay...

Stopped at the sunplaza park playground. Had fun on the swings as usual. Mini swinging competition with dan they all.Heh.

Slow and steady wins the race. I think? Hehe. I was cycling alone most of the time. The group in front is so far away and the group at the back is just as far. Somewhere along the way, younian and alex did slow down but i think i'm still too slow.I guess i like to do things at my own pace eh?

By the time i reached bicycle kiosk again, my butt was sooooo sore. It was sore halfway through. Man. I want to sew cushions on my shorts. XP.

Got home quite late. My mum moodswinged at me. Totally tired but can't sleep because i had to pack for the weekend...

19/12/08 Setting off to Chalet D'Punggai

Woken up by my mum. My body still felt sore from the 'outing' before. I managed to stay in bed longer than my sis. But then, felt bad about getting her to shower ahead of me as usual so i waited in the hall.We checked the whole house and went over to my uncle's void deck and wait.

As usual,my mum had to be the spider she is (kanchiong spider i mean). My dad was only supposed to fetch my aunt's family at 445 am. Guess what time my mum made us wait? 445am. So that means that we had to wait.In the dead morning.For ages.Before.Anyone else.Arrive. Sheesh.What's wrong with them man...They were the ones who want to meet at 5am. THE SAME OLD PEOPLE MADE US WAIT FOR CLOSE TO AN HOUR. AGAIN!.Sigh.It's been years already.Don't they learn? Bad habits sucks.

Anyway, we got sorted out and finally really set off. Got unlucky at the s'pore customs with that guy questioning us on our i/c numbers.Each and everyone of us.Can't he pick on another car? There's 6 of us man..I felt bad for the car behind us.My dad said that he was multi-tasking..reading a book as well.Maybe to feel better he showed us he was careful.Dude.We're leaving Singapore.

Waited for the extended family to arrive at a coffeeshop at extra.Oh.This trip involved 62-ish people.My mum and her siblings and their family.My mum's cousin's family.My grandaunts and their family.Huge group.10 cars in total.The journey was fun.My vehicle is the HQ as we had 2 walkie talkies.Apparently not all walkietalkies are in sync. Funny funny.

We reached the place.Not too bad i'd say. But some of us were pissed that we didn't stop by somewhere to buy food supplies.Sheesh.They wanted to proceed with their 'plans'. Oh.We had to fill in a quiz so we had a prize presentation for that.The prize: a can of red bull to be shared among 12 people.Wahahahaha! Lame.

Oh.We had a sorting ceremony.5 captains picked their team mates by drawing lots to determine the teams for the competition day.Let's just say I wasn't very pleased with the thoughts of everyone having to participate.Sheesh.Me and some others were like 'We're here for a holiday..let us off already'.Alas,noone was spared.I was slightly optimistic when my name wasn't called, but my aunt was sharp and included the names in the last minute.DARN!.Haha.At least maya picked my name.There's zaki and abg nash and cik ajak as well. THere's 1 grandaunt and 2 granduncles in mine and kak rin and abg g.g and linda and syabil.SOme of them i rarely come in contact with.I envied the other groups with more of my other cousins.

My family shared room with another family. It's always with them. I suppose that's because my mum can get along well with that sister of hers. Both work on the same frequency i think. 10 of us in that chalet.Haha.Arranged stuff and relaxed a bit.Gosh.The chalet overlooked the South China Sea. Open waters have sooo much stronger winds and bigger waves.Heh.Great view from the veranda(?).Definitely a good place to sit and empty your mind.

I bummed the whole afternoon.Haha.Sitting by the sea.Watching the sea.Thinking of ways to escape the game day.

Visited an ostrich farm.People screaming around when ostriches were near.Heh.

Night time was just as smooth. Karaoke session (which i totally dislike) with a worker of the chalet as a guest star.He ~~She~~ He ~~She~~ He (can't decide..i'm confused..a guy trying to look like a girl but is somewhat unsuccessful) was shaking his booty darn hard that the crowd went crazy.Haha.My uncle just had to join Sam(the name of the person). Hilarious moments.I played pictionary with some relatives not on my side. It's quite fun ah.I had to draw 'blood transfusion'. Geezz.Drove me nuts.But good thing my aunt got it.Haha.

Got ready for bed when suddenly. There's a knock on the door.Heh.I thought that it was someone else trying to disturb my sleep with normal chit chats, until i heard what was being said. My cousin-in-law's sister just passed away in an accident.She got married quite recently and is 3months pregnant. The whole room was stumped. My uncle and aunts who delivered the news looked like they just cried. That sister was my cousin's favourite in-law.She was really helpful towards her.I totally understand the loss.I feel soo sad for her man..Everyone went to bed with a heavy heart that night.

20/12/08 Games Day

Morning call came in the form of knocks and airhorns and shouts from the organising commitee.Everyone in the room wasn't going to wake up for the morning excercises.Afterall the PTI were still sleeping.Hahaaa.If not for the morning excercise, i would have watched the sunrise.Darn them.Hehe.Me and my cousins are all really good at the sleeping game.No way were we going to get up and work out.Heh.

Went for breakfast.Changed into the family jersey after realising that everyone else was wearing it.Tried hiding on the beach to avoid playing the games.Alas.Didn't work.We were called and..sigh.Had to play afterall.Got our team identities.(I'm serious..We even had those).My team was yellow!!Hehe..Yeahhh.

Scavenger hunt was ultra competitive.People running around.Screaming at each other.Heh.Soooo competitive.Can see where i got my competitive spirit at games from.Haha.The young and the old all screaming their heads out, making sure the judges didnt accept any team at all.The if-i'm-wrong-then-noone-can-get-it-right attitude. Scared the heck out of the commitee members.Geez.And i thought noone wanted to play.

Played Guess Who or What.Heh.My group didn't do that well.Maya was thinking so hard what to ask that she didnt ask much.Oh well.Some darn group got all 10 correct.Wth.

They asked for volunteers from each teams next.3 guys and 3 girls.They wouldn't say what for.Darn them.Haha.Apparently, it's that Stringing game. A spoon with a string was passed from one person to another.But.The spoon must be pass through the sleeve and exit through the corner of the shorts before being passed on.The spoon had to go under our clothes.Hahaha.It was Abg Nash-Kak Rin-Aki-Linda-Abg g.g-Me.Alternate.My team was first!!!Whoohoo!Super easy.

However, they wanted us to pass the spoon back the other way now.Our string was knotted!!So it was shorter..Man..We had to squeeze together a bit to pass the string back to the first person.It got stuck at aki where the spoon broke into 2!Haha..Funny!We expected to see the string but it wasn't there.Fumbled a bit.But managed to regain our pace.But alas!It got stuck at kak rin.At a really wrong place.Heh.And finally reached abg nash again with the spoon just stopping at a really wrong place again.Hilarious.It looked wrong for us to stand to we squatted down.We won again though!!So pro~

Painted our banner just to pass time i think.Lancang Kuning was our team name.I suppose it's to honour the oldies in my group.Haha.We had to go against Olive D' Samurai (My parents' team fated to be together-lotsa mums/dads), DH' Mafias (my sis's team..the team i expected to win), Chilli Padis (the team with lotsa kids..huge disadvantage to the competitive leader) and the Pirates(a strong and competitive team..hahaa).

Went for lunch and took a nap.Telematch time with lotsa confusion.My team wasn't doing that well initially coz we were 4th in the first 2 matches.Caught up in the 3rd and 4th match to go to the 3rd place.And the final one really blew me away.We had to fill up a bottle with water using a sponge.Fine.We cheated a bit by using our hands as funnels.But!Abg nash and abg g.g were awesome in the sense that they did shuttle runs.Darn fast okay.And the wisdom of the oldies helped a bit too.We jumped to first place!!Haha..Wheeee...Hey..Other groups actually used their mouths to spit it into the bottle.Cheaters!!tsktsktsk...

Played Pick-up Balls where someone had to instruct a blindfolded person to pickup coloured balls.Everyone was really competitive at this stage.Haha.The winning team picked up 24 balls.I suspect they cheated coz everyone else got like 14-18 balls. But..It might be a really good strategy..i dunno.Since my team didnt win..they cheated!!haha..Accusations were flying all over the place man.

I sucked at Coconut Bowling..heh..We didnt do that well coz we went first.Oh well.It was hilarious seeing the coconut rolling away from the pins or suddenly bouncing over the pins or going towards the people.Heh.

Some Whip-cream Shaving and Blindfolded Face Painting Game.Overheard the Greens wanting us to lose.Darn them.And they were happy that we did.Sheesh.Meanies.

Last but not least.The most controversial game at the gathering-Dodgeball/Poisonball/Who-got-the-most hits.You put someone who hates losing and someone who thinks he's right in one team and someone who upholds fairness and is frank on another and you'll see a heated argument.The favourites were kicked out of the games quite early in the game.To quote my uncle 'We wanted to see Singapore vs Thailand and what we got was Laos vs Cambodia...' The underdogs won in the end.Haha.The cool thing is..after the game is over..the guys who were arguing went to play soccer together.heh.

Everyone was reviewing the games that evening.Heh.Hilarious.My mum was complaining that i wasn't cooperative in the scavenger hunt.Maya(my cousin & captain) defended me and said 'There's no such thing as 'mums' or 'dads' in the competition.Everyone is equal'.heh.My mum went on saying that her cousin also had the same problem-uncooperative children-and wasn't very happy about that.Hahahaa.The games really brought out the competitors in us.

Had BBQ dinner.Toasted the couples celebrating their wedding anniversaries.Went over to the beach for a prize presentations around a bonfire.Heh.The stars were really pretty!!It was soooo dark that you can see them clearly.Saw my old friend orion up there.Heh.So my team got 2nd overall.Booyah!!Went back to the room to wash up and all.Hang around a bit at my aunt's room.Listening to them chat.Heh.The wind was chilling..And got tired and went to the room to sleep.

Not!Apparently everyone gathered outside my room to talk.THe walls are made of thin wood.And i was sleeping nearest to the door.I can hear everything those people were saying.Heh.I slept and woke up a couple of times, and they were still not done talking.Heh.

Had an okay sleep.Everyone packed up and got ready to leave.But not before phototaking!Lots and lots and lots of them.Travelled back to jb.Visited the new jusco at bukit indah and went back to singapore.Fetched my dad's lorry.Awul drove us all to jelapang to return the car with 2 cars escorting us at the front and back to make sure everything was fine.

and finally..HOME SWEET HOME!!

Hope to upload some pictures soon=)

Backk! I think...

2008-11-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

Yo

Don't mind me..Haha..I think i should give some reasons for my absence eh? Well, you see blogging takes time and effort..And apparently, my sentence construction skills is getting worse ever since i stopped going for GP.No.I'm serious.

Maybe i should visit the library.But then again, the library is further...darn it.I'd rather climb up those flight of stairs than go all the way man.At least with it in my neighbourhood, whenever i'm bored from waiting for the food to be ready or my mum to finish talking to her friend or something like that, i can just walk up to the library to enjoy the aircon. MOST IMPORTANTLY..that is the place i'd head too when i need the toilet badly on the way home. I'd rather use it than the northpoint's.xp.Bye lib.

Oh one more thing you see, when i go online, i'd get distracted by this and that.Haha.So....ah..ermm..ya..Leaving the blog dusty.

So exams are over.Hope i can pass everything.Don't wanna aim that high because i will be stressed out.No point in being stressed up ah..Chill..Taking things slow.

I'm in a dilemma.A dilemma that i have never expected myself to be in.Should i leave floorball? Why does it make me feel uneasy thinking about it?Like i want it and at the same time i dont want it.Lots of factors contribute to it.　気持ちが消えた？（？）.I hope to find an answer soon.

Holidays are here.So much things to do.

Oh dear me

2008-09-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

Oh dear.

Hahaaa..I haven't been able to manage my time wisely.Weird thing isn't it?Considering how early/on time i can be on appointments?Rushing out tutorials.Not studying much.Watching online videos.Seems like im still adjusting to the new schedule?Hah.I wish.Clearly someone isnt prioritising...

So,over the past few weeks i...

went for driving lessons
bought mangas frm jo to fill up my collection
got my self an aizen and lacus's figurine
got myself an ishida and orihime's bookmark
got an L plushie
got a new phone
still havent bought any textbooks
went for floorball trials
got through and went for floorball trainings...which ends at 10pm
sorta fell in love with the game again
needs to get her stick cut and grip changed
finished wearing all the clothes in my side of the wardrobe
enjoy watching akyla and her antics
bought an eee pc and decided to call it ochibi coz it's soo cute..(and functional of course)

Something like that.Heh.What else is new eh?Of course i would like to blog everything down in details because i would want to look back in the future and remember every single details that happen in my life thus far.(Gee..I'm feeling uber old all of a sudden)

Aaahh..i soo need to regroup myself..and start to enjoy studying..haha..im in engineering for goodness sake..xp

Been busy

2008-08-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

Been busy.

Want to blog.But..can't find the them.

And i keep forgetting what i want to blog.Hmmm

Haha..Sorry~

So far...

2008-08-16T17:47:00.003+08:00

Hey there...

Haha..So far..uni feels more of a social activity more than academic activity.But somehow,i get this feeling of deja vu.Heh.Whatever it is, now, i enjoy meeting new people and hanging around people.Perhaps it's a 'gee-i-dont-wanna-be-alone-in-this-big-place' thingy,but..whatever lah..Now im sending more smses per day than what i sent in 3days last year?Hahaa..

Anyway,i'm still lost in lessons.Like.My mind isnt settling down yet.Like it's still having a holiday is some far reaches of the world.Haha.I soooo need to focus now ya?Coz im sure last minute things will not work this time round.(You've said it sya...so better listen to yourself)

Hmm.So far i enjoy effective communication(because i dont need to like solve mathematical questions) and a bit of econs (it amuses me how exaggerated something simple can be..hahaha).Finally made friends(one or two) from my tutorial group.And went for a lab session(which was a nightmare).

So briefly speaking,my A18 has lots and lots and lots of international students.Haha.For effective comm tutorial,we had to interpret a picture.As usual,a bored me came up with a ridiculous storyline about the story.Which highly amuses my other groupmates.Heh.Then afterwards,3 pairs of people came and did a bit of role play,with the same script,but different things to be said.And we had to guess what was they trying to tell us.Again,out of boredom i said that the guys were planning to rob a bank...and to my surprise i hit the nail right on the head.Heh.The whole class was impressed.Haha.Then for the second one...since it's a couple..i said that they were planning to get married.And i was right again.The third act was obvious so everyone know what it was.haha..At least i made people laugh=).

And for maths tutorial,we had to introduce ourselves to the tutor.Like i said.There's lots and lots and lots of international students in my group.So the introduction went something like...

A:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
B:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
C:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
D:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
E:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].
F:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
G:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country A]
H:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country B]
I:Hi..I'm [insert name that i cant catch].I'm from [insert country C]
Sya:Hi..I'm Syahida.I'm from Yishun.
[Insert laughter from the class.The tutor doesnt seem to have any reactions-clearly a non-local?But i'm surprised that like quite a bit of the international student know what im talking about]
Someone somewhere behind me:Nice one! (Clearly a local..hahahaaaa..)

Seriously.I was intimidated by the way they presented themselves.Like,they are proud ambassadors of their country.Hmmm.Maybe if im overseas i'd want to stress upon people the little country where i come from?Hahaaa..

Insinyur Supper Hop
So on friday,i was rather lonely for lunch.People had already eaten.Or people don't reply my message fast enough.I'm so glad clarissa was around and she invited me over to her hall.Heh.So i ate lunch there and we watched some MVs and listened to some jap songs.Yeah.Another j-drama and k-drama watcher!Haha.We left the place on time to get the shuttle bus and go for the next lecture.

After that.I went back to hall8.But this time to riana's room.Met her roomate.I showed her the cardcaptor cd which i didnt get to pass to huimin and she began screaming and blasting the music!Haha.Another person who appreciated ccs.Sat around a bit.Took a shower.And then riana showed me some dance clips that she liked on youtube.Haha.Can really see that she's into it coz she postponed her showering time for watching the videos.Haha.I'm impressed by people who can dance and play musical instruments,cos i cant do them xp.

Finally we made our way to old canteen a.Heh.Hang around a bit before we headed to hall12 area for a...BBQ!Haha.I didnt expect a bbq.I was expecting a canteen dinner.I think that the hall 12 and 13 area has a chalet feel to it.Very pretty.Very quiet.Heh.One way or another,i ended up in front of the bbq pit,helping zongtang and szejie cook the food.Zongtang is a scouts so he's expected to be helpful in this...Szejie sounds like he did lotsa bbq before so he also sat infront of the pit.Haha.It's been ages since i cooked the food and not just wait for them to be cooked.Haha.Fun!Fed myself more when i was in front on the pit than waiting for the food to be cooked.

Played card games.Heh.It was fun watching them play.Haha.Nonsensical.Isaac the bday boy had lotsa luck on his side...Or maybe we were subconsciously losing to him so he can be happier?Hahaha!But it is for a fact that he is lucky.Our group didnt have to drink that gross mix of drinks.Gassy drinks with additional ingredients that people with aces get to choose.Man..I feel bad for those people.But im glad it's not Gollum!Thanks to the luck of the bday boy~

Phototaking session was hilarious.Riana and alex and isaac started to make us do this stupid pose with a spastic smile.Riana had so much funny ideas ah..Hahhaaaa.I laughed hard.I think that's one of the factor contributing to my problem.Before i know it..it's already 10pm and it was soon time for us to leave and head to cineleisure.Played some game on the bus.Hehe.

When we got into the cinema,Meet Dave already started.Sat right in the middle of the theatre.Hmm.Overall,it was funny.Not veeeeeeerrrryyyy funny but there was funny bits here and there.Storyline is kinda predictable.Heh.

So finally supper hop began.First place was at geylang.Of course i can't eat there.SO i joined huitong and vivie at the end of the table.They're not eating too.Hang around a bit..And everyone decided to talk a ~~night tour~~ walk around the area.Main road was okay.But..as we walked away..gosh..it was scary.I think all the guys walked in front together so that they will get to see who get to be picked up the most?They left the girls at the back.It was...awkward.I wasnt afraid of the ladies there,i was more afraid of the guys hanging around that area.Good thing nothing uneventful happened to us.It feels like a fright night.Next time maybe get one guy to walk down the road at a time..like..a solo night like that.Hahaaa

Then we went over to bukit timah area.There i can eat.Haha.Me xinrong,hweelian,jasmine,riana ordered a couple of dishes together..so we shared everything.Heh.Glad we did that or elsee..we'd be stuffed.Heh.

On the bus,the seniors were on the prowl to look out for those sleepers.I'm such a nice person.xp

Didnt eat at the final place.It was dessert time though.heh.I was super sleepy man.Watched people play games.Game of gollum was introduced to more people.Heh.Finally it was time to leave and i took the northbound bus to amk.Reached amk about 6.30ish am.Oh.By then..i was already a tenor..or maybe going for bass..It'd take another 2days to get better.

*cough*

New phone..but the camera doesnt work..wth??

Been Busy

2008-08-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

(Munirah..Hii!!)
The last week before i begin school..things start to get..busy.Hehe.

Anyway..

Wednesday
I went for the Freshmen Welcoming Ceremony with the gollum peeps.Heh.I didnt pay much attention to the ceremony because i was freezing in that auditorium.Didnt bring a jacket.So had to make use of the academic robe and use it as a blanket.Hmm.I like the torchlight bit though it was really messy.Took the pledge(or oath) thingy wearing the robe.Listened to speeches.Watched performances.Ate something during the break.Hang around with the gollum people.Went over to CEE with jasmine.Saw maria(I mistook her message to be from someone else..paisehhh).Met up with huimin and went over to the Student Services Centre.And we went back.Haha.

Amazing to see the gollum people again.Hahaa.Initially there were like 7.Then we met the campers and i think we had like 11 people around?11 out of 18 is a lot!Hehe.Wonder if i'll get to see them when school starts...

Thursday
I caught a cold.I was feeling groggy the whole day.Geez.Aircon totally sucks when i don't have a jacket with me.Sob.That's for having little adipose tissues under my skin.Not that it's an entirely bad thing,it just puts me at a disadvantage.(I sound so bio..I know i'll miss it).Called to ask about the GIRO form.Glad that i can still hand it in.Phew!!

Friday
I keep seeing derrick but i dont really get the chance to talk to him because his girlfriend is always around.Anyway,woke up early that morning to meet up with the girls for breakfast.Tikah and yuni were already there when i reached bk.Farah was late.Huimin was even later.Yuni left for her driving lesson before farah got there.We ate and chatted.Heh.Nice to see them all again.I feel so at home at bk(haha!).

Then after that we split ways.Me and huimin went to ntu-she to collect her ezlink and me to hand in my form.We also printed some notes.Heh.We were a little n00b.Hehe.But it was alrighty.Didnt get too lost.Hope it'll be fine when school really starts.

After that me and huimin went over to j8.I needed to collect my NDP pass and she wanted to return her library book.Heh.Apparently farah,yuni and tikah were over at marina square playing arcade and watching movie.I asked them to come over to j8,but they didnt want to.Oh.Me and hm didnt want to go over to marina so we didnt get to meet anymore.

Walked around j8 abit.I bought a top.Cheap.Saw a bag from zinc.Liked it.But maybe not that much that i want to buy it?Hahaaa..WEnt back home after that.

Saturday-2nd aug
NDP preview day!!Heh.It's been ages since i saw R3 peeps.Awesome to see them all again.As usual those who were early was kept waiting.*cough*Some people ahh.Zahidah saved me on that day.=D.Little did i know im not the only one.Finally wilson and the rest came.

Somehow,we had to wait a bit more.While my mind was wandering away,suddenly wilson announced that he saw his friend.The friend is heading our way and he's part of the colour party contingent thingy.Then the girls were all like '*squeal*Where where??'.Heh.Wilson pointed the friend out,but i was looking at the wrong person?Remember-my mind was wandering away.

Wilson:Eh..Jonathan..Why you walk so slowly?
Friend:Huh?Nothing lah..Hi..
*Girls trying to contain excitement*
Me:Eh..Jon Ma right?Eh...No?..Right??
Friend:...MJ right?
Me:Ya...
Wilson:Oh..You know each other?Good..

Then he talked to his friend and he left.I was still like 'Huh?' and 'Wow'.Hehe.Seriously.My phobos house captain is in the navy...and he's marching with the colours party..Is that cool or what?Then the girls were like questioning me on how i know him and stuff.

And we were really really late reaching the mezzanine.Not our fault!Noone told us that there's the security screening thingy that needed us to walk so far.Sheesh.Just when i was looking forward ot lunch.Haha.Next time we definitely are going earlier.

Anyway..the sky was soooo clear.Clear sky=hotter sun.Geez.I think i was re-darkened.R3 had to take up the role of a mentor so we guided the E1 and E2 people in filling up the orange seats.It was the usual thing.For every row that we seat,there's sure a request for this and that.After seating everyone,i stood at the side and then at the staircase in front.The staircase was like the most awesome place to watch the parade!Haha.

Pizza Hut dinner!Man..I missed the Black Knights.Both me and Chun Yin.

Moments before hady and joi finished singing,ari told me to go down to 1st floor to look for yingxiu.My heart sank deep deep.Helped out at the carpark.Me,chunyin and peilin were like 'Oh nOOoOOooOOoooO!!'-ing when we heard the fireworks.SOb.Haha.But we need to serve.So we did.The sound of the fireworks..was also the sound of my heart breaking...But i cheered myself up because i get to say goodnight to the people.Hehe.They are like 50% nicer when you say goodbye than hello.Hehe.

Felt high.Heh.Time passes really quickly on the train ride home.=)

***

Oh.HOW CAN I FORGET!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUNIRAH!!!!
Friendship Establised since 1998

You know i love you..Haha..It's been many many birthday wishes.Many many birthdays.That often,i'd go like 'What havent i gotten you?' if i were to get you something.Now it's more of 'What else haven't i said?' Haha.No worries..I will see you more often at ntu campus!Don't get sick of me ok?

Munirah munirah munirah...Despite the fact that she tried to kill me with a cooking knife (or was it backstab me with a cooking knife) during the social studies self-study period,we are still friends today.Haha.

Muni trying to kill(backstab?) innocent sya

Heh.I suppose she let me live.I'm glad.So we can still be friends.Ok.THis is getty crappy.

Anyway,i'm just so glad that we get to meet,and be friends for this long.Yeap.They say that Leos are loyal to friends..and a Taurus appreciates that kind of friendship.Yah.Erm.You know im that that good with words too right?

So yah..Thanks for being you!May all your wishes come true.May you find a nice guy to marry and be happy!I know that's your ultimate wish!Hahaaa.Whoops..

=D.

Pics galore!!

2008-07-28T21:05:00.007+08:00

You know,even if i wanna describe something using all the words in the world,you might still not get it.So here goes!Picspam!(I don't do this often..so enjoy...=D)

Insinyur camp 08.I'm glad that i signed up for it.I'm glad that they let me in.I'm glad that i'm in gollum.I'm glad that it's all fun!

The awesome GLs and SA and seniors.The super nice people!Without them,camp would be blaaahh!

The first game we played?Twister-ish thingy.Me and riana were giggling non-stop at the end.I think that's how we became friends.Hahaha

Seeking shelter from the rain.Past midnight already i think.And we're still high.

Our first photo formation.The GLs are evil too.xp

2nd day telematch!Shook more people for golds..heh

Pictures while waiting for mass dance.Before ~~waiting around to get messed-up~~ initiation night.

Amazing Race Day!!I'm at the corner with my shoe off...sob

Another photo formation.Before night cycling.I think we look angelic in white?Hahaa

The Protection Squad.I'm still confused as to why kelly was the target.Aren't we sweet?

Auction Dinner!Hanging around for the auction to start.

Heh.Gollum likes to take pics.

Erm.Fight like champions and win like champions pose?

Act cool pose.Still waiting for campfire to start.

Beach games day!!

Check out those legs.Note:We're not wearing our own shorts.

SP Night.Everyone so chio.Guess who's not there?

Last day.Everyone became a really tired and sleepy piece of canvas for the artist's soul and marker.

And for the past few months(?),i've been attending briefings after briefings after briefings for NDP ushering thingy.And you know i had fun too...bcoz of really high(as in spirit..not in position relative to the ground)leaders.And groupmates.R3=)

Red Sector(Vip ushers)

NE2 group photo of R3

The awesome fireworks.Or hanabi taikai as i would call them.

I can't wait to see those pics that they took as we got high and waved along to the MVs.Hehe.And we still havent used the swensens voucher..Heh.

***
On a sidenote.I need to spring clean my room for the new academic year too!
What have i accomplished so far?...Nothing much really. xp

Before i forget

2008-07-26T21:45:00.003+08:00

Haha..Huitong was asking me for my blog addy..There's like nothing much to see here to shoo!xp

Thursday
Anyway..Had a really loong day on thurs.In the morning i met up with farah and yuni.Must keep in mind to like prepare slower when meeting them.Farah wanted to look for a bag so me and yuni went along with her.Haha.Took some time to decide where to go.So we settled for city hall.More places to walk around at?

Ate brunch.Grilled chicken set thingy.After that we walked around for the bag.I kinda had to leave to go back to yck to finally collect the stuff that i ordered aeons ago.=D.Haha.Then i went to find them again.This time we went to orchard.Heh.Made a detour to wisma so i can take a look at cotton on.Bought a black top.Farah bought the pink top.Bummer.I really liked the grey one.Now my sis thinks that the top is a bit minah-ish.Hahaa.Oh.She found her bag.Good for her.I'll continue the search sometime.Haha.

After all those walking,we decided to be all touristy and took a bit of pics here and there.Haha!With our mission accomplished,we left the place.I went over to dhobyghaut to meet up with gollum for dinner and movie.

Omg!Those gollum peeps were like early.I'm so glad i was like on the dot.Or else dan and benghock would like harp on it.=)So went over for dinner..and most of the girls ate the same thing that i did for brunch!Hahaa..What a coincidence.Gollum brainwave?After that riana kinda dragged the whole gang over to the arcade.Heh.Too bad there's no dancing game.So most of us kinda loitered and played driving games.Bummer ah!!I was like leading for the 7 laps...and when i was just this close to finishing the game...benghock and jingxi had to crash into me..sending me to the last position..Like..wth??#%#%&#!!

Anyway,we then walked to cathay.Heh.I thought they were referring to cineleisure.Oh.Usually you just know where the seats are and just sit together as a group..positioning doesnt matter right?No!!Haha..We were told to draw lots for seats.Reason being?The seats are kinda separated.There's a couple seat,threesome seats,a row of people seats.They made things so random.I like randomness.I didnt get the couple seat.Nor the threesome seat.Haha.Phew.But!I got the F6 seat,alex was like telling me that he will put his legs on my seat,coz he'd be behind me.But nOoOo..I was behind him and the rows are kinda far,so there's no way i can stretch my legs out to bother him.Oh well.

The movie was...ok-ish.Liked it..but don't love it.Love the logic(I can sorta predict it-thanks to practice with deathnote hehehe).It was raining when we stepped out,so we waited for the rain to go away a bit before heading back to ps.Hmm.Too bad it was kinda late and i was self-disciplined enough to send myself home.But bummer.I wanted to hang out with them summore.Somehow,i just can't bring myself to make my parents worry about me going back late (unlike someone else).

Friday
Went driving-didn't screw up badly.At least he believed that i improved and deserved to try the circuit.Hope i won't screw it up.Then at home i was bullied by akyla.Bullied her back in my own way.I'm an evil cousin.That's because she's so darn good at annoying me one moment,and making me smile stupidly the next.Oh.Around evening,my sis was shouting at me to go over to the window.Knowing her and my mum,i thought that it might be something along the line of a)funeral procession b)people fighting c)kids being naughty. Skali it's...
See those black stuff?Those are bees(or i think they are) swarming or perhaps trying to form a colony on the wall of the opposite block.Damn gross ah.There must be like..more than a million of them there?My mum told me to call the police..and i was all like..'Huh?'(I imagined that there's nothing much the people in blue can do against non-human creatures).Haha.So she ended up calling my aunt who worked at the CC and the aunt called the Town Council.Heard that another neighbour called the police.It took like forever for the pest control people to come.And they just sprayed some stuff to disorientate the gross creatures(i think).So for a couple of minutes,the sky was covered with black specks of thingies flying around.Made my skin crawl abit.

Now that's something you don't get to see everyday!

Oh dear.

2008-07-23T21:04:00.003+08:00

You know..it'll be cool if they could have gotten double champions for the second time running.However,things don't always go our way,despite how much we really wanted it.I'm sure we'd be pissing more people off if we really did it again.Oh well.Some other time perhaps?

On a brighter side,good job girls for defending your titles!I was like really really nervous watching you play but you pulled through.Good job guys.You people really didn't give up until the end.Luck wasn't on your side.Sure,it's a huge bummer that you guys didn't get 1st (the referees were like..mostly at fault!) But i really enjoyed watching the match.Thanks people!I'm sure that somewhere down the road,we'd get back our titles.Hahaha.

Anyway.my schedule's in a mess.Haha.It's like..i don't know.I keep going out so there's like not much time for me to spend in front of my dear laptop.Haha.I'm not complaining man..But i'll need to like break-up with my laptop due to school.

I so need to buy clothes.I so need to buy a bag.I so need to erm..find a source of income?

To-do list:
Watch dgray,watch gokusen,collect sgc,do facebook account,collect cards,collect form,go for driving lessons,watch the legend..

Time sure flies...

CAMP ISLAND

2008-07-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hehe.To quote farah or muni (i don't remember) i'm 'all smiles' now.

Warning:A reaaaallly looonnggg ennntrryyyyyyyy.

To think that when i got the phonecall to confirm with me that im accepted into the insinyur(engineering camp with mae,eee and cee) camp.One week.Noone i know.Scary.Bag will be heavy.Then,while ushering,i got a phonecall from a gl but i had to cut it short coz,well,i was on duty.Felt a bit bad.At least i answered at night,although i was like walking to the mrt station.Heh.Made those walking behind me a bit confused.xp

Anyway,to show my sudden unwillingness,i packed my bag at night and got a bit stressed about it.Haha.I think i fell asleep at 1am-ish or sth.Was kinda looking around for someone i know on my way to ntu.Saw some campers on the train,but..haha..never bothered to ask if they're going for the same one as i was.

Day 1
Icebreaker day
Start time:0830
Partner:Eugene
End time:Really early in the morning

Met up at boonlay mrt.Was a bit nervous because..i also dunno.Haha.Anyway,couldn't find the pick up point and had to call shiling to pick me up.Jasmine was already with her.Haha.When i saw the group of people,i felt kinda intimidated.How not to?The huge pile of bag on the ground.A big circle of people.And many many many seniors.It's like..the people and the seniors doesnt stop coming lahh.Played the annoying name game that i dun really like.Haha.I'm like lousy with chinese names coz they dont make much sense to me..Sorryy..Haha.Then we went for breakfast and the guys had to help the ladies to carry their bag.Heh.

After that we kinda headed to the hall of residence's hall and played some more icebreaker games.Heh.A bit blaah.But ok.I think we then went for a school tour thingy.Me walked with jasmine.I sure hope she will join me in env engineering.I still dunno anyone from there!!

We played a CSI:Meridian kinda game.Minus the crime solving thing.Heh.Twister was hilarious.Hahhaaa.Me and riana couldnt stop laughing.The group went kinda nuts in the pursuit for gold.Found a group to dislike.Much more fun that way.

Painted a banner.heh.Didnt help much considering im like..one of the clumsiest person you'll ever know.We had dinner.Which was spicyy.And mass dance too!Haha.Couple dance.Okay laah.Then we had like this candle game thingy.On the way to the field i chatted with riana and..we went NUTS when we talked about cardcaptor sakura!!Hahaaa.=DD.Hahaa.Oh.When we reached there, the sky kinda fell on us.Ran to the shelter to wait for it to stop and play lame games.When we headed there again..the sky fell again.This time,we didnt go back to play the game.Ever.

Bunked in with kim bee,xin rong,riana.Couldnt fall asleep.Those crickets are noisy.

Day2
Pool games/Medical Checkup,telematch and SP thingy,Initiation Night
Start time:7am-ish
Partner: Isaac
End time:6am-ish

Think they did a bit of painting.Ate breakfast.Headed out for the pool games,which i conveniently missed for medical checkup.Took the shuttle bus with su san's help.Waiting was long.Checkup was fast.My mum's cousin is working at the counter.haha.Joined them back for lunch.Learnt a couple of new cheers.Then we went to play telematches!!

Haha.It was fun.The paper plate soccer that made people go nuts and paper plates tear.The battleship that noone can win.The baseball game that noone can win.The shaking of people for golds.Ah.That obstacle course that sent me flying like a drunkard.Ahh.Hahaa..We changed into our throwable clothes.Had dinner.The same thing again i think?~~Mess~~Mass dance.And we went off for sth.That's the thing with this camp.Nothing is absolute nor revealed to us.Had a boringish talk where gollum just couldnt stop talking.Haha.So we went off waiting for our turn.Oh.There's lots and lots of waiting.Really.Played a bit of game.Haha.There's this game where you need to like guess the number of people standing and if you guess correctly,the opposite team has to like take sth off himself.The guys take off until they have nth else to take off.Geez.

Finally we were blindfolded.As usual,i feel a bit claustrophobic about it.Insecure.Hated it.Then we walked and walked.And had to wait and wait.I thought it's just another blind man's trail.But NoOoOoOOOooo!!Man.You have no idea how long i sat on the ground doing nothing but to wait.And wait.With blindfolds on.And people around me keep disappearing.Noone is saying anything.There was this period of time when i was left all alone.Noone to talk to.And it was dark(cos i can't see).Haha.I think i looked stupid lor.Max came over and talked to me for a bit and then he brought me back to civilisation(riana and melvin).Had blind dates.Seriously.Talking to people with your eyes closed..is a really..weird feeling.Kinda surreal.Like you're sleeping and talking at the same time.It's harder to think with your eyes closed.The insecurity is..so..annoying.The seniors watching us closely doesnt help much.Gaah.

Then we walked summore.To somewhere.Where we were asked if we wanted kaya,peanut butter or jam.Heh.I thought that it's a game..but apparently it's supper?We ate bread blindfolded.I remembered being stupid that night.Talking to myself.ASking people around me stupid questions.Haha.Annoying the hell out of people?Anyway.Initiation went something like..wait..wait..wait..wait..slide..slide..slide..and finally contact with water..and brrr..wait summore..and wait..and wait..and wait..and walked somewhere else slowly..and waited..along the way we got drawn by marker and flour was also thrown at us..and..slow walk..and wait..And that my friends..is the longest time yours truly was blindfolded.Was that close to screaming my head off from self-induced claustrophobia.

Opened my eyes(FINALLY!!) to a sky that's brightening up.And.I threw away the e2 class tee.Please don't kill me.

Day 3
Amazing Race and Night Cycling
Start time:12pm-ish
Partner:Alex
End time:7am-ish

Man.Gollum started off on a bad note.We had like a huge trouble figuring out the jigsaw puzzle.Everyone left and we were left behind.Darn the gollum for being such an ugly creature with no distinct features.The chin and be mistaken for the cheek.And the shapes of the jigsaw is totally..urgh.So there i was thinking that we might not make it.I'm sure everyone felt as bummed.Once we finished,we were requested to help move our own bag into the van.And then we were requested to help with 2 other og's bags.We were paid in golds,but..that really put us far behind the others in terms of time.

Hence began the running frenzy.First station was at PS.Had this scavenger hunt thingy.Need to look for tix,take photo,propose to people,take jump shots,collect snapple covers,banana skins,make a baby cry..NUTS!Haha.But it was fun!Then we had to do this angel and devil thingy.7 wonders.Stupid lor..Haha.But it was all in good fun.We then RAN to smu.I think we totally rocked the game ah.100sec NG in 40-50ish seconds?.Then..we RAN AGAIN to the nearest bustop.Did the forfeit again..and RAN to the station near esplanade.Honestly being pushed by someone and being dragged by someone really helps the running.Unfortunately,my right feet muscles wasnt feeling that well.It felt kinda tense throughout the whole thing.Riana helped massaged it for me.Didnt realise that it's THAT painful.Oh.They then RAN to look for the key.Good thing we were lucky so we kinda got the right key at the first station at the merlion park.Oh.Did i mention that they RAN all the way back to esplanade?I walked and jogged a bit.Then,the RAN to ACM.Yeap.RAN!.By the time i got there,the game kinda started.Haha.Oh.Then we RAN to find taxi.haha.Crazy people.Played stupid games even in different taxis.

Oh guess what?We got FIRST!Noone expected us to reach so early.haha.Had dinner at bk together.Spent time talking and camwhoring and playing stupid games.Went arcade for a bit.And came down for more games and songs.Learnt a bit more about the other peeps.

After much waiting..Night cycling finally begins.Since gollum reached first.We were the first team to leave.Haha.I felt kinda out of touch with the bicycle since it's been ages since i rode one.Haha.Kinda unbalanced.Oh.We started at 1130pm.We had to cycle from ECP to Changi through Kembangan,Tampines,Pasir Ris,Loyang.Can you imagine how far it was?I couldnt cycle on the upslopes.Man.I think my stamina totally drained.Or was is my right feet that wasnt cooperative or was it the stupid bicycle gears that doesnt help me much?Haha!Oh.When we cycled through tampines,we saw the programmers at the meeting point.Apparently they havent been despatched yet to their stations,so,even we were to go on,there won't be anyone at the station.So we kinda hang out near the petrol kiosk for awhile,before heading to the macdonalds for breakfast.Haha!I think that this is memorable.As people were busy cycling,we had breakfast.

Reached aloha changi.Waited a couple of years for a shower.And finally caught some ZzZzZs.

Day 4
Auction dinner ,Campfire
Start time:1315
Partner:Melvin
End time:2am ish?

So..woke up and..well..it was kinda slacky.Haha.Nothing to do but to play stupid games to while the time.Oh.We also did mass dance.We did it around the tree?Gollum and legolas i think?Haha.

Auction dinner was nice.Haha.The auctioneer was entertaining in an annoying way.We bought lotsa nice stuff and daxiong and xinrong and eugene cooked dinner while the rest packed for sentosa. The gls are nice that they went to changi village to buy me a packed lunch coz i cant eat from the utensils in the kitchen.Damn sweet lah theeeyy.Of course,the also bought some stuff for everyone.

Then we went to sentosa for campfire.Haha.Some of us got a bit high.Doesnt help that we were sharing the bus with our sister og,souron.Alex and Simon got quite a bit of attention.Haha.Riana and dorance and everyone else started blasting music and people were singing along.Haha.

Campfire was kinda short,but it's okay-any longer people might fall asleep.Played a burn the t-shirt game,did mass dance for real (many people did a double take when dancing with simon and alex),skits and cheer fight!!Man.Initially,many of us felt lousy because of the way someone looked at us while we cheered for the first time.I was sure that most of us weren't expecting to make it through to the next round.But..i'm so glad we did.Then we did our cheers again and this time souron helped us.Good thing our cheers are easy.We went crazy.And...WE WON!!.HAHA!!WOW!Surprise of the night.=))

Then after that we went back to the chalet.Wonder why we couldnt sleep over there.Hmm.Anyway...Went back for another shower which took forever.xp.And slept really well too!

Day 5
Sentosa and Fright Night
Start time:7am-ish?
Partner:ZanYan
End time:11pm for me

Went to sentosa for some beach games.Ate breakfast by the sea.Hahaaa.Gollum had a strategy for the day.The TPS! haha.Taupok and Protection squad.haha.We get paid quite a sum from people who want to saboh people or to be protected from people.Hahaa.Fun!We earned quite a bit from it.

The games are quite fun also.In the first game,we had to go into the sea,like waist level.Fine.Then the programmer told us to take off our shorts.Even before i opened my mouth to ~~resist~~ reason..the whole gollum gang already whipped their shorts off and started to like waving it around.Wahlau!Boh pian join them aah.The girls in the other group were like dumbfounded.They told the programmers that they weren't wearing swimsuits underneath (we were advised to do so as it'll look nicer under the singlets).The programmers asked us if we did..and we were like 'HELL NO!!' and continued waving our shorts around.Crazy or not?haha.Sang a song to like change shorts.Good thing i can fit into sze jie's shorts.The funniest one was seeing isaac in xinrong's short shorts and zan yan enlarging huilian's small shorts.Haha.Then made some sandwiches for some people using their mouths.Heh.

Played a pika-chuu game(close win),telematch thingy and ultimate frisbee(FOR REAL!!and we won..coz got me..xp).More saboh-ing of people.Had lunch.

After that,things got a bit..not nice.Had the senior vs junior thingy.Which ended in a draw.I think the seniors more violent.At least we dont scratch people.Nor pinch them.Then the stupid muah chee thingy where we were tossed around from one end to another.Damn painful ah.Abrasions on hands and knees.Heavy people rolling over you.Lighter people getting tossed around which results in their heads hitting yours or their elbows contacting with your back.My wind got knocked out of me once.Felt like getting punched.Ouch.When it was over...you have no idea how glad i was.Felt like crying at some point of time..xp

Showered a bit.Couldnt walk properly due to the abrasions between my legs.Went for dinner.We wasted some more time while waiting for the bus.Played some slightly intelligent games.And some stupid games.On the bus people played some childhood games but with like harder slaps and hits.LIKE REALLY HARD!One hit from the big bear made my hand vibrating from the impact.Ouch.I screamed until i cannot scream anymore.(At this point of time,i already turned into a tenor)

Shiqian told me that i'd be good to stay for the next game.Haha.Fright night doesnt sound appealing to me at all,so i kinda got my parents to fetch me home.Haha.

Day 6:
SP Day,NDP NE3
Met vivian,winnie,wilson,zahidah and jaq at citylink.We headed to the mezzanine together.haha.They kept asking if i'm okay.My voice just got tired ah.And i was tired too.I couldnt like stand properly like usual.And the crowd was annoying.Peilin!We need you~.Haha.I think she's like a really great packer ah.Vivian is like great at reasoning with people.We with my hoarse voice couldn't help much.The rain didnt help much.Nope.It didnt help at all.Then again,i think the rain was the root of all the inconvenience that everyone faced.Oh well.But we're good in the sense that we play things by the ear.

Loved the meals they provide.And the mystery of the cornetto icecream still continues.Haha.I want to see the Black Knights do the heart shape thingy!!The sky was dark so we can't really see the smoke.Bummer.

I so heart the hanabi taikai!Haha.Fireworks.So kira kira as usual.I hope i can see them on the real day =D.Looking at stars in the carpark is fine by me too xp.

The rain like really troubled us till the end.It stopped during briefing,during which the red sector got kinda high and start to karaoke with the MVs on screen.Haha.Damn funny.That kinda lifted up my spirits a bit.Riana telling me that da xiong said that they're not sleeping kinda helped to.Haha.Me and vivian kinda fell asleep on the train ride home.

And!My parents had to go bowling with the rest of the family man.How left out did i feel.Haha.Didnt join them,so i kinda pondered if i should go back to the chalet that night.Honestly speaking,i missed them already.Hahaha.Awww right?My mum was against me going back that night because she said i was tired,but the stubborn me was pouting and keeping quiet that my dad offered to take me back.Yeessss!Haha.Showered and packed and went off.My mum tagged along unwillingly in an unglam nightwear.Haha.Then she proposed to those family members who were bowling to come over to changi village to eat..and regretted it coz she's wearing sth unglam.Hahah!

Reached the chalet..to find that noone was inside.Good thing my parents waited for me,or else i'll be all alone there!Haha.So i found the gang at the hawker centre.Shuttled between parents and the og.Seemed like everyone had fun with their SP.Hmph.Haha.Wonder who my SP will be if i ever went?Heh.Went back to the chalet.Haha.Damn cute ah please.We made a pact that whoever sleeps,shall be drawn on with a marker!So everyone was kinda cautious.

Oh.I think i received the first roses i've ever gotten in my life?Hahaa..From the guy GLs and the guys in the og.Thanks peeps!Feel so bad..haha..since i didnt prepare anything?

Oh.I saw GOG(Game of Gollum) being played.Man.There's like NO WAY for anyone to win.Haha.A really good game.It shall be passed on to the future freshies.Hahaaa..Anyway,after that people kinda did their own things.Played card games,talked.I joined neither so i kinda stoned alone with the cute puppy bear keeping myself awake to be free of marker drawings.Haha.

In the end,i kinda gave up.Couldnt understand like 50% of what was being said,i pretended to be playing with someone's woody and hid behind some guys and kinda rested my eyes.Of course,i remembered to like move around a bit every now and then.Haha.Slept a bit and then the sun kinda rose and it was morning again.Last few minutes was crazy.People going around drawing on people's legs and hands.Hahah!!!And i'm one of the survivors~

Day 7
Break camp day
Cleared the room.Went outside to wait.Heh.Played summore games.In the end,everyone had writings on their hands and legs.Haha.No chances given-immediate forfeit.Haha.Prize presentation had us cheering our hearts out.Haha.We won like watches and a bag from carrefour and 77th street band thingy and a goody bag too!Gollum won 1st for amazing race,1st for cheer fight and we were awarded the BEST OG!!Heh.More phototakings =D

We then headed to TM's swensens for brunch.Haha.Greedy people ordered so much food then cannot finish.I'm kinda surprised that the amount of money i had in my small purse is enough for a swensens' meal.Where did all that money come from?!Hahaa.Parted ways..and i went back with zong tang.Tiredd.

Went home.Watched a bit of proposal daisakusen.Showered and ZzzZzZZZed all the way till the next morning.My mum so mean.I was like sleeping happily,and she invited my aunts over to look at my new wardrobe.*cringe*.HOW UNGLAM IS THAT?As if the wardrobe will elope with the chair if she doesnt show them that night.My room is still in a mess(i bet they're judging me as usual).Argh!And they still had the time to comment on how dark i look.Thanks man.

***

Still sleep deprived a bit.Still havent caught up to my missed episodes.And the legend.Ahh.I'm such a busy woman.xp

Thanks gollum.I really had fun.Haha.I didnt expect to have THAT much fun.Hahahaaa.Can't wait to hang out with you guys again.Encore please?

Gaaaahh

2008-07-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

Heh.I seem to keep forgetting to blog.I think it's partly due to the fact that whenever i try to blog,i have to think twice about the spelling and the sentence structures.Oh dear.

Anyway,did the first NE show last saturday.Met up with the Red Liners-vivian,winnie and wilson on the train.Heh.We kinda decided to go together and the whole thing is kinda sychronised.However,due to some miscommunication,we were kinda the last ones to arrive.Gee.Had lunch and got oriented with the place and got to know the duties that we had to do.And when it was time,off we go.

Let's just say that whatever i had to do involved lots of waiting and standing up and waiting and freaking out a bit and well..waiting.Haha.I get to see like a small part of the stage but the full view of the carpark and the vip cars.Hahaaa.

It's a privilege, not a right.

Some people can be a pain in the butt.They see what they don't have more than what they do.And who got emotional dilemma?Those with the privilege.Poor us.

That aside..I've been watching the A'divisions floorball matches.Well,not much since it just started a couple of days back.Man.Watching them all struggling kinda makes me wanna pick up a stick and help them-though i think i'm kinda sucky right now with my muscles turning into fats and stamina vanquished to oblivion.Haha.Felt inspired to play again.How can i forget the thrill of chasing and clearing the ball away..Sigh.Haha.

And..I usually walk home from the interchange,passing by my alma mater-XPS.Haha.Well,well..Guess who's the double champions for the Interschool Floorball Competition (Seniors)? Haha..Them!!Both the guys and the girls team.Wow.Haha.MJcee(my batch) and XPS double champions.How cool is that?Heh.Mr Gomez is apparently still making floorballers ehh..Go xps~Relive the glory of those days when the senior and junior girls and guys did really well in hockey and in floorball..Haha.And please study hard and don't give the sport up..

I'm impressed with the current mjcee team.Each team has its own strength.Heh.So it's kinda harder to like judge if they're stronger or weaker than their predecessor(?).Of course i'd say we were cooler on court.Hahaa.Go MJcee~Work hard to preserve our title.(Not as if anyone of them would accidentally come across my blog and read it ya?Hahaha)

Gonna go driving tml and watch fb again.Haha.Man..I reaaally need to buck up in the driving bit.

Oh.I kinda ordered some PoT related stuff.2nd hand but haha..as kiaming says 'It doesnt have to be practical'.Trying to make some arrangements.Hope it'll pull through=)My anime/manga shelf is ready for use..What else can i do but to start stuffing it with things?I'm so getting that L plushie..maybe a Kuma or Usa-chan..and a PoT dude.Haha.See how=D

Kay done.Haha.

Swensens voucher..=)

2008-06-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yo.

It's tuesday already..How time flies even when you're not doing anything much.Well,time is relative,and it'll sure go on and on.Just a matter of how you spend it.That is to say,i'm not doing anything much,still.Haha..

Sat
Had another ndp briefing at ngee ann.Met up with vivian...and i suppose we were kinda early.Hehe.I do have the tendency to turn up early like 96% of the time?Heh.Bought sausage mcmuffin and ate them while waiting for the rest of the world to show up.Sorry vivian,forgot to ask you if you wanted anything.

Anyway, it was a briefing and a role-playing session.Kinda blah but there are some points to take note off.I sat at the same place that i sat in like during the first meeting.Not that hard to figure out since i remember the graffiti/vandalism and the pimple patch on the table.Haha.Apparently,not many people in R3 turned up.

The memorable thing about the session was that we kinda spent time playing those useless games like 'Fuzzy Wuzzy','Johnny johnny johnny whoosh','How many man jump over the wall'...well,you get my drift.Funny and really lame jokes from yingxiu.Seriously,i feel that she has like a whole collection of those jokes and riddles and pickup lines.A really great entertainer.

Vicki:Who's fuzzy wuzzy?Nevermind,later i go home i google him...

They showed a couple of slides about the carwash thingy that we went to the other day.Like a debrief ah.Then it was time for them to announce the group that sold the highest amount of tickets.The announcer was telling us that the group sold 33 tix and has a 2.2 average per person.By then,everyone in R3 wasnt so optimistic about us getting the $100 swensens voucher.Some of us even went like 'Hmm..No hope ah..'.After the drumroll,imagine the shock when the announcer said R3 won the voucher?.Haha.It took awhile for it to sink in.After that,pandemonium kinda broke loose in our group.Haha.Ecstacy~(as shiraishi would say-pardon the PoT quote)..

R3 is awesome.If everyone were to buy one tix,we'd have an even higher average..That aside,i'd never imagine that i'd be enjoying myself this much in my ndp group.All thanks to the crazy and bubbly leaders and really really amiable teammates..I believe i will get better=)

***

Anyway,my driving havent improved much.Maybe the fact that im driving on the road knowing that my vehicle will stall like whenever i panic kinda freaks me out.But.I'm determined to improve.I HAVE to improve.Haha.Wish me luck.

If you see me on the road, please give me some space.It is not advisable to stop your vehicle behind a car with the L plate.You might get impatient when i stall.My instructor..somehow..is always on my side..Haha..That helps.

Calm down.

Now that i think of it...

2008-06-18T14:55:00.004+08:00

You know, for the past few days or maybe weeks (i don't really remember),i've been thinking about what i've been doing all along.

Why do i throw myself in the middle of nowhere to start from square one?

For jc, i decided to go to mjcee when i heard SCAMZS talking about it class one fine day in sec4.If they don't bring that jc up,i'd definitely try ajcee.At that point in time,when i realised noone else close to me will be in the same jc as me...I felt a little bummed out.At the same time,i told myself that i'd work hard to prove to myself that i can be fine wherever i was.A dash of curiosity was there as well.But i was sure that i felt nervous.Really nervous.That was when i decided to be self-dependant.Or a loner?

Outcome:Thanks for introducing mjc to me babes.Though i felt disappointed that none of you were with me, I'm glad that i was in mjcee.Met friends who are obsessed about dramas and animes.Played floorball again.Pushed myself hard to get those results,which i kinda did.I'm so glad that i made full use of the time there.=)Mission accomplised.

For uni, once again i went for something that i rarely hear about-environmental engineering.Where?In ntu.When most of my friends are enticed by nus.Notice the trend here?Again...alone.In an unknown environment.Kinda same feelings as before.

Conclusion:I think i give myself pressure so that i'd always be on my toes.So i can start with the ending in mind.I can't do without pressure.Haha.But really,i hope i'd be able to cope with the academic section.It'd suck if i were to flunk like every maths related modules.My my..now i really can't slack off.Not one bit.Thanks to wilson for reminding me that people score full marks in engineering.

A challenge?Bring it on man...
4years?I hope to survive.I need to find the fun in this.Once i find it...i'll be fine=)

Really like hotaru in hotaru no hikari.At home,i can't be bothered about minor minor things.I don't let it get to me-though this attitude kinda pisses everyone else.At work,i'd give it my all and not let anything hinder me from giving my best-though it is still unclear if i can cope with the academic bit.

Hence,i think i should go for the camp?But damn long leh..6D5N..But i so need the network.Too bad huimin's school isn't included in this camp.But even if it is,i doubt she'll come?Haha..Bummer.

Off to look for maria...Hope she wanna go too~

Woke Up This Morning to..

2008-06-16T20:28:00.003+08:00

I woke up this morning..Feeling like yukito and tezuka.
Well, i still feel sleepy when i woke up and..i can barely lift up my right arm.Ouch.All those physical labour has taken a toll on my arm...

=Flashback=

Friday
Went out in the evening to meet jocelyn,kiaming and geokyan to eat dinner to commemorate jo's bday..Heh.I met michelle on 969!Cool..Too bad we didnt talk much.But really nice to see her.=)Something funny happened on the way tm but...Hahaaaa

Ate at pizza hut.Must be a friday the thirteenth thing because one of the waiters/waitresses dropped and broke a tray of stuff.And then,after clearing up the mess a bit,a waiter walked on the wet area and came crashing down.Gee.Oh.We mass smsed diana too coz it was her bday too!Too bad she didnt pick up the phone.

After that we kinda walked a bit more.We spent some time at the cd shop.I was supposed to like look for a korean OST compilation but i just can't seem to find it.So i got distracted by the anime section.Was initially torn between bleach and gundam seed+destiny but when i saw cardcaptor sakura's themesong collection, i was sold.Haha.Noone else bought anything though.Happy happy~

How nostalgic.

Saturday
Went out at noon to meet up with some R3 people to hand in the coupons.In the end,only like 4 people turned up and the leaders too.2 other leaders from other sections came down with us for lunch.Sigh.Feel bad a bit coz because of me they can't eat at the places that is more affordable.We settled for pizza hut.Yes.2 visits to pizza hut within 2 days.

After eating,we went and walked around a bit.Ari wanted to buy something from minitoons so the whole entourage came too.Heh.I waited for ari with vivian while the others kinda disappeared.So we entered CC which is right beside and started fangirling over stuff.Haha.Way to go.And it took us some time to leave the shop.Haha...

After that,we kinda go home...

Sunday
Woke up early for the carwash.Met the group at admiralty mrt's macs.Wanted to eat something,but i guess,i didnt.Haha.When everyone who was supposed to be there was there,we set out to WRSS.A teeny bit of briefing we had to set out to our stations.I had to do rinsing.

We waited for a bit.No cars.So R3 played a couple of games to pass time.Still no car.Played a bit more games.Finally,a car arrived.Then another right behind it.And thus began our car rinsing experience.The weather wasn't too bad.Splashed water here and there.Ferried empty buckets to the water source and ferried 8/10th full buckets back to the station.When there wasn't any cars around,the splashings would begin.

I got splashed by various people.Heh.And i splashed a couple of more people.The ultimate one was when i was trying to arrange the pails of water,haziq(that @^TREW!@%(!@>!!) carried a pail of water and doused me with it.THE WHOLE PAIL!!Yiqing was there too.Other than that,noone saw it.The assailant ran far far far away.So i walked to the drying station and asked them to dry me...while of course telling them what happened.It appears that i wasnt the only onw who kena..Sinyi got it too.In front of everyone.And thus haziq became a target of everyone.I think everyone got into the wet-and-dry cycle for like 4-5 times?

Time passed by reaaalllyyy sssssllloooowwwwlllyyyyyy.Like reaaaaaaaaaallllyy ssssllllllloooowwwwlllllyyyyyy.Heh.Initially we didnt expect any cars to come at all.Okay.We were too optimistic.And by 2pm,we washed 35-ish cars.Totally tired.And hungry.

We went to cp to eat something.Well,feel bad that ari couldnt eat at pastamania.Finally,9 of us huddled together at 2 tables at the banquet.Haha.But..it's obvious that everyone's really tired.I walked home from mrt when my legs are totally screaming from each step that i take.Hehe.

So there.
That explains the tezuka-like ailment.I was lifted pails of water and pushed trolleys with 3 pail full of water like 90% of the time.My arm aches.Like mad.Haha.I'll get over it xp.

Review.

2008-06-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

On sat
Decided to go to the world book fair at the last minute with jocelyn and kiaming.Too bad only a small portion of it is dedicated to the anime stuff,and i didnt find anything that wowed me.Ok.Some did but being the practical me..haha..We walked quite a bit.Good thing it wasnt crowded,the only thing that kinda annoys us are those shopkeepers trying to sell us stuff that we don't need anymore.Hehe.

Then i met my sis and we visited these sales.I bought myself a small pouch so that i can use them for ndp and got another bedsheet set.Quite cheap.And nice too.Then i dragged my sis to the otaku shop at suntec.And i'm glad that she's a tad fascinated with the stuff there,though she's kinda fixated on this cardcaptor sakura magical stick thingy.Haha.The usa-chan/bunbun is so cute~Maybe i shall get it for farah.It's pink~

Visited this toy shop near it and saw this set of fullmetal alchemist figure thingy for $4.Cheap.And cute.So i bought it.My sis pushed me to get the gundam seed destiny zaft set..but i decided against it coz..i don't really like zaft.And it's much much much more ex than the FMA one.SO.This is the first thing that i bought for my future shelf.Hehe.The inside is kinda hollow,so i stuck them all on my fingers..Heh

My left hand and FMA

I walked so much that..my muscle starts to ache.That totally shows the amount of exercise that i've been getting.That is to say..not much.Not much at all..

On Mon
Passed my ftt.Phew.Farah too.She's booking like a million sessions.While i'm kinda taking it slow.Maybe i need to step it up a bit more?Shall think about it.Right after that i wanted to book for the tp test,but the lady giving out the queue no told me that i might need to wait for 2hour for my turn,so i decided to not wait.Hello?2hours!!Yuni was meeting us at northpoint,so forget it man..She just had her interview with sim.Not the person.But the uni.I hope yuni will make it to uni.=).Nice to see the girls for a change.

Today
I woke up at the break of dawn-9am.haha.Fine.So it's not really the break of dawn.Went to book my tp test.Good thing didnt wait long for my turn.Phew.It's set.19th Sept.がんばります～.Oh.I finished Hotaru no Hikari at about 2am.I was tired.Crashed after watching cartoon.Woke up to akyla's annoying cries and my mum talking on the phone.Sigh.

Remember i ignored akyla on the bed and she put herself to sleep?Just now,she was just so annoying...i got her to lie across my legs and tried getting her to sleep.Which she did.That girl sleeps in the most awkward poses.Sigh.

Hotaru no Hikari is nice.Other than the fact that kato kazuki frm tenimyu is in it,hotaru's attitude is..kinda like mine.The messiness.The lazy mentality.The home-is-still-the-best attitude.The willingness to work hard when we set out to do something.But,she's pretty and has her buchou and teshima-kun.Haha.Maybe i'll take something from the dorama...

I know that it's time for...when...

2008-06-04T14:36:00.003+08:00

Just a few random note to self...cause im bored.What else is new?

I know it's time to get a haircut...when my neck and the sides of my face are itchy due to the scratchings by my unruly hair..

I know it's time to get a job...when i realise that i've finished watching/reading/listening to whatever i wanted to watch/read/listen to online..

I know it's time to look for something else to watch/read/listen to...when i realised that i feel like getting a job..

I know it's time to re-learn how to play neopets...when i realised that i'm so far behind time..

I know it's time to start reading lots of english books...when i discovered that it took me awhile to visualise the right spelling of words and to decide what form of word to use.

I know it's time to stop typing all those stuff...when i can't think of anything else,though i can,but i'd rather do something else...

Happy 4th of June people..!

It's a small world afterall

2008-05-31T21:30:00.002+08:00

Went for the ndp briefing again this morning.Somehow,the atmosphere in the theatre was much much calmer than the first one.I spotted my group at the far end of the theatre,playing some hand action game thingy with a song.The hand actions are cool.And ariana and yingxiu were teaching vicky and wilson.So,i'm like the third to arrive.Way to go.Haha.2 new people joined us.And that voicemail dude(He pissed ariana with his voicemail message-that poor girl was tricked at least twice!) still havent come yet.

I'd say we're really high.

Service learning talk.Fundraising talk.Break.You have no idea how achy my legs felt.2hrs or so,without stretching my legs.The break was like..freedom.Haha.Turned and talk to the peeps around me.Since at least 4 people in my group are nurses, they were like talking about nursing stuff...most of the time.Since at least a quarter of my team is in poly, they were complaining about common tests.Since the group leaders need to comfirm our attendance for fundraising,i was being peer pressured into going too..Haha.Too much going on.In 15mins.

So,i was on kneeling on my chair trying to zoom into a conversation.Then,suddenly,i heard an 'ichimaru gin'.Then, the convo went something like:

Me:So what are you talking about?
Vivian(newbie):Bleach..Do you watch bleach?
Me:Yes!But..i think that the anime's kinda slow...
Winnie:You watched it too?
Me:Yeah..but right now i stopped halfway coz i'm watching something else...
V:What are you watchin?
M:Gokusen
V:*insert excited and surprised reaction while eating something*..Omg!!I watched it too~
Then vivian and winnie talked about the guys...who i do not know yet.
M:Actually i watched because of tenimyu guys in gokusen3..
V:I loved them too!Who do you like best in PoT?
And i answered her.
V:So do you watch like currently-airing animes?
I answered yep,d-gray man is love~
V:*insert excited and surprised reaction* Do you know vampire knight?It's like the hottest one around right now.
I answered that i do know about it..but am not watching it currently.
V:Who do you like?Who do you like?
M:Zero
V:Wahahaha!Me too..Yes..Another zero fan!!Have you heard about vkscans?
M:Yes, i have..I have a friend who's an admin there..
V: ... Evenstar?
M:Yeah..how..did..you..?
V:I'm a mod there!!!OMG..You know jocelyn???
M: Yeah..she's my friend..
V:Cool..Let's piss her off by telling her that zero is so much cooler than kaname!!A zero fanclub!!

(Convo went roughly like that)

It is a small world.Apparently,jo told her about me being in ndp vip sector.I don't recall her telling me about having a friend in ndp vip sector too.So i was like..really surprised that she guessed evenstar being my friend.A really small world.Same sector.Same group.She was sitting right behind me all along.AND!She was headed towards yishun for piano lesson.But she was in a rush so she took a cab while i took bus and train.

With a heel and a toe and a new friend found

Oh.Anybody has a car?And has a heart?Buy a $10 carwash tix from me please..You will be helping to train youth volunteers for many many meaningful events.Fundraising for heartware peeps.I'm gonna be a carwasher!Wow.

First Briefing

2008-05-25T14:43:00.002+08:00

Suffered from a cold a couple of days back.Feeling a tad better right now.

Went for the first briefing for the NDP thingy at Ngee Ann Poly.It was all right.I didnt get lost finding my way there.And i managed to get home in one piece.Oh.I just got slightly feverish.

Heh.The whole theatre was high when i got there.People were cheering.Wait.Cheering while waiting for a briefing to begin?Yeap.You read it right.Heh.I found my R3 grouping.And one of the leaders is the girl who i met during my interview slot.=).It felt a bit like a camp while waiting with the leaders entertaining us quite a bit.Damn high.A bit of general briefing and there's ice-breaker.

Good thing the people in my group had easy-to-remember names.We played quite a few of the games.And i think the group is generally high.Hahaa.My throat was getting sore-r by the minute man.Laughing.And running.Hehe.Titiititititititiuuu.Tututututuututututu.Tiu.Argh!!Hahahahha!

Now im looking forward to hanging out with the R3 crew.

Life?Relaxed.Kinda too relaxed that sleeping is getting difficult.Coz im at a relaxed state of mind.Most of the time that is.

A new something

2008-05-21T14:42:00.002+08:00

Last fri,I started driving lessons..Enjoyed it.Haha.Though havent really grasped it fully.But i sure will,someday.

I visited the NTU CEE Tea Reception on Sat.Man...Instead of being clear, it made me more..i dunno..unsure.I have to think over it carefully.Unlike Jocelyn who has already decided-thanks to me.And and..I met Maria too~Apparently she's into maritime studies.What a small world.Anyway, thanks jo for coming along=)

After which i got a message from maya who asked if i wanted to tag along to watch awul play soccer.Which i did.Haha.Man..It was so warm.Note to self:Don't wear tight jeans for outdoor-ish event.After the match,we headed to my grandaunt's house in bukit batok for family gathering.Man.Waiting for the bus to get there was horrible.20mins of waiting please.And we were already late.Haha.We got there eventually.

It was nice ah.To see my extended family again.haha.Since we arrived late,everyone was already finishing their food.So i ate with awul and his dad and some other uncle from some other side.Haha.Nice chatting with him.The house was packed.But there's enough space for everyone.

Then on sun went to jb with my family.Bought shoes and top.Good thing the jam wasnt that bad.

Oh.And my extended family has found something that will occupy them for quite a bit.Haha.Playing soccer!!Haha.The guys-uncles and cousins-formed a team and played against another team over at some school field.It was a rare occasion to see ALL my cousins.Fine, minus one little akyla who was sick.Those busy with their work made time for soccer.Those ladies busy with their lives,made time to see their husband/fiancee play.Woah.I think there'll be another one.Though i have a feeling someone might propose a bowling tournament.Oh.And telematches.

Anyway,yesty night i went to watch Accuracy of Death with jo,kiaming and geokyan.Honestly,i have no idea why i bothered.Haha.I have no idea what the storyline is about.Nor am i a takeshi kaneshiro's fan.Nor there's anyone in the movie that i like.Haha.I wanted to treat jo initially coz she is willing to offload some mangas to me.But she said i don't have to coz it's not confirmed.Heh.I was praying silently for it to not be a romance movie.Then, it turned out that it's not like any other movies that i've ever watched.

Basically,it's about a shinigami (God of Death/Soul Reaper) who has never seen a blue sky ever in his life as it always rained everytime he worked.He(Chiba) had to pass judgement on this girl who seem to be living a really hopeless and mundane life.Towards the end of her life,she got a chance to turn her life around and thus Chiba decided to suspend the death judgement on her.It spans across 3 generations,but it wasn't draggy at all.At the end,of couse he got to see the blue sky.

I liked out the story flowed and the subtle messages that it sends.Yeah...My inferential skills is still in shape.Haha.I think Sweet Rain might be a better title for it.The humour is cute.Takeshi Kaneshiro is a Shinigami. Shinigami reminds me of death note and bleach.This movie made shinigamis look more..amiable?Haha.In this movie shinigamis love music.Great.Another thing to amuse myself with.Other than the fact that shinigamis love apples(DN) and shinigamis fight hollows and live in soul society(bleach).Hehe.

Met azli at the 969 queue.Chatted a bit.He went like 'So,are you in touch with awul?'.Haha.I went like 'Yes.(Pause).Helllooo?He's my cousin..How can i not be in touch with him?'Hahahaa..

Schedule for the rest of the week
-Driving on fri
-Ankle message on sat(My mum just had to drag me along to get her foot messaged)

Sorry

2008-05-12T14:16:00.003+08:00

Sorry..It's been a looong time since i updated my blog..Am preoccupied with something else xp.

Anyway..Last last sat me,farah,tikah,yuni,shuxin and rachel had an outing to the botanical garden (or botanica garden as sx spelt it). Though we had a bit of a problem getting there,but we reached there eventually.Hehe.The weather was not too hot..It's bearable coz it's already like 4-ish.Haha.

Each of us brought some food which turned out to be a bit too little but at least everything was finished.Hehe.It was nice ah.Chilling out with them.Eating.Playing uno.Played heart-attack.And played some snap-ish like game but instead of going 'SNAP!' we had to make weird noises.Haha.It was hilarious.Everyone was having difficulty remembering the respective noises.It was really niceee.

Then we wrote messages for each other.On pink papers.With the pink pens that farah brought.Gee.Haha.Enough with the pink already.Then we also took some pictures.Hehe.I think we look kinda funny jumping around and putting the camera on containers so that we can use self-timer.Haha!I want those pics farah!!Haha...

Went home knowing what the heavy thing inside the big box was..Haha..

The Big Heavy Box

The Lava Lamp inside the BHB!

All the cards and presents!

PoT chibi poster from Jo~

Thanks to everyone who chipped in for the lava lamp.With a size like that, it's not cheap..Hehe..It kinda has an orangey hue..The blobs are cute..~~Thanks for the card and the little bear thingy~.Haha..

I guess im gonna start driving lessons soon.Haha.Nervous.But will try...

This sat..going for the tea reception at ntu..Hope i like what i'll see there xp!

I'm supposed to blog...

2008-04-28T13:36:00.002+08:00

I'm reminded myself to update..but i've forgotten to do so everytime i'm on youtube or onemanga.Hehe.

Thanks muni for the b-day blog post.=)) =click=
Sweet stuff.

Went johor and made 1 baju kurung.The other one..havent decided what to do with it yet..

Looking forward to meeting up with the ai family soon.

And and and...I've received ntu's letter~For environmental engineering...Hehehehe..It was dated on 23rd..Reached singpost on 24th..and i checked my letterbox on 28th.Haha.

I hope that everyone got those letters that they want too!!

Aim for this week:Apply for pdl...In the morning-ish..

I'm 19..So far so good!

2008-04-21T22:10:00.004+08:00

Turned 19.Haha.As usual, nothing special really.

To quote Rugrat's All Grown Up themesong 'Another year older,another year wiser'. I sure hope so.

Thanks people for the smses you sent.I'm really glad that the messages are spread throughout the day, and do not act as an alarm tone.Haha.I do get grouchy when i wake up earlier than 12noon these few days.Haha.Thanks to kak nurul,yuni,shuxin,huimin,tikah,yanjia,farah and rachel for remembering...No matter what time of the day it was.Haha.

Spent the day doing the usuals.Watched this and that.Read this and that.Realised the use of face blotter for the first time in my life (i've never been able to make the thingy go into that deep shade of blue before..man im getting old!)

Then i got ready to meet kiaming,jocelyn and geokyan at white sands.They treated me to swensens!Haha.Thank you sOOoOOooOoooOoooOooOOoooOoo much for asking me out...And thanks for the treat..Must have costed a bomb for you guys eh??But it was nice of you guys to ask me out.If not,perhaps i'd do the same old same old at home.Haha.Ate spaghetti and earthquake!!And thanks jo for the chibipuri poster..Kyaa!!Other than the mispelling of Oishi, the rest is good.Love the chibipuri episodes.They are so adorable.....Hehe.Thanks thanks.Gonna find a space for it like after i finally get a room makeover at the end of the year~

My sis bought me a famous amos lollipop cookie a couple of days ago...Ate it already coz of course i didnt want to to go all soft and uncrunchy.

Thanks to everyone i've met at some point of my life.Without you people,i will not be who and where i am right now.Life has been and will be a great journey for me,come what may...Hope it will be for you guys too!!!Thanks muni for wishing me 'Happy Bday' for 10 years of my life(Am i right?It feels like forever)..Haha..You know i'd do the same for you=))

Dad wanted to treat us all dinner just now, but since i was already out, and he didnt say anything,some other time is fine...We ARE going jb this weekend,it'll still count=).

本当にありがとうございます！！

Yeah!!

The 18th year that went by.

2008-04-20T20:03:00.002+08:00

Last few hours before i turn 19.

18 is a great number no?Let me reflect for a bit.

Hmm.The biggest milestone in my 18th year is the A'levels.Mugged half-heartedly, wholeheartedly.Passed.Failed.Sub-passed.Last minute drillings.The joys.The disappointments.So glad that it's over.

A'divisions was great too.=)

Hmm.Getting obsessed over PoT was another point in my life.From there i branched out to being into many other stuff.Many many many other stuff.And decided to go to japan in 2012.And hopefully get to watch a musical.Hahah.Man.It's nice going into fandom.I think.

Am i a boring person or what?That's it?18!Supposed to be an exciting age.Oh well.My idea of excitement is to watch videos on youtube and the occasional surprises.Haha.

"Noone remembers the day that they're born, but you celebrate the day that you are born as a form of reassurance that you are alive." Haha.If i remember correctly, it's from burimyu's NCitBH?Man..those anime/manga/musical can have some thought provoking quotes at times.

As i turn 19, i suppose i want to be nicer to myself.Need to take care of my skin which is getting less obedient these few days.Need to get the clothes that fit me.Straighten that hair so that i can manage it well.At the same time, i really need to start being nicer to the people around me.And and.Be more a more responsible person and stop being selfish.

The final lap will begin before i lose the -teen.Gonna do my best. And until the big two-oh comes, im gonna take it all in.Yeap.As of 0037 on 21st April 2008, i'm so gonna try to be a better person.=)

Hoping to transform.No.Not the power rangers kind.Nor the maths kind.Hahahaaa

KIV: Gonna do an entry like nagayan about being an adult next year.Watch this space! Haha..It's really too early.Who knows what tml will bring?

the end of my 18th year

2008-04-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

Oh dear me.

2008-04-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

Heard from my mum a couple of hours back that my aunt+uncle+baby cousin got involved in a 4 cars pile-up accident.My aunt got cut by glass, my cousin got the shock of her life and i think my uncle is physically fine.I'm glad.I was thinking how horrible it would be if something were to go wrong in jb.But they're fine and that's what matters.

I think my aunt was sulking, so she asked us out.My too bad.My mum had other plans.So we went to eat at simpang bedok.Guess it's ok.There's seat, there's parking.Little waiting time.Im a happy girl.Ordered noodles.And everyone started eating.After eating, as i took a sip of water from my cup,i caught sight of someone familiar on the left.Looks like azhar..naah..it is him...naaahhh..and i left it at that.Haha.I glanced at him, he glanced at me.Hmm.Can't tell really.Then i saw someone who looks like naz walk past.Ok confirm not naz, coz naz is trailing behind!! Omg. Waited awhile to sms her.Then 'azhar' walked in front of me to order food.He showed a sign of recognition.Well well, it is him..

Of all the places and people to bump into.

Chatted a bit with naz and we walked to the carpark.=)..Gosh nice to see you after a really looong time girl!

I'm going nuts.Ok.Not so soon i think? Pep1223 is gone from the face of youtube. Veoh requires downloading to view the videos that i wanna watch.Therefore, no tenimyu (subbed and unsubbed).Gaaaaaahh.What do i do now??My life has been revolving around PoT these few months.I want to see the first cast in DL1.Sob sob.Or MTL-since the aizen and kira from burimyu had to do tezuka-buchou and taka-san. *Sniff* I guess i'll live with it.Gonna watch burimyu then...Man..I'll suck too if andromeda881 were to disappear around this time too.

Then again, i'm me..I'll find something else to do.Haha.But the something else isnt cleaning my desk xp!

At home again..

2008-04-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

Man..Yesterday's CCA fair was tiring.Was on my foot like most of the time, and i had to strain my voice while talking to the students as the daiko team/lion dance troupe/soul percussion/ava beat and blasted the beats.Hehe.It was okay-ish, though the sign-up rates was pretty slow.Come on, i had to like promote 14 programmes at one shot.Haha.

My arm is achy.

And so im home again.Jobless at the moment.Thus began my youtubing experience again.

[fangirl-ish+bored person rant]Now im getting the hang of bleach musicals. Hehe.All thanks to all the time in the world at work to read it at onemanga and tuti,nagayan,morieiji,naoyan for being in burimyu after tenimyu. I think i can see why they moved on.Their roles are much more bigger and they get more screentime.I think.Nagayan still had the kikumaru air in him as he performed his first run of the musical-so obvious lah please..Heh [end rant]

So im gonna take a break this week.Next week i'll perhaps look for another job? Eeto...I wonder how my saturday will be like? A couple of unconfirmed events in my head.

Need to find out to get to singapore conference hall for the ai performing arts concert.Don't those kids need to study?Lucky people you.I suppose the order of performance will be something like...Band,choir,co..Dance can be before or after.Haha.Maybe.I mean, that's how it's been like right?Back in our days?I remembered being bored while waiting for our turn.Hah.

Anyway..Happy Birthday AYUNI HAZWANI! Hahah

Surprise success!

2008-04-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

I still remember...all of a sudden i was dragged into a conversation for a strategic execution of a surprise attack, and i just went along with it. Yuni was uber enthusiastic about it so i can't help but to go along.To make things short...A couple of days of planning and a couple of smses and an email later, the plan was underway.There were 7,then there were 6,then there were 5 and with 4 women in the team, the plan was executed.

One working,one not keen,one overslept.

So we took 39 and then 89 to go to downtown east.We were earlier as expected.Hangout at bk for awhile.Rachel did a great job liaising with the two friends.You're the babe!Haha..We checked the details, improvised and anxiously anticipated the surprise.Soon it was time for action.

We hid behind the wall as they were making their way towards us.Waited and waited.Tried lighting up the candles.Decided to blow it off.Haha.Yuni suddenly panicked.She was here already.We were having a bit of a trouble deciding what to do next.Heck.Improvise.We made our way clumsily towards their direction.Rachel led the way with me behind her and yuni and farah trailing behind, keeping the flames alive.Haha.

Hid behind the banner for a bit.As rachel poked her head out, i did the same too.The look on tikah's face was priceless! So i shouted her name and everyone else rushed towards her.Haha.Seriously.I didnt know of what to make of her expression.It was somewhere between 'Huh?' and 'What the heck?' and bored and stoned.Haha.But it was a good expression really!

Sang bday song.Gave her the presents.Took many pics.Hugs.And we left her to whatever was her original plan.Haha.Success=).As yuni said, there's a sense of satisfaction seeing the plan through.Totally~

Haha.So me,rachel,yuni,farah made our way to cavana at white sands.It was slightly drizzling [explains why suddenly my nose is dripping like a tap and why my head kinda hurts a bit] as we walked.Haha.Ate and reminisced about our past and plans for the future.Kinda.Haha.It was fun.

We parted.Me and rachel made our way to bugis.Farah and yuni went off somewhere.Haha.Dunno yet.Later i ask.Haha.

I do not like to choose the cloth.I don't like to choose.I wanna go with the flow.What has cloth got to do with flow?HAhahaha.

Shameless Post

2008-04-10T21:05:00.004+08:00

BE WARNED! From here on, you will see 90% shameless ramblings:

--start--

Due to popular demand, I give you- Wishlist v.19!
This wishlist will come in handy when shopping for something for yours truly...

Basically, I'd like things that can make me go 'Aww..' or 'Wow' or 'Oh'..Then again,who wouldn't react littat when getting a gift ya?So being the practical me, obviously i want sth i need =). [I love that umbrella and the bodyshop thingy from yesteryear..*wink*]

So here goes...

Music
-Any prince of tennis soundtrack
-Witch Yoo Hee soundtrack
-D-grayman soundtrack
Reads
-Volume 1 of any of the manga that i've read (PoT,VK,Deathnote,Tsubasa,Ouran)
-Deathnote:Another Note (BB Case Murder)-Novel
-Deathnote:L change the world(Novel)
-~~Japanese Phrasebook~~ [Huimin already got me this..Thanks!]
Needs
-Clothes! (Tops or bottoms is cool~)
Stuff to aww over
-That carebear yellow or orange bear in yishun's popular
-Any PoT plushie (Eiji/Fuji/Ryoma will be cute)
-A Timcanpy will be cute too (It's this yellow thingy in d-gray man)
-Orange lava lamp
-an L chibi plushie will be cute too (It's this character frm deathnote)
(actually, if it's cute and/or related to what im obsessed over,it's cool!)

Hint:You can look at urban concept or comics connection or the otaku shop @ suntec for the anime stuff

Man im shameless
--end--

And then i realise that the only people who know what im obsessed over is..jo and kiaming perhaps? So not in my sec school circle..Haha..

I gave a list so i will still be surprised at what you get me..But of course, you can get me anything you want to get me yah?

***
Anyway..Gonna end work on next tuesday.Just now was the last day making phonecalls and hanging out in the office.Got kinda well,sad?Haha.Jill said that she'll call me once the problem is solved.Haha..We'll see how.So am currently looking for a job.Anyone wants to recommend me?

Gonna do the CCA fair on tues.Hope it'll be okay.=)

Like i said.It's the season of giving right now.Apparently, 3 other colleagues also are april babes.April rules.Hahahaaaa

I feel like im transforming into a fangirl.Hahaha.Nonono.Gonna control myself.

Mata ne!

the things i learnt

2008-04-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

The researching task that im given now is fun.Hehe.Look for this,look for that.Email.Done.I get to learn about stuff and do stuff in between.Like ebuddying.Thanks for your companionship peeps!Haha..

I do sound very malay...Like yuni said..I am malay..Haha..

Anyway,still thinking about what to do about driving...

Oh oh.An exciting weekend coming right up.On sat morning, i'll be playing floorball for a bit with the mj peeps.Then in the evening i'll go out for dinner with the s305 peeps.The thing is.Both are near/in the town area.Do i go back home in between?I think i shall.I mean.Walking around town from noon till night holding a fb stick alone may be cool, but,it makes me stand out more.Haha.And i think i still have a thing for standing out?

Oh well.Shall think about it.Or or.If i were to cut my stick and buy a stick bag and stick my stick in the bag and walk around,will it look cooler?Heh.

Time heals the wounds.

Oh.I'm bleaching.Haha.Jo thought i'm bleaching my hair.Kinda surprised me.I thought she'd know what i meant coz i've been telling her about my plans to bleach.Heh.I think she's off to taiwan already? That explains her rather weird sms.

I want a transformation.Eeehh...

Just felt like it...

2008-03-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's been a roller coaster lately.

Finally treated kiaming and geokyan.Pulled jocelyn in too coz the meal's for four.My treat.Like i said before, kiaming and geokyan are such big help.Kiaming especially..haha..we've been in the same ogs same class from the beginning of jc life.She helped me a lot.Who else can i message regarding homework or tml's event?Haha.Copied her work during a'divs.Geokyan stayed with me like almost everyday to help me with maths.Bugged her quite a bit.But at least she says she like maths so im not really troubling her.She totally deserved her A.Haha.Jo?Well,let's just say that she's a great companion.Online and off.Haha.

Ate a pizza hut on the eve of good friday.Jo was late.Kiaming was early.I was early.Geokyan was kinda just nice.Haha.Didnt wait for jo.Talked.I remembered talking about jap anime.And courses.Haha.Then we walked around.We got chased out of comics connection.Haha.Time flies really fast.Heh.

My job has been extended till may.This means-more phonecalls to be made,even more phonecalls to be made,more money to collect,more forms to collect and more fridays to walk around campus.Haha.Getting used to it.I think im gonna do my best anyway?

Applied for unis.Very surreal.The days of my primary school felt like yesterday.Tomorrow feels intimidating.Oh well.Here is what i applied for:

NUS
Choice 1: Environmental Engineering
Choice 2: Pharmacy
Choice 3: Science
Choice 4: Bioengineering
Choice 5: Engineering
Choice 6: Project & Facilities Management
Choice 7: Chemical Engineering
Choice 8: Arts and Social Sciences

NTU
Environmental Engineering
Biological Sciences
Bioengineering
Engineering
Information Engineering and Media

Hmm.Had last minute panic attacks.Paranoia.Good thing it's resolved.So there.Now im waiting for the results.Heh.Don't tell me i have nothing to worry about.

Took half day on wed to go for BTT.Passed.

So how do i feel?Haha.A good mix of them.From the highs till the lows.All in less than a week.

彼女が私より恋人のほうがいい。 [haha..jo helped me ask her friend to translate this]

I'm so like a dormant volcano-will forever hold its peace.Or am i like a supervolcano?Lying quietly,building up pressure,filling up my magma chamber-noone knows exactly when it's gonna blow up.But i suppose im good a degassing(volcanic terms..hehe),so the explosion wont be that bad?Wait.No.I'm not good at degassing.I tend to keep it all to myself.Watch it.A plinian explosion coming soon at a erm..vent near you.HAHA

Or am i just trying too hard?

Didn't know that it'll happen to me so soon.
Gimme a warning next time so i can mentally prepare myself.

~*~*~*~*~
haha.italics and small wordings at the end kinda looks as if there's a secret message that i want to convey eh?maybe there is.maybe there isnt.maybe i just want to remain vague.maybe im just sleepy.maybe im just pretending to be sleepy so as not be taken seriously.maybe im just being in a maybe mood.maybe.maybe im not who you think i am.maybe i am.but im pretending not to.do i know you? do you even know me?

Kept busy...

2008-03-18T20:59:00.003+08:00

Truth is, the results still haven't sunk in much.But heck,now i need to decide on a uni course.The don't end do they, decisions?Ouh well, i'm still pondering on it.(Not really,i'm kinda avoiding to think about it)Im planning to register on this friday.That means that i'm gonna have to look through the three bags full of information.Don't you just feel like singing 'BAA BAA black sheep' all of a sudden?I totally do.Everytime i look at my grades.

Work's been totally..say..erratic.Some moments i'm busy and most moments i'm free.Random job assignments that makes it much more enjoyable.Writing descriptions.Researching for dates.Researching for programmes.Calling people up.Reading online manga.Ebuddying.All in a day's work.

At home, i'd continue whatever i'm reading in the office and watch some clips that i'd miss.I have no idea how many times i've watched my tenimyu clips.Hmm.Suddenly i feel like watching DL3.Hehe.

My routine is so..routine-ish.It's gonna end in may though.Anyone knows of any short term jobs?heh.

Check out this space for rants about my choices.Akan datang.

WOW! Smiles=))

2008-03-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

Wow.

I couldn't sleep well last night.No.Not because I'm nervous or anything.I was just afraid that I'd crumple my hair.Haha.I'm so glad that my hair curled slightly to give a more natural look and not the super duper straight hair look.Haha.I was scared that it might curl back to normal-and there goes my $10.

Woke up early-ish since i slept early-ish as well.Got ready to meet huimin for breakfast at bk.Spent some time sitting and talking there and then we went to play at timezone.Haha.It's kinda empty-ish.We played a couple of shooting games and racing and erm..that's it.Man.I'm always losing to her, but it's okay, at least because of that i get to play the machine for a bit longer.

Toured popular and the 3rd level.We killed a lot of time.I have no idea how we do it.Then she went to meet shuxin and i went to top-up card. Just nice waited for anne and 39 to come.Fahmi and Jinquan are also in the queue.Haha.Dilly-dallied a little with anne and when we got into the hall, people's names are being called out.Woah.That's a hell of a lot of names.107 i heard.

I'm sincerely happy for my friends who got 3As for H2.=)).s304 girls and my classmates.Woaah.Like really woahh!.Haha.I think i trembled a little,dreaming that i'd be called out too.Hehe.But when they moved on to the next class-reality check for me..Haha.A girl can only dream ok?

So went over to say hi to a couple of classmates,unwittingly-i think-cut the queue.Did i? Oopps!Apologies to all those people.I think i did.Sorry!Haha..Silly me..So i got my results like early.And all i wanted to do was to say hi to those people on the other side of the room.

Nervous-ish.Mr gp/ct was like 'Take one book,sign here and here and here.Ok.Let me read to you your results.' I went like 'Noooo!' and he was like 'But it's very good!' and shoved the result slip towards my direction.Glanced through.Ahhh!!Omg!I saw As!!! He laughed and offered his hand.Thanked him and went away=))).Wow.As.A couple of moments ago i was like trying to be thankful for the A for PW.Now.Woah.One.Two.THREE!!Haha.Felt really glad.Just glad.Glad that i didnt disappoint anyone.I think that's it.I'm just glad.Haha.

Called people up.Yeayed here and there.Talked to my mum,my aunts,farah,huimin,muni,yuni,naz.Congratulated xinying,lihuay,jo,geokyan,kiaming,doris and everyone else who did amazingly well.=)).I dunno why but i just love xinying.Haha.Mrs bio saw me and xinying holding and swinging our hands and went like 'I don't want to know'.Haha.

Hanged around a lot.Asked for our a'lev points.I had to ask him a couple of times to make sure.Seriously.Who would have thought?I wouldn't.A fluke?

All in all glad to see them one more time.Though it's a rather short but =).

Saw ms fb talking to the fb guys .She saw me.I smiled and wave.She did the same.So i walked towards her,and to my surprise she extended her hand and congratulated me,saying that she saw my results.Haha.That's very nice.

Met up with huimin again.Went to eat hershey sundae pie.Hanged out a bit more.Timezoned a bit more.She bought the cd that she wanted.We parted,and i went to ntuc to get sth.Walked home with that super heavy bag.My arms havent been working out much.Haha.

Tml gonna go ntu open house.Hope to see something i like.Will keep it in mind

~~~~

Honorable Mentions:
**Geok Yan for helping me with maths
**Kiaming for helping me with maths
*Huimin for helping me with chem
*Farah for helping me with chem
^The teachers for doing a great job
^And everyone else who kept me sane during this period of time
Family members for their strong belief that i can never fail(this scares me)
Me for not giving up=)..haha

**I offered these people a treat if my maths ever get anything better than a C..or was it a B?Haha..Doesnt matter.You guys have been really wonderful!

*My mugging buddies during the a'lev periods at gv bk.I'm glad their motivation and their smartness kinda rubs onto me.

^Can't do without them

Now the headache and heartache begins.

Maybe..just maybe im this close to getting 3 H2 As.Haha.Dream on.But that'll be great.That'll happen in a parallel universe.But i'm glad with what i have now.

Yeah!

Yeah!!No..BOoo..Noo..YAYY

2008-03-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Work's been fine.Making phonecalls, getting rejected, typing, i supposed it's all fine. The more programmes they have, the more work i'll get. But i do get plenty of free times here and there to stare into space.

Learnt a couple of things at least.

For the couple of days i've been hanging around moe's website refreshing the page every now and then. Until just now, jo told me that it's confirmed out on fri. I refreshed and refreshed and thought that she's playing with my heart...until she told me to look under press releases.BAM! There it was right in my face.

I was ~~excited~~ ~~nervous~~ ~~scared~~ ~~relieved~~.... well, i just can't find the right words to say.It felt as if i was at a feelings buffet and and all of them are being pushed my way..Haha..Seriously

My sis is flying off to taiwan.The land of Fahrenheit,erm and the lot as i reminded her.She'll be away for like 6days and going for a mountain climb and shopping.Lucky girl.But why nowww??WHYY? My results are on friday..sob..i want to bring the mp3 to bring back the memories of travelling to mj and back on 39..For nostalgia..Sob..

Anyway..Hang in there,till friday..

Day Two

2008-02-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

I wonder why my body's aching..Must be all the standing ups on the bus and walking in heels.

It was an ok day.I'm still settling into the job.I continued with yesty's work-waiting for people to hand in consent forms and to come and collect edusave forms and call the people on the lists.Man.I still sound funny over the phone.Stumbling over my words.Getting tongue-tied for no apparent reason.Gaaah.I'll get rid of the nervousness.SOmeday.

Random act of the day.Some guy[a friend of one of the people i called] walked back to my counter to give me sweet.Haha.I thought he needed a form lah please.Hope there are other nice people out there.

Hello, xxxx?
Yes,what are you?
(Erm..A human?Can't you tell?)
I almost burst out laughing.I was laughing in my mind of course but the call had to go on.I really heard 'what'.Seriously.Hahhaha.

I so love the nasi ayam thousand island.It's.Just.So.Nice.Noodles next time.

Sucky bit is,i learnt that those under the cousin of moonhub does not receive any signal around my work area.Darn!.And i have a computer right in my face but the whole world will know when i use the computer for my personal gain.My computer is linked to the computer screen outside and whatever is on my computer will be on that screen.Haha.I can switch the connection off but it will say 'No video input' outside..I hope none of the students know that.Shhh..

First day as a non-slacker...

2008-02-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

Good thing i decided to bring forward my schedule.Why not?I was awake at 6am and was too worried about being late to continue sleeping.I underestimated the traffic.Train from now on.Only thing,i don't feel good about sitting on a train.Oh well,at least i made it like slightly after 9am.

Was testing out new waters.Wore jeans and casual-ish top.Nobody said anything.Hey!I'm a part-timer.

So,throughout the entire day,i made more phonecalls that i'll probably ever make in ~~6 months~~ 1 year.Haha.Honest.It was alright.No human contact yet.Oh.I will be in contact with humans out there,when i have to set up a booth and get people to sign up.No commissions though.Aaaah.I hope that will work well.

I also sorted papers,made labels[this was fun..i made myself a label too!],called people up,rearranged the stacks of papers in front of me..Oh!I counted postcards.Must be a hundred thousand of them or sth.I need to take note of those postcards with less than 50 in the stack.This ended with the advisor having to order 54 sets in total.WOAH!!This is when i realise there are so many darn activities going on in the college.

Amidst all these,i had the time to space out.Like really space out.Making contacts with aliens somewhere.Haha.I was thinking if i were to do things sloooooowly and do less things or do it at my pace or do the tasks quickly.In the end,i did it at my pace, which is a mix of fast and slow. I guess i'll try to take things easy?

I was told that friday will be a busy day.

Note to self-Memorise the names on the list.So when someone walks in and says 'Someone called me here',I'll whack a name from the 3 lists.

Backache...

Accidents do happen...

2008-02-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

Gonna start work on monday.Hmm.It feels like im going back to school again.Hope i'll be early.This also means that the time i have left to slack is numbered.The only way to not start work on monday is for the results to come out on monday.Fat hope.

Haha.Now im not very optimistic about my results anymore.As long as i pass everything,it's good enough, but who doesnt want As ya?Hmm...Looking at the situation right now, probably it'll be out on friday?Haha.I'm soOoOoO looking forward to it.Not sure if im being sarcastic or what.Sigh.

By accident,i found out that lame show that i once saw on tv.By accident, i thought that the guy is miyano mamoru from tenimyu so checked it out.Skali, i discovered that he's going to do Zero in VK. Hmm.I wonder how he'll sound like.Afterall, he was Light in Deathnote. Hehe.He's really good with these voicestuff, just see how he imitates other people backstage.Haha. And and atobe's seiyuu is gonna be Kain.Hmm.Hope everyone will sound cool.Man.I'm obsessed.

Watching densha otoko.That guy who played kachiro first cast tenimyu is in it.A bit but.At least now i can make the connection from the DL3 skit.

Gotta get my butt off this chair.Soon.

Happy Happy!!

2008-02-14T01:02:00.005+08:00

Yesterday[12Feb] was great.

Huimin woke me up at 10sth-ish when i was still happily lying around on my bed and asked if im free on 13th.I asked why.She told me to better be free.Coz she got 2 tix to see L!! Of course i said 'I want to go!I want to go!I want to gooo!!!'.Haha.Cool not cool? It's not even 21st. It's just the gala movie premiere of L change the world soon we found out.And it's gonna be screened at GVmax. Cool not cool? First time watch movie at vivo. First time watch at gvmax. First time to go to a movie premiere. How cool is that??? Love you huimin..=)))

Then i found out that i got the job at ite simei and that i was supposed to go down to sign contract with the agency.I'm hoping that i'll do fine with the job.I'm gonna be a loanshark.Muahahaha.Get to keep tikah company.Cool not cool? Haha.Yeah.1month stint.If they like me, i'll stay on for another couple of months.My own income..Yeah!!!!!!!!

Today[13Feb] is even BETTER!!Read my lips.B-E-T-T-E-R-E-R!!!!

Met tikah at yishun mrt to go to the agency to sign contract.Hehe.So it's set.We're getting a job.Hopefully educational and i get to learn some interpersonal stuff from the students too.Hope i can handle it.Hey.If i can handle the whole school during assembly during primary school and the class during secondary school and help with money collections i should be able to handle them right? Wish me luck!!

Then ate with tikah at central(C)'s long john silver.It was kinda warm in there and we kinda had a hard time looking for it.Confusing confusing..but at least we found it.We separated and i forgot to give tikah her timesheet.Oh well.Friday then.

Then then then..I went to vivocity to wait for huimin.Went to daiso to look for huimin's milk candy.I looked and looked but i cannot find them.So i went to pageone to visit my beloved books arranged neatly on elegant shelves.Manga to be exact.Man.Vizmedia is ex-probably because it's from the US? If only CY took up like PoT or sth..So i learnt that diff publishers haf different pricing.Sigh.Walked to GV to take a look before checking out daiso again.I saw a misa-misa cosplayer.Woah.A first encounter please.Excited.Nervous.haha.I didnt even approach her.Haha.

So..Went daiso again.Went to gvmax.Huimin insisted on popcorns.Okay.Haha.Went in for the reception.The moment i stepped in..

I saw an L sitting L-style at the corner,with shoes off.Woah.That dude[think he's a dude..wait..he is a dude..he went to the guy's toilet since he wasnt in the girl's toilet..man..im good at this=)] is damn good.He walked L-style with hands in his pockets with a slight slouch.But too bad he doesnt have the height to make the exaggerated slouch.But he's damn good.Somebody please give him an award!Haha.He ate lollipop L-style.Held the fork L-style.Ate L-style.SAT IN THE CINEMA'S CHAIR L-STYLE!Honestly.I'm not sure about the whole duration though since he's behind us.Only thing is he didn't really follow the 2-3 fingers rule of L while holding the book.Haha.

My favourite L.He's a sweetheart for playing it well.
[L is the guy in white-for the n00bs]

GVmax entrance
[am i allowed to put it up?if not tell me i'll take it down]

Reception.Waiting for the thingy to start.
And to be seen.
A couple of ch8 people were there.Standing right in front of me.
Too shy to ask for photo.xp

Misa-misa manga/anime version
Pretty..

One of them even has a replica of the Deathnote.
Im serious.
Can you see another L?

Our seat numbers.
Cameos:Popcorn and Drink.

Postcard thingy that huimin got.
=))).

The movie was nice.L's fans will get to see him do lotsa memorable things.Sweet things.The writer is good in the sense that he manages to weave the current plot with his original plot, although the flow between the Kira case and this case wasn't really clear.L is adorable-ish.Haha.

Unfortunately, those who were expecting to see more of L's famous genius brain might be disappointed as the plot is kinda direct, so not much chance to see L working his brain out.The puzzle isnt puzzling much.

Apparently bio-terrorism is like the hype right now.Look at I am Legend and erm the likes. They like to use viruses and antidotes. It's very biology.Survival of the fittest.Maintaining balance.Changing the world.Kira-ish thinking, but other factors contribute to a difference in Kira-ism.

Mr Director, please do the L.A BB case!! It has a great plot.Puzzling puzzles.It will give an insight to the life and thoughts of the mysterious L.Please please please.Although L might not have so much scene, but it will really tie up loose ends.Explains his habits too.And introduce other people like A,B,C and X,Y,Z.Haha.

I really want to see the BB case though the name is rather cringe-worthy.

Haha.Too bad didnt take lotsa photos.I'm shy ah..Haha.

Oh.If you're watching, stay till the very very end.Nothing much,but it's kinda sad to say goodbye ya?

Had a great day.Really really.Got back before the last bus and last train.Thanks huimin!Too bad we didnt get to see our favourite cosplayer.

Oh.There was a mrt pub mob crawl or sth valentine's edition.A huge mob of people in red entered our carriage from somewhere and stopped at clarke quay.The amount of people is like almost comparable to the crowd hanging around at the reception area.Ok.Maybe they win.Haha.Interesting day.They were making a din-i guess to lift the mood?Haha.Cool.How often do you get to see that?A little intimidating though.

First thing tml..Scan movie tix.Hmm.Maybe i need to buy a thumbdrive to store my preciousssss.

3 days left...to slack..=)))

KL trip 2008

2008-02-12T15:55:00.001+08:00

Went to KL by bus with my family members.22 people in total.=)).The bus we took was nice.Comfy.It's been a looooong time since we had a trip of massive proportion.My cousin-in-law had to shout out which seats we are occupying.A stranger on the bus was amused and asked if we're all family.Of course, i said.Hahaa.It was a scene.

Some were excited about taking the train.Can you imagine, the train station with a bunch of people with their luggages getting excited to go through the ticket thingy and waiting for the train.Man.Worse still, some can even stroll in slowly while the door lights were flashing.I was like 'Hello??'.Haha.Clearly, he didnt remember the past experience with the LRT door which does not wait for no man.Haha.The door closed on my uncle's bag,and refused to let go.Everyone started roaring with laughter and the other passengers were looking curiously.Ohh the embarrassment.Finally the doors decided to let go of the bag and off we went to the hotel.

Yeah.As you can the the journey is pretty much free and easy.No hired bus to taxi us around.Hehe.Makes us feel like malaysians for a bit.

KL is synonymous with shopping.Muahahaha.Gosh.Bought 2 pairs of jeans for under S$50.Diesel and SODA.Happy happy.Went to SOGO, LOT10(or is it LOT1?aahh),bukit bintang and times square for shopping.My feet hurt soooo much.I was begging my sister to let me wear the newly bought slippers.Seriously, im gonna invest in a good pair of slippers from now on.No more covered pumps for me.

We also visited my cousins' aunts who is living in KL.The condo is cool.It's very near the city.Can see the twin towels(my aunt has a funny pronunciation of things when she's excited) from the balcony.Rested a little there.She offered to rent an apartment and a bus for us the next time we want to go there.Woah.And the return journey to the hotel was kinda interesting.She has 3 cars.I get to ride in the peugeot.Cool.How often do you sit in a peugeot?Hahaha.Nice to have people looking out for you.Too bad my mum's cousin isn't in town or else we could have visited her boutique.

Finally went swimming.

The most memorable thing about this trip is the time with my cousins.Man i miss them so much.The jokes.The making fun of each other.Everyone has a good sense of humour.I was attacked by my cousin who kept trying to put the hood of my shirt on my head.Cameraphilliacs.The face on awul's face when he realised that he jumped into the pool with his shirt still on.Priceless.The concert that awul and abg nash gave in that clothes shop-they sang along to some song with people looking at them.Haha.Someone hid amongst the clothes rack.The overflowing shower tub overflowing with tissue and hairs.Hahaha.Nevermind if you don't get it.

To be family means to accept and tolerate everything about the person,both good and bad.I used to wonder why was it that my mum would say something to one and another thing to another.After the trip i realised that that is the only way to maintain the peace.Hypocrisy?Not really since everyone know everyone's character.Discussion and listening always works.But it's definitely not easy to make everyone happy.There's always hari raya to ask for forgiveness.=))

I'm gonna put up the pics. If i bother to.

Tennis Match

2008-01-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

Watched the tennis finals on tv a couple of days ago.Before PoT, i've never bothered about tennis.All i know is that the pretty yellow ball bounces from one side of the net to another.And the scoring system is alien.

But post-PoT, i seem to understand like 95% of it.Cool eh?PoT totally changed me..haha..

Though there are no twist serves, tsubame gaeshis, tezuka zone,dunk smashes or whatnot..I think it's ok i guess..Haha..There's the pretty yellow ball..Ooh.I think i saw a couple of jack-knives?

Enough.

So went out [FINALLY!] with huimin,shuxin,rachel and tikah to celebrate their belated birthday at vivocity.Haha.Tikah was late.Ate at figs&olives.Ordered brownies.And was like half-full.After stealing a couple of fries and pasta from each of them,i was full.Man.Love the portions.

Walked around.And walked.Whoots.I know more jap characters than hm..But no fair, she understands more kanji.Haha.Took bus all the way to yishun.Love it a lot!!Haha.Everyone had earpieces stuck in our ears but, it's the company that matter ya?Everyone has different soundtracks of their life.Haha.

Can't wait to see them all again.The complete family please?Haha..

Sent my resume.Wonder if i'll get replies?Easy job..I want..haha

What am i up to?

2008-01-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

Am i growing taller,or is my dad shrinking?Are my parent's hair really made up of that much white strands?Man, we're all getting older.I want time to stay still when everyone is younger.It scares me that everyone is getting older. Pelepah bawah lurut,pelepah atas jangan gelak.Or something like that.It's been ages since i read peribahasa xp.

You guys must be wondering-'What the hell do i do at home since a'level?'
Here are the answers revealed:

Watched prince of tennis(PoT) anime-Thanks to kidscentral for the introduction

Watched PoT movies[both animated and live action]-Im getting obsessed

Watched hana kimi jap version-That's because shirota yuu[my fav tezuka] in it!!

Listened to PoT character songs-Being the nutcase that i am i did my research and found them.Love the funny ones =)

Watched+Listened to PoT radioshows-Being the nutcase that i am,i did my research and found them

Watched PoT musicals and backstage-Another one of those things that i discovered while exploring.The guys are hilarious.

Learnt jap characters-memorised most of them already!!

Watched Nodame Cantabille-Since most of my classmates were gushing about it during a'levels and 8tv airs them on sunday..haha..And endo yuya[my fav ryoma minus the singing] is acting in it!Too bad too little airtime.

Embarked on learning jap grammar..

PoT manga-Endo yuya makes me miss pot and since im totally into it,might as well go all the way right?

Tsubasa manga-Found on the same site as pot manga..So..It's on the way..And it's been ages since i last saw them.

Shaman king manga-Same as the above

Goong manga-Ditto

PoT random clips-They're funny,though i hardly understand them xp

PoT perfect live-It's because i wanted to see morieiji who's momo in tenimyu in his elements as ibu shinji..Finally got the joke in DL1.

Death note movies-It's because of aoyama sota[my fav inui] who has a role in the movie

Death note manga-It's good that it's crazy!

Death note anime-Gosh..this is like the manga in motion.

It was fun.=).Living a great life.No studies.No waking up early for school.But i have to say that i kinda miss the routine.The dread.I miss taking 39 from yishun.I miss waiting for 39 at school to yishun.Fine.I miss the 30mins of doing nothingness on the bus.I miss the trees along the expressway.I miss the flowers blooming.Aaahh.Haha.

Anyway,obsession of the moment is death note.Miss the detective-y kinda stories.Once upon a time i love kindaichi shows on tv.It always make me go like 'Woah..So smart..Why didn't i think of that?'.Haha.I'm always in awe of smartness and wits.And and..
Yeah..I'm like the smartest detective of the Deathnote world.=)).I'm not sure of the ambitions bit and the first line though.Haha.But it's cool to get L.hahaha.

Did you seriously read through all that?Thanks=)!haha..

I want...

2008-01-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

I've kinda decided how i want to re-do my room.

WITH BOOKS!!haha..

And i think im interested in working in a bookship for part-time..All just to be with books!Love them..

I wanna collect:
1)Prince of tennis manga-the whole set[i'd prefer it if they are in jap-the terminologies will not be badly translated]
2)Tsubasa reservoir chronicles manga whole set[in english]
3)Vampire Knight mangas the whole set-for the art
4)Shaman King manga-just 1/2 will do
5)Death Note manga the whole set in english

6)PoT collectibles-CDs!!! or plushies or whatever
7)Death Note collectibles

Yeah.That's it..I estimate i might need like at least $500 to get them all.Haha.Bit-by-bit?

I'm obsessed.

I wonder if i can get my aunt to buy them for me as a reward..Would it be practical?

Bored.

2008-01-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive[kinda..seen me play ultimate frisbee/captain's ball before?]. Loves being in long relationships.[friendship..totally!] Likes to give a good fight.[totally!or else it won't be as fun would it?]
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention.[me?attention seeker?really?] Extremely outgoing[you can say that i guess]. Loves to help people in times of need[depend on me=)]. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn.[you have no idea] A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it[be warned!!]. They love to sleep[sleep is love!!] and can be lazy.[full-time job!] One of a kind[yeah!uniquely me]. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! [why thank you!]

Hate to say this but...

2008-01-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'm getting bored..Man..I thought that this is impossible..The wonders of technology should clear it up..That's why i'm blogging right now..

Probably it's because i've finish reading and watching and listening to all that i've wanted to watch,read or listen to.All i have to now it wait for new ones..

So i've sent my resume in.Waiting for replies.None so far.Should i wait?Should i just whack for any job?

No rush.I have time.I think.Money?I don't need any right now.Wait until the electricity bill arrives.All hell might break loose.

Got the brochure from nyp.If my results are horrible,i don't mind enrolling in health science.3 years in S'p and final year in a uni overseas.Well,one of the options.If results quite ok,then can go for their scholarship.Better option than taking a study loan to pay for 4years overseas or sth.Which i dont mind too much too.10 years to pay off that loan,should be ok..haha..

Local uni?Hmm..Must decide what i want to do.Nothing definite yet.Decisions decisions.

Decide.

mirror

2007-12-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

The year's coming to a close soon.

Welcoming new members of the family.
Discovering something i rather not know.My heart sank to the bottom of the bottomless pit.
Obsessed about something new.
Wanting to learn something new myself.
Working hard to jump over hurdles.
A levels over.No more ministry based exams.
Pushed myself to the limits.
Lost some people.

Gah.Im boring.

Aim for the new year:
Be a better person.In more ways than one.

Haha.Sorry.Im soo into PoT right now.Multitasking.

Just wanted you to know=)

One down..So what's next?

2007-12-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

December is coming to a close..So is 2007..But it's still too early for reflections.

So right now im waiting for the new PoT OVAs to come out.While waiting, i'm rewatching the musicals and all.Haha.A case of nothing to do so am looking for something to do.Or maybe hanging on to the sheer-doing-nothingness of this blissful holiday.My auntie is in confinement and she's complaining about not going out.Haha.I told her that there are plenty to do,even without going out.Too bad she's not interested.

Seriously.I have to look for a job.Well.I believe that what's mine will be mine and what's not will never be.Think the job doesnt matter bah.The pay does.Haha.Provided i bother job hunting.Hmm.Start near.Then go faarr.

Never wanted to grow up..Since forever..

I'm in charge of my own life from now on.Like really take the driver's seat and go my own way.But seriously.Haha.I havent even registered for a driving license.That's another story.When will i ever do it?Gaaah..This is so troublesome.But i will.Someday.Someway.Haha.

Spending most of my waking hours in front of my dear laptop,but i don't really blog.Hmm.Probably i dont want to bore you peeps with my boring life.Haha.But i baked cookies for the first time in my life...and i didnt really like it much.All the mixing is fun,but it went downhill from there.

So what else am i going to do?Honestly,even i am surprised at what i do and don't do.

My English is getting a bit lousy.It takes time to figure out how to spell a word properly.Malay?Don't even talk about it.Normal bahasa pasar is ok,but if you want me to baku it..Please..Picking up like common jap phrases from PoT.Still figuring out Korean.

I need to redirect myself.

End of november..

2007-12-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Had chalet with 06S305.Checked-in for them.Got some problem.But i'm glad it happened or else i wouldn't be able to eat at swensens for free..xp..And hang out with my aunt before shen yen erina akyla popped out.OK.Got to know her friend who is also my sis's teacher or sth..Man.And i called her a freak right in her face.Hahahahaha!Ok.Mean.Why?Because i think those people who attain like near perfect scores not normal.Not normal=freak right?Haha.

BBQ was okay.Although rather last minute-y.Not all people turned up.Not much food left over.So not that bad.Learnt how to play bridge properly.Learnt how to play mahjong too.haha.Graduated from the school of bridge.Mahjong's school?I need more practicals and tutorials.Dunno what flower.Haven't memorised the characters for numbers after 6.Haven't gotten hang of the strategy.Some other time perhaps?

Stayed up all night with munirah and zahirah.And aimah.Played uno initially.Then we went on chatting and chatting, until i lose my voice.Until the day breaks.Haha.Man we had a lot to talk about.Haha.Showered.Those babes took a nap.And i continued playing bridge with my classmates.Oh.We went to meet up with SCAMZS afterwards.

Hmm.What a reunion.I couldn't contribute much.Well,looking at the average amount of content i contribute,it's about the same bah?Haha.It sucks that I can't talk and my brain was switching on and off.And i looked haggardy in the photos.I always look haggardy in photos btw..

Yesty went to kkh with my mum.My aunt was having a difficult labour.So we wanted to be there for her.On our way there, we were told that the baby was delivered.Wow.I felt relieved.Like FINALLY!.We have a #18.I'm #9.This fact makes me feel..old.Really.Age gap.HUGE.She looks really Chinese.DUh!Her dad's chinese.Her mum really fair.Her psle agregate is expected to be 297.Muahaha.It has sth to do with her weight or sth.Don't ask me.

My cousin's daughter reminds everyone of me.Well,i have to admit we do kinda look alike.Like hello?She's my niece?Haha.Now people thinks that akyla have some resemblance to me.Her hair?Oh well whatever.They're happy about it because i'm the image of intelligence in the family..RIGHT..

My family is always there to make things look more optimistic or make things look less severe.They are all good at that.For instance, me being voiceless.Suddenly im like the centre of attention.I'm not sure if it's good or bad.They made fun of me.Mean right?Haha.But the way they do it is hilarious.My aunt asked why i couldnt get edusave award this year, so i told her i failed 2 subjects.Immediately my uncle and her told me not to worry as a'levels will be much much better.Man.They have absolute faith in me.Sometimes i am just not sure as to how to react to that.They also like to talk about my non-existent love life, giving suggestions,scrutinising me.Like?Erm..Next time maybe i'll say i have one..But he's kinda japanese with green hair and plays tennis..Or maybe tell them that i'll have one,after being a model(which is like..never?)..

My sister likes to call me a fashion disaster...Right after we leave the house.Thanks.

Time really flies.~~Primary school.Secondary school.JC.~~All over.Wow.

A'Level is behind..So much more ahead of me..

2007-11-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

*blows dust and pulls cobwebs*

So it's been a long time since i blogged.Duh!Many many things happened to me.Both good and bad.Well, you can say that there are more bad than good ones.Just for the records:

-A cousin passed away 2 days before prelims.The lost is still felt until today.Too sudden.
-A relative got into a road accident 2 weeks after that.Another sudden thing.
-What is worser than exams ya?The duration is such a killer.
-1 whole month of cut-off from the outside world.Minimal human contact during the mugging period.
-Completely addicted to Prince of Tennis for no apparent reason.Will i get into trouble?Hmmm.

Seriously.Which other anime has concert/musicals,radioshows,movies,manga,albums.Yeap.The characters have their own albums.Some songs are just hilarious but they reflect so much of the characters.Sounds like sth i would do.Haha.Go all the way!!

Downside?It might affect my results.Dang it.

As long as im happy.

Glad to be doing nothing.Everytime i do like super minimal amount of work,i will have this throbbing headache.I usually have it during the weekends.Yeah.So im trying to fight against it by waking up early and well..Start doing nothing earlier.Haha.

Well,i see this break as a time to catch up with my friends.Screw the papers.Im not gonna bother about them.Whatever happens,happens.Gah easy for me to say..Im so gonna catch up with them..E4 and E2 peeps..Totally.

Can't wait for the arrival of my cousin..Sth sth Aqilah sth sth..Well, she's gonna have a loooong name,being half-chinese and all.Well,another 12 years until someone from my mum's side break my uber low psle record.Xp.I'm mean.My dad's side..Kinda complicated.Haha.Im still confused.

Man i feel old.

Seriously,I feel that bad things come to me like whenever im undergoing already difficult time.Couple of weeks before psle,my grandfather passed away.And my cousin left around A'lev time.Im not complaining.I mean, they didnt pick the time of their demise.But they will totally leave a lasting impression on me.Do they make me stronger?I sure hope so.Let me keep this in some corners of my heart.

Well, im ranting.Totally meaningless.But what to do?

I'm kinda bored..So this is what i do despite the fact that prelims is coming

2007-08-31T13:29:00.000+08:00

I'm learning how to stop procrastinating.Oh dear.But the weird thing is that i can put off anything but mugging.

=Teacher's Day Celebration=
Teacher's day celebrating was kinda better than expected.Haha.Was ok-ish.Played a couple of games as a class.This is really rare.This gathering.Haha.Not only that we also mass smsed ex-mr bio and hit send at the same time.That guy.He actually like replied to every single messages.Haha.Really wasnt all bad.

There was this game that we played.We had to take turns to say 'I'm so deprived, I've never [insert something here]' Whoever wasnt deprived had to raise up arms and legs.Muahaha.Interesting.But i just couldnt find anything to say.Weird.Since human nature will make it easier to see what we dont have rather than what we have.I think the fact that we want to be the only deprived person made it harder to think.

The concert was blah. But the most interesting part was the part where one of the mr chems sang an organic chem song.Yes.I said an organic chem song.Complete with the type of reactions and observations.Just like what they want us to do for tests.Hmmm.I wonder if he'll upload it online??It would totally help with the memorising.

Mr gp and mrs maths did a duet.Those fellas.So cool you know?Haha.Both our teachers are there.Woah!!

Too bad im not hanging out with any of my friends after school.Rather disappointed.Missed them all buckets.Think i have to realise that everyone has to live their own life.Somehow my head hurts when i think about it as my thoughts are most of the time with them and now that people are going in different directions, it feels as if my mind is being split into parts.Gosh.I really wonder how Voldemort can handle splitting his soul into 7.Haha!

Really have to work hard.

The most often used letter on my key board is 'T'-it looks kinda word out as compared to 'Q'.

=Random Pictures to Share=

Floorball Pics-

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Seoul Garden pictures-

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Mr GP and Mrs Math

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Us waiting for the rest of the world to come.

Where was i?

2007-08-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

Only a couple of weeks till prelims.And i havent been getting anywhere yet in revisions.Im not procrastinating.I'm just afraid that i'll forget everything that i've mugged beforehand.

Anyway the trip to NUS pharmaceutical thingy is soooo much like a dream.I mean.To compete with the medical school rejects?I must get an A average.A far jump from my E average so far.The aircon lab smelled nice.Haha.Will begin to work hard.Sooon.

Been iceskating for the past 2 weeks for pe electives.Cool.Everyone was clinging onto the railing in the first half hour any by the last half an hour we could like stand and skate on our own.Haha.Ankles hurt but it was worth it.Very tiring but worth it.Falling on my butt a million times.Passing the test though i cn hardly balance on one foot is not that bad.Can't wait for the next time to try skating again.

2 weeks study break-maximise.Pass everything.Not impossible.

Scared..

2007-08-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

I havent been a good mjcian these few days.Can't find the motivation to study or work hard..yet.

So im gonna list down things that i might be interested in.

Basically im interested in anything that has something to do with science.Or nature.Or just nothing.Haha.Here goes.

1)Researcher
2)work at hsa?
3)Marine biologist
4)engineer?
5)housewife
6)childhood education thingy
7)millionaire?

Seriously, i havent gotten any passion for anything yet.I'm happy doing nothing.But that's bad i suppose?

So i did some thinking.And decided that i should aim to go for local u.And play floorball.

That makes me feel better.No pressure at all.So.I've decided to remain myopic.Local u.Play floorball.I'll think about where to go next when i get my results?Haha.Oh me.I'm that random.

I'll start working for that...later?

Note to self:Please stop the procrastination pleasE?

What's a few weeks?

2007-08-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

What's a few weeks as compared to the rest of your life? Life is unpredictable i know.But she may be right.I suppose it won't hurt to try studying harder?Or even be more obsessed in it?Hmm.A few weeks.I'll persevere.But the thought is kinda frightening.Will i do well?Or will i won't?

One thing's for sure-the longest 2min of my life was during A'divs.Box play.Oh gosh.Everytime someone gets a penalty and a box play is in place,it felt like time was sooooo still.Getting the ball away,stopping them from taking a shot at the goalpost is nailbiting.But if you're in play,there's no time to drop your stick and bite your nails.Haha.When it's over,it's just so..Phew-ish.

Haha.Oh.I got a mild case of food poisoning.Became a merlion at 4am on tues spewing the dinner i ate couple of hours back.Let's not get into anymore details as it would be gross.Heh.Yeah.I thought that i could handle the day but apparently after the talk i got a green form and cabbed home.

Yes people.For the first time in my life i cabbed alone.$14 from mj to my clinic.Whoohoo.Thank god i have lotsa money to spare last week.Oh.For the first time i also saw the doctor alone.Wow.All done when i was unwell.Walked home alone.I was like shaking when i got to my door and i just dumped my bag beside the door and collapsed on the sofa.Recovered and went to bed.Didnt fall into a deep sleep.Was drifting in and out of consciousness.By evening my body was heating up and i had a fever.My dad asked my doctor for another day's off and i got it.

So.2 days of mc.Missed a lot of things.But im totally trying to catch up and run faster.I can.

Haha.Im trying to get into the spirit of competition.So.From now on in my mind, studying will be like training.So im gonna have training on all weekdays but it'll be light-like stickwork.Then on weekends that's when all the drills and physicals will kick in.Haha.It sounds much better now.Better than mugging.That word just have this negative connotation to it.I think.

Oh well.Just some belated birthday shoutouts to MUNIRAH and ANNA=).There.Done.

National Day week ahead.=).Seoul Gardening with the fb peeps i think.I am if they are.

Yours till the star fruits.

Throws confettis in the air sadly

2007-07-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Pop the champagne or sth.

We are the champions.Yeah.We KNOW that already.
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On the final match day hayati was like telling me that we're confirmed the champs when mi drew with vj or sth.That makes both the guys and the girls team confirmed winners.But we all decided to keep our head leveled and play our best against ij.

Was so looking forward for the match.Haha.Finally get to see muni,yuni and everyone else.Hehe.They sure made us run a lot.But there was no way we were letting our guards down.Well, didnt have the time to think about how those peeps i know were playing as i was busy eyeing the ball and the players.

Muni darn you.It must have been like condition reflex or sth.My shots always,always find you.And i was dumb to let it happen in the first place.Like hey?We were always teammates and that's just something i would do.You totally read me man.Sheesh.But that free hit was great.There was no way i could personally stop you.

Yuni..All i remembered was you pushed me.And you ran fast.

And you people keep going 'syahida..syahida!!' Then i realised you have a syahida on your team.Cheat my feelings.Haha.

All in all..MJ beat IJ 5-1.

That makes the 6th win out of 6 game.And us the champions.=)

Saw irah.Got her to accompany me for a while and had a chat before i did some logistics stuff and fed myself.Great to see her again.

Caught up with muni and yuni.Chatted for awhile before deciding to head back to our camps to support our own guys.Sat at the best seat in the house-the badminton chair's armrest.

Clearly our guys won.They totally deserved it.

Then we were told that a surprise was in store for us.Sure.A cap to wear but not keep(Cheehh!) and also a shirt with the words 'National A'divisions Floorball Champion 2007' right smack in the middle of the tee(Aww..)That shirt is a really strong statement.I dunno...It's just..Wierd.

Camwhored after that.I so want the pictures please.haha.

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Well we announced the results on thurs.It was nice.We presented ms coach with 'Best Coach of the Year' thingy.She said she felt like crying.Aww.Haha.Too bad those people couldnt get to see us in action.
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Testimonial Match+Dinner
Off all the time and things in the world to forget to bring.I forgot to bring my white shorts.So i had to shuttle to and fro between yishun interchange and mjc.Thank goodness my sis is in a good mood and is kind enough to pass them to me.

So 4 teams squeezed onto a bus to valhall.

Well,i would say it wasnt as competitive as last year's.Last year i remembered that the j1s had their butts kicked sore by the j2s.But we fought really2 hard.I remembered like running till my legs get numb.But this time.Ah.Probably the court is small?And many people were playing.So,this wasnt how i expected to end my jc floorball experience.

Ms coach gave each and everyone of us a certificate thingy with a 'Floorball report card' thingy.I think it's really sweet.I think i wanna laminate it or sth.I especially liked her first and last comment.Haha.=)).It totally made all the time and effort dedicated to floorball worthwhile.

At last, it was dinner.Buffet.Gosh.I love food.It's like everything that i like was on the table lah.Haha.It had to be after the very fun and united response to the questionaire on what we want to eat.It was nicey.Well, i supposed i listened more than i talked-as usual.

The DSA J1s were so sweet.So sweet i may get diabetes.But according to my biological knowledge..Well let's not digress ya?.They prepared like cards with personalised msgs.And a bottle with sweets and a weird looking but cute stuffed animal.Aww.Initially had a PINK hippo.Reminded me a lot about farahasinah.And i had sth against that-colour-that-shall-not-be-named-again.In the end i switched with fatin and haf an alien looking aligator that is green.That is much more pleasing to my eyes.

Hang around a little.

Saw johnson and yiru again.Wonder what made me call out their names?Oh well,old friends.I wasnt exactly a quiet person back then ya?Different people bring out different qualities in me.They are superb as usual.Makes me wonder how the rest are doing.
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The journey home was kinda emo-y.Haha.I am so gonna miss fb all over again.As if 6yrs of deprivation is easy.Now that im picking it up well, am i gonna drop it again?I cant really tell,yet.The people that makes the team are unique.Despite whatever grudges that we may have against each other,we were still brave to smile and trudge on towards out goal.Kudos to every single individual.The practices,physicals that we went through will surely remind us about what we went through together to get this far.We may have different values but everyone seems to be tolerant towards each other.

Saying all this really makes me feel that we're a great team.Selection pressure has put us all at an advantage and we embraced it.

I HEART YOU PEOPLE V MUCH

Thank you so much for making me a part of this team.Will totally treasure all the memories.
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Pictures will be uploaded sometime...someday

News

2007-07-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

Well, for the past few weeks my life revolved solely around floorball.Was trying to block off everything else.How?Not doing tutorials, mind drifting here and there.Now that everything is gonna end soon, i guess i'd have a void in me..Which will soon be filled by high intensity mugging to produce a pretty looking set of results.I know i can do it.Well, whether im in denial about it, i have no idea.Hey.I learnt in compass that having positive attitude is good.Mebbe compass should be changed into GPRS.I means seriously.'Compass' sounds so yesterday.xp.

So the girls and guys have been kinda winning all our matches so far.The guys are like the champions already.And for the girls we have on more match to prove ourselves worthy of the title.Double champions sounds really cool and pretty.Haha.All i can say is that all our hard work put into training for the a'divs are totally worth it.We managed to play professionally on court.By 'professionally' i meant that we managed to cast aside all our differences and work together towards our goals.Everyone is so focused.Im so proud of the girls.

Though im kinda like a peripheral protein on a cell membrane, i am somewhat surprised at how much drive we had.So for memories sake:

mj vs vj:6-2
mj vs mi: 4-3
mj vs yj:3-2
mj vs nj:6-0
mj vs rj:4-2

The guys are like a totally different league from the girls.Like duh!Impressive bunch of skilled peeps they are.

For the first time in my life i saw a stick broke into 2.For the first time in my life i saw someone with a gash near the eye with blood trickling down his face and some were absorbed into his shirt.Like woah.Pushings and pulling of shirts i've seen before.Floorball is agressive.But it's a cool game.Adrenaline rushes.Nice.

I've got the get started on my tutorials.ASAP.

Finished reading HP.It was a satisfying read.Not like those books that make you go like 'What?That's IT?'.It's that kind of book that make you go 'Oh.I see.' and put the book away. Initially it was kinda blaaah.But there are certain moments initially that makes you wanna keep flipping.Towards the final 10 chapters it was a WOAH.Was sad to see many of the characters die.But i kinda predicted some parts correctly.And edison didnt really spoil it for me.Thanks!Haha.

Till we meet again

Updates

2007-07-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

Well..Hey there!

So..I've gotten back some of my results..Failed 2H2s.Darn maths and chem.I better start like mugging for them asap.Must pass everything for prelims. No more slacking my butts off after a'divs.Darn.No more excuse to slack anymore.

One thing's for sure,i hate failing.But once in a while i will give myself leeway.I mean.It will be sucky if i keep pushing myself to do well all the time ya?

Last weekend i helped out at my cousin's wedding.So last weekend i didnt touch much of my tutorials and all.Then come tuesday it was the beginning of my a'divs.So for the past week i've been missing like long days.Unfortunately, i cnt do that ever again in my whole entire life.Hehe.

A'divs has been pressurising.But satisfying at the same time.Glad to see that everyone had like a common goal and stuff.And well i would say all of us did great so far.But we can still do better ya?Me?Well other than making silly mistakes here and there, i suppose i was ok-ish.Not superb but ok-ish.Glad to show that i am sorry for the horrible performance on tuesday.Hey!We can win this together..

Glad to see zahirah,munirah,yuni,fadhilah,naz,dee again.Been eons since i last saw them man.Obviously we're friends off court.On court, we'll be professionals ya?It was kinda weird for me to be hanging out with them instead of my team.Oh well, i get to see them around in school but i cnt see those ai peeps around that often.

Let's move away from fb and results.

My sis is freaky.Not like a freak kinda freaky.But funny.At times she would just know what i want to eat and do or say.So i would just give her a look and she would say out my thoughts for me.SHe does look ridiculous coz she talks to herself when that happens.

So many things to do and i havent started.A mountain high workload.Darn.Im gonna get a bad case of monday blues with chen'en.AAhh.Will start soon.Like past midnight mebbe?

To think im trying to stop procrastinating.Oh well

yo

2007-06-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

It's been ages isnt it?

So sorry..SO here is what i owe this blog:
a)the entry on Gua Musang trip
b)entry on my floorball kl trip
c)a lot a lot of short updates

Oh dear.

It is kinda dusty here.

There's sooooooo much going on that i just don't know where to start?Ok.I'll update and upload stuff the moment my papers end.And that's on tuesday.Hope i can bother.FIne i will.

All i can say is i really miss all my friends.

We shall meet at the a'divs. Omg! It's at tsh. Im glad.

This mid-year..I cnt seem to be bothered.I dunno.Nothing bothers me more than not spending time in front of the tv..Muahaha

Ok.Gonna read all your blogs before mugging a little..

Been busy-Ya sure!

2007-06-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Oh dear.What can the matter be?

Aaah..This mugging started very slowly.Forsee lotsa universal grades.But i shan't give up without trying.Makes me wonder if i'll screw up my A'lev..Hope i won't.And i hope i'll stop hoping and finally do something about it.

And then i realised that i sucked at flashbacks and so i cancelled the whole thing.

Anyway..I screwed up my gp..Had fb practices.Got fb jersey.Studies a wee bit of chem.Finally travelled on 168.Met the girls for dinner after tikah's concert.Met some people along the way.Taadaah

Havent packed for the trip.Mebbe need to get a couple of stuff.Oh well.I'll do a super last minute packing.I can't start packing without an itenary list.Haha.I just need to visualise the events and match it with the clothes.

Yeah.Sorry for the totally lousy entry.My entries are gonna be this meaningless.Unless i really have the heart to do so..

sOOOOoOooOOOOob.

2007-05-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

YO!

Oh well, here are like some photos..I can go on forever if i want to tell you the details, but they say a picture's worth a thousand words, so happy viewing!!

Mee,diana&danson-After the cave exploration,damp and dirty and disgusting..But all smiles=)
This is what i look at every break i have..
I can sit and keep staring throughout the whole period..
The cake's on FIRE!!
MYOUR birthday cake

Colonies of bacteria-My group's
Cool huh?Chen'en made it look like some constellation..
Pretty glowing bacteria
haha..it's like the prettiest one around..It deserved the 3 UV lights shining on it..

Soccer pics:

Gosh.I was sooo excited before the match.Was hoping that it'll be as fun as last year-screaming,jumping,clapping but not the same results as last year.We were early, and that's and underestimation.haha.We even got to watch the 3rd and 4th placing match.Vee played well, SSS just couldnt catch up.

Finally, when everything started, i got scared.Haha.The colour green looks intimidating.Well, they do remind me of the always-no-1 house,triton.Haha.Blue looks gentle.Gosh.First half was kinda disappointing, not much action.The only thing that worried me was the fact that the ball was always played right in front of our goalpost.Thank goodness it didnt went in.

2nd half-i was even more nervous.Gosh.It'd be so sad if blue went down again.SO hurry up and score already!!I even bit on the corner of my clapper thingy.Haha.You can see teeth mark in it.Come on.It's my jc.Im related to the jc, obviously i want us to win the war.But grr.The defence was lowered and after some brilliant passes made by the greens, they hit the target.We could only watch in despair.By then, i couldnt take it ah just score a bloody goal.

CAn totally see their effort in the last few minutes.But it's a waste as the only place that they tend to shoot is right into the keeper.Roar.But credit goes to that sec-schmate of mine-he was a good defender and he did try to kick the ball on target.It makes me wonder-Would he let the ball in if he were the one in the goalpost?

Oh well.I'll get over it.haha.Weird thing is i feel that we can go to finals every year.Whether we win is another issue.I'd so be there like next year if i can!

~*~*~*~*~*~*
COLOSSEUM
~*~*~*~*~*~*
Or better known as sports day in layman's term.Interesting day.It goes to show how sneaky 1989 kids can be.Well,what do you expect?We're snakes ya?

It was ok-ish.Being on the field isnt that bad.Hanging out with xinying was nice.But felt kinda bad for not hanging out with the remaining bits of the cg.Haha.We weren't the last.We are the champions for the games!!And if the soccer guys were with us(or allowed to represent us for that matter), we could have won.Or at least be pushed up to the gallery.Oh well.No luck.Just when i thought that they can turn the whole thing around.But whatever will be will be...

For the time being, i'm leaving it at that.Cya some other time

Updates

2007-05-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

Haha.

Whoops.Been some time already since i last blogged.

A little shoutout to those people who wished me on my bday and those who wished me after my bday.Wakaka.Im not surprised lah since it's a saturday.

Another shoutout to those who gave me presents..My hauls for this year include:

-a solvil titus watch [branded though i've never heard or cared about it]
-bodyshop thingy from yuni [love it..v practical but how do i use a body butter?hehe]
-some yellow random stuff [need to find somewhere to hang them]
-the long giraffey bday card [i get the point that im tall ya?]
-mr bean bear [found a perfect place for it already-on my travel bag]
-esprit camou umbrella [love it..will think of u peeps when im walking in the rain]

Enough shouting..my voice is hoarse already.

Beginning to enjoy fb practice.

Beginning to realise that i've been slacking my butt off too much

Didnt get the webcam..Can't be bothered anymore..My happiness doesnt rely on a free webcam.

HAvent posted the gua musang trip

Becoming more aloof to some people..And yet yearning inch towards some others

Realised that i depend too much on the people i believe who will be my lifelong friends that i can't be bothered to make anymore connections..But then again, that's me..Rather having a small secure group of people that last a lifetime and not many many hi-hi-bye-bye kinda friends.

Oh.Was late for school though i took an early bus.Darn it ah.Took the 0730 bus and reached at 0845.Crash at yishun and slower than slow traffic at tpe.Stupid.Took 3 traffic lights at the same junction for the bus to get pass the traffic light.She toke me to take an earlier bus.like wtf?Haha.At least there are some other people who are later.They reached school at 0915.Good job guys.Muahaha.

Hoping to cut my hair tml.Hoping to buy new shoes tml.Can't trust my shoes anymore after 2 sprains.Sorry dears.

Totally missed scamzs.Didnt hear about them since.......our last meeting.

Totally want to go out with the e4 girls again.Let's eat again.I love food.

Oh.Am supposed to be elearning right now.Darn it.I prefer real life lecture as it is much more entertaining.The webcam tchers are totally syiok sendiri-talk at their own speed and that stupid thing won't let me rewind.It sounced like an oral exam where they are given slides to describe.Totally static.

Is that all the rants?For now yeap..

Yours till the next rant session,
Sya:)

Oh well.

2007-04-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

Haha..Didnt expect myself to be on a HIATUS.

Reasons
1)my laptop wire is frayed and i havent gotten around to get it fixed at sim lim
2)tv distracts me
3)homework occupies my time if i wasnt affected by (2)
4)This desktop pc of mine is totally lagging and it'll take a million years to load
5)Im just plain lazy because of (4)
6)It's kinda cool to do what muni's doing[look..im on hiatus too!!]
7)Hmm..I'd be watching youtube if im even online nowadays..Korean dramas are addictive..but this is applicable if (2) is not true

But i am here making this quick post because
1)There's this thing i have to do online
2)It was aeons ago when i last blogged, and felt bad about not updating
3)Im bored
4)It's APRIL.It's MY month.Muahahaha =D
Henceforth i would like to wish all april babies a happy birthdayyyyy~~
Love you guys.Totally make this month a really special month.
5)Yeap.Basically all those reasons above did not apply hence i blog

Missed me?

Opps I sprained it again..

2007-03-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah.I sprained my ankle again.Serves me right for thinking negative thoughts during training ya?Limped all the way home.With people giving me wierd stares.Angry at myself as my phone was low on battery.The downside of getting a sliding phone with huge screen and high quality resolution and 2 cameras.But i fell in love it it the second day i bought it.It's just so..pretty.haha.Yeah.I got an mc for today but came to school.

What for?Bio..And im so glad i did.It was a pretty wierd presentations as my mind just couldnt understand the barrage of word being thrown at me.Haha.But the whole thing ended in a bittersweet way.It was nice knowing that we mean a lot and it was sad to see him leave.It was uber sweet of him to tell us a secret.Aww.Hope i will do well!!Muahaha.4 As here i come.

Which set me tinking.If i want to achieve 4As, i must sell my soul to the mugger demon who in exchange will give me my grades.In the process, i must lose my free time and freedom.Well, not a bad thing since i don't have any.xp.Should i?We all know the answer don't we??Haha.It's like so duh.But nvm..I'll sell my soul to the mugger demon at half price perhaps?Go me!!

And i officially declare the mug-a-mania OPEN!

Oh?Okay..Let me watch youtube first.haha..

See saws of life..

2007-03-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Seat tight. Coz this is goi/ng to be a long rollercoaster blog post. With its emotional ups and down.Haha.Being the INTJ that i am, i prefer to express stuff by writing. Noone's supposed to be interested anyway.

Untitled
Fading...
Fading into oblivion
The shadows of her companions
In the heavy rain
Nothing but the sound of heavy rain
Drowning her cry
Nothing but the smile on her face
Rain
Washing her tears
Gravity of the situation
Pulled her to her knees
Deep
Deeper
In sorrow
Laughters ringing
Far far away
Fading...
Fading into oblivion

Yeap.That's the negative one.As much as i want to rant, i must remember not to be selfish.The world does not centre around me only.Hence i should respect their decision.But this is just like swollowing a bitter medicine.As much as i want to throw it up, i still have to force it down.I'll be better after that.

Negativity be gone!!

Ahh..Moving on to happier stuff!

Chingay'07 was a great experience.

Day1:Went home immediately after lessons to eat and grab my stuff and ruuussshhed back to school to get ready for the friendly against radically-wow jc.haha.Damn lucky people those people in there man.Played the game against their recre team.Duhfully we won.By a big margin.Only played for 1hr then me and pj cheonged to shower and get ready for chingay.

Do you have any idea how sucky it is to try to flag a taxi in the rain with 2 people under one umbrella when there's hardly any taxi?? We were both wet up till our knees. Pj's phone conked out because it fell into the sink.Im so glad there's a taxi that stopped for us just when i was asking a lady the directions to a main road.

Reached there drenched.People were wearing ponchos and eating dinner.I was so glad that they still havent moved.We were then despatched to our locations.The tag i got is so cool.Hehe.Anyway, kenneth if you're reading this, you must be thankful NOT to be doing ushering as we need to do some sai-kang jobs like wiping the seats dry and putting the freebies on the chair.

Ushering is rather easy.Just point to the seats.Anyway,we're all smart people who are able to read so people just walk past us straight towards their seats once target was locked.It was great coz i get to watch the whole show.On a special seat.Haha.Love some of them.hehe

Felt sorang

Went back rather early.

Day2:
I was taking my own sweet time to reach the meeting place.And i am still early to boost.Anyway,it was the REAL deal.1.6 was also asked to help out with the post-parade party which was rather cool too.Once again the rain stopped right before we were despatched hence we did the same sai-kang job again.It's the best man.Initially i sat at the top then i moved to this beautiful spot in the middle right in front of the vips and oh so near to the stars like aide iskandar and may and choy and shanice and viknes.Wahaha.Unfortunately we were moved to the back again.

Anyway the firecrackers are so damn loud.Deafening is the right word.But it's cool though.Watched a bit but we had to go to heeren to prepare for the post-parade.This is the part that i like best.

Why?oh.It's just because we walked with the performers and get to dash across the road in front of like hundreds of people.Heck about those people's views that we blocked.It was cool ok.People were snapping pictures of the performers and waving at them.I felt so love.

Waited a long time before briefing and despatching.We had to help out at the kids zone .Making sure that people queue to ride the thing and they help carry the kids in and out.All the way till 1130.After the hard work we also decided to run down orchard road.Which is cool too.Haha.

Took one of the last few trains.Good thing the red line is still available.Those other people living in bedok and stuff cant get on the train.The goodbye was very abrupt.I shall miss 1.6.Good thing Regina was also taking the same train as me.Chatted with her.Until orchard.

There's this group of guys boarding the train.I thanked god that i was not alone.One of them sat next to me.I was all like 'Omg.Go away'.Haha.But then one of them stood right IN FRONT OF ME. Damn it.Skali it's Johnson!!!.haha.I turned and is saw Yiru!Woah.What a night.Chatted with them a little.You know how guys are like.Rowdy.Loud.But still funny.In a scary kind of ways.All i have to say is i pity johnson.He's always the butt of the jokes of people.From sitting in front of me he sat right next to me.Weird.We sat and just kept smiling.Haha.And i think i kinda saw 'happy slapping' in action.They were whacking him-not that hard but it's still a whack-repeatedly.And on camera.He was still ok and hanging out with them.Guys.Sheesh.I told him that i pity him and he went all like 'You don't know meh?'.Yiru asked me about my stick.And whether i broke it yet.Fah-nie.Not

Got my dad to fetch me coz i not sure if 804 is still in service bought some food ans rested.But i woke up feeling tired coz i dreamt about chingay.Haha

That's it for now.It'll try to talk to you about my new phone tml

Of head and headaches

2007-02-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

It's a wonder how 2 people who know each other(well at least names) can walk in silence together.Hey!I think i'm good at that.

Anyway.I sooo want to play fb tml.But i soooo want to do my cip as well.It'll be a pity to not go for the friendly and it'll be a pity not to go for cip.HOOOW?If nvr go for fb probably she will think tt im not serious about trying out for the team.If i never go cip,i'll feel like a lost sheep.ARGH!Hope can report.Worse comes to worse no shower after the match.Just cheooooogg!!

Test tml.Taking a breather first.

Wassup?

2007-02-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Been busy..Doing..nothing??Haha

Kiaming is sooooo right..I really did slack during the break..Oh dear me

Anyway..lemme talk about my V-day.It was sweet.Haha.Got to class early to like place all the gifts on the tables.But got a little panicky because im not sure if morning assembly will be in class.So i waited up there all alone.Then true enough, it's in class.Waited for someone to come and started giving away that cute box and the printed cards.Haha.I didnt expect some of the other girls to give away stuff too.Aww-ness.Everything for the class and hence nothing else for my fb babes and random babes.I heart you people nonetheless!!Had like one bag full of sweets.

Anyway.Floorball.There's this other j1 girl.THought that she looked damn familiar.yeap.Confronted her and well, i suppose we did kinda brush past each other before.I am relatively unrecognisable as i had short hair and didnt wear specs back then.But she had this look that stood out.She said she hated xishanite.Oh dear, likewise to you too.Haha.The feeling's mutual you see.But for us it's because they keep standing in our way and them because we keep trashing them like nobody's business.Haha.

Planned to study but..like i said..i was too busy doing nothing.

Felt rather down just now but got happier after shopping at IPZone.Im telling you.It's like my favourite place to shop.Other than..haha.I got no fave place to shop.Im so glad to have found IPZone and S&K.The prices are reasonable.Heck what peopole think.Im comfy and i like it.

I am so gonna mug tonight.Or so i say.xP

SO how did YOU do?

2007-02-09T20:21:00.000+08:00

Let the Angel and Mortal game begin..

Btw: I just recalled that i had a stupid dream. Dreamt that i was sent to jail for 3 years.With lotsa other students.Some fb people too.And all that i was worried about being in prison was that i'll enter university late and hence start working late.And also i'll be missing mjc's a'div soccer matches.Like wth?

So got my mortals something.An angel of mine got me a container of sweets.Just when i thought that my angel kena shot down by bird hunter or sth.Sweetness.I'm gonna do something sweeter for my 2 mortals and 2 angels.If i dont get anything by monday, i'll assume that my college angel is a guy.Forgiven.Will still be sweet though.

Aaaah.Will go broke.I've never been enthu about v-day.But it's nice to be nice to other people.Nvm.Nvm.My mortal says something about getting me something nicer on mon.Haha.Aww.

Had CHEM SPA.Not to bad i suppose.

Gonna stop slacking my lazy butt..Butt that's what i always say anyway.

Awul passes all of his subjects except for humanities.No surprises since he slept in class and during the paper..BUt he passed his subjects despite getting Bs and Cs.He ah..He used to be my role model.I tink he still is because of his and i-dont-wanna-lose spirit..

Chingay training tml.Meet huimin for lunch.Go ijc.Meeting farah there.Walking sommore.Need to get my angels and mortals something for cp.Yeap.Or go yj after that?HMm.Busy day tml.

Need to buy some paper so i can print my baby piccy.And some stuff my my class.Fb i buy sweets bah..My bag is gonna be like damn heavy nxt week..Arggghh..Nvm..Bear with it.

I think they're dropping people from fb already.Shucks.Will i be dropped?Hope not.

Lemme give you a scenario.If you feel that something is wrong with you, do you rather live in denial or go face up to it and get treated early?Some people i know rather live in denial and in a way i feel sad for them.But it's their decision and i must respect it.If i were to be in that kind of scenario, i'll be scared too.Paranoid definitely.Bt i also wanna get well as soon as possible ya noe?Hmm.

I hate negativitiy.Get away from me.Far far away.

I realised i hate negative people or negative thoughts.Negativity just sucks the life out of me.Hmm.Haha.Ok.Happy thoughts.

Yeay!

Woah.

2007-02-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

Morning.Went Cross-country at pasiris park.Omg.The weather was just soo nice.It wasnt hot.It was windy.It's not sunny but it's bright enough.Waited quite long.Hmm.I'm surprised at myself.Ran non-stop.Ok.Except for that 3 steps that i walked before carissa nudged me to keep running.103.Aaah.There was like no way for me too overtake people at the last stretch coz it's an upslope.AND!.THere was already a queue of people there.Im like.WTF.Haha.But really.Proud of myself.

Felt sorang as usual.But kinda used to it.

Rushed home to go to my class outing thingy.Ate a burger only.Then showered before rushing out again.As usual.When i thought that im gonna be late, Im super on time.Haha.

Saw/Met several people there.Saw Shirlyn.Fabian.Pierre.ShuFang.My cousin.Haha.Ok.Some of them do not really know me but then again, i dont know them too.Wierd how i saw fabian like right in front of diana but she didnt see him.Wierd how i saw pierre but kenneth, who's in the same og as him did not.Like.ERR?

Played pool.GOsh.I feel so noobish.Haha.Let's try bowling nxt time.

Watched my first nc16 movie ever today.Pan's Labyrinth.A spanish movie i suppose.Gosh.It's like the darkest fairy tale i've ever known.WOrser than brother grimm.Gore.Omg.GORE.I kept wondering when the movie was going to end.Haha.There were times in the movie when i felt that i sank deeper in the seats and pulled my bag up to my eyes and lifted my knees high to cover my eyes.Darn it.THe front seats makes the screen look bigger.Haha.I'll try NOT to watch these kind of movies ever again.

Tired.Tml fundraising.But i havent prepare anything much.At all.haha.White polo tee?I dont' have it.What the heck.I dont care.Haha.As loong as i make it there tml

Haha.Lotsa things to do..Aaah

Im deprived of my blissful afternoon.

2007-02-02T16:58:00.000+08:00

This week is a busy week.

23 tests.And i believe im going to fail every single one of them.Really badly.Aaah.By now i think i should be numbed to failure.Already.But i stil think that it's gonna hurt.Haha.

On monday.Anna dropped a bombshell.Like a huge one.Dear, i feel the same way as you.Before you make any decisions,talk to ms cap and ms vcap to see what they can do.I mean.Afterall, they are supposed to like tie up loose ends.But if they are not doing it well, then tell them.Don't give up just because of a setback.

Mr bio was like really sick on thursday.We all like feel for him.We should really make a party for him.Before he goes to whereever he's going to.

My class is playing angels and mortals.Haha.I just can't be bothered to find out like who is whose angel or mortal.No fun ya noe?Fine, im gonna give something to my mortal like next week.Apparently the SC also has an angel and mortal thingy for the whole college.But i wonder if it's for real?

There's a college road race tml.And im running competitively.Oh darn it.Nvm.Running for run.But the pressure will always be there because of the iron ladies who are just so damn pro.Gosh.I hope i can hold out for the whole 3.3km.But the thing is, there's an upslope as part of the route.The big upslope.ARGH!.Must be there by 7.15am.ARGH.My stamina sucks.ARGH!Oh well, at least i'll get to wear the phobos tee.Haha.I like that tee.Hope i wont look ridiculous coming in like last or sth.

Sunday,there's a fundraising thingy for heartware network.And i'll be in jurong area.Not bad i think.We must try to sell lucky dips tickets.OH well.Any orders?haha.

Hmm..Let me talk about my afternoon.Did some class deco.Went back to enjoy a blissful afternoon on my own in my bed.However, what i did not foresee was that there's consrtuction somewhere like in my block.The incessant drilling was one major headache.Haha.and i wonder why my phone kept ringing on fri.Which was cool coz i hardly receive any phonecalls. You peeps could have like called me to say that you people wanna come over so i can like ikut you all.Haha.

Anyway.Just now on the bus at the seletar camp's traffic light.I was like emoing to the song on the mp3 and just gazing into nothingness as usual.Then i felt like turning to my right.When i looked down.I saw a very tanned pair of hand and face waving madly.As i peered to get a closer look,guess who it was?MR gp.I was like.OMG!!Apparently he's been waving for sometime.Haha.Opps.Of all the people to see from the bus.Haha.

Here's the list of things that i can make do with:
a brown digital watch that is both functional and fashionable
the sunflower perfume chen'en uses
a black nike ankle guard
simple and sweet accessories
more clothes
more jeans
a bigger bag

Yeap.Im planning to get them.Unless you can help me get them faster?Haha.

Quickie.

2007-01-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

Have to study for like 3 tests next week

Plus the assignments and tutorials that i have not done.

I foresee an Andean mountain range high workload..And i'm so gonna be in a Mariana Trench deep worth of trouble for not doing/finishing/doing well.

Friday was a first.Got up early.And decided to skip school.I only have 3 periods that day.1 is revision of transcription/translation/replication which has been done like a million times.2nd is a bio lecture which noone can actually understand by listening.3rd is a gp session to type out a book review.Of course there's a recess.So.Haha.So i skipped and slacked the whole day.Guilty.But.More tired than guilty that day.My eyes just can't open.My dad just laughed at me when he got home.

CHingay training just now.Grrr.I can't load that webbie properly.Whose fault is it??

Singapore vs Malaysia.I got out of the room to see the replay of the s'porean goal.And also to see the replay of the save made by lionel lewis.Ooh.I know 2 lionels who are keepers.Haha.

Gotta mug chem on my red bull.Mebbe do a bit of chem hw.Tml wake up and gotta do maths already.Lots and lots and lots and..Oh well..you get the idea..I have this love-hate relationship with maths.Aaah..Will it be like in those drama where i'll hate maths to the core and then realise that i've fallen in love with maths??That better happen mann.Haha.

Ok.Too much tv.

Pictures of randomness

2007-01-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

Here are like some of the group pics taken from my e2 outing.I'd say it was an ok-ish outing.It was nice to see most of them again.Argh.Once again i have nothing ~~interesting~~ to say.Then again,when'll i ever have anything to say?

Yuni made this..If only i have photoshop..

It also snowed on that glorious night.Haha.It was cool when daniel took out the snow thingy.Pun unintentionally intended.Haha.Most of us were surprised but since we had to pose for 3 cameras put on timer we kept our cool.

Can't wait for a next time.There will be a next time?Will work on it.10/10/10.Hope everyone will be there.

~~Wallflower.Dark knight.Servant.Scapegoat.Shadow.~~

Gotta break free.Only then i can soar and fly.

Wahaha

That was like aeons ago.

2007-01-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Another week gone.

It was an ok week.I slept over at my aunt's house on mon and tues.Anddd...I get to wake up 30mins later and still be in school the normal time that i reach.Muahahahaa!!Still need to get used to it there..

The thing is,my aunt is keeping a lookout for me.I kinda told her what i kinda wanna be,and yeahh..She gave advice.She say that chemical engineering will be a practical field.Yeah,i agree with her but!THe problem is chem.I so unheart that subject.Told her i wanna try marine biology and we both agree that the only thing that comes to mind is Underwater World.Muahaha.

Ever the procrastinator that i am.Gotta do something.

Felt down some days back.Haha.Why?Don't ask me.

Signed up for college road race.Don't ask me why.Mebbe the fact that i ran 5 1/2 rounds kinda inspired me to do more.Woah.Im impressed with myself.Never knew that im a potential long distance runner.Haha.But i think i'll be like the millionth runner to cross the line.

Ahh.Can't be happier that it's friday.Can't be more bored.REached home at 12.15 to just jumped to bed and started resting my eyes.TO be woken up from my slumber less than an hour later by the vibration of my hp.I thought that it was my alarm clock,hence i just flipped it open unthinkingly.Saw that the caller was ayuni.Huh?Ayuni called?Hell no!She's on the phone now!

Answered the phone..It went something like:
Me:Hello?[surprised at myself coz i sounded ungroggy]
Yuni:Hello syahida!![noisy background.cheerful tone]
Me:Yes?[i was only asleep for 30mins??Is my hp spoilt?]
Yuni:Happy scares day!![it sounded littat..what 'scares'day??]
Me:Huh? What scares day?
Yuni:Happy scams day!!19th jan.remember??
Me:Oh?Scamzs!!Omg.Yeah.

Woah.Then i went to sleep again.But before feeling more vibrations from my hp.

Now that i realised.It felt like aeons ago since i heard the word scamzs.It felt like aeons ago that i met them all together.Yesterday felt to faraway.Aah.Miss them loads.

Emotional last night.Farah knew.

Heart my phobos iv people.Though they kept attacking me with ogl application forms.Some lame msn convo.Smiles at the corridors.Hellos.Listening to me.ANd sweet messages that they wrote at the back of my photo.I love making people feel happy.They are just so sweet.Hope they have some nice memories of mugger jay cee.

Outing tml.Hmm.2 outings tml.Surprised that scamzs not meeting today.If yuni say they're meeting then i don't think i mind changing that instance and go out.Phobos outing was like ~~hinted~~initiated by kaiwei.Guess i'll hang out with scamzs and then later meet syafiqah at woodlands.

Have a great time everyone..

I'm fine thank you..

2007-01-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

*Sigh*Toast to the first week of school.I'm surprised that made it through to friday.

Hmms.Let's see.Haha.On wed,i realised that i have so muuuch hw due on thurs.Tired.Sleepy.BUT!Haha.Surprisingly i managed to finish all of them.How?Woke up at 3am to do lah.Haha.The chewing gum really works.No.Not those bubble yum.But those minty one.The moment u put inside ur mouth..oooh boy..You'll feel awake and fresh.

OH.That evening after floorball.Of all the places and people to meet,it's GinYan at tampines.Well, i was with yvonne and he didnt wait for me.Chatted a bit and didnt take the same bus as he rather stand than sit.Hahaha.

I've been forgetting things these few days.Forgot to bring home my waterbottle from school.Michelle and elizabeth to my rescue!!.THen i forgot to take my ball,attached to my lightstick and phobos identity from the canteen table.Still havent gotten i back yet, but it's in good hands.Then i forgot to bring my bio lecture notes.

That is so unlike me right?

I think it's because of all the music i've been listening to mp3.I guess im not going to bring the mp3 to school anymore.Yes, there may be withdrawal syndrome but as long as i get to straighten out my thoughts i guess the sacrifice i worth it.

I wanna go for the 'The World on a Shoelace' or sth like that for compass lesson.I don't really care if im going alone.As long as i know im going with no regrets.Gonna resgister at midnight..Muahaha!!Imagine.Travelling..WOah!!

Compass lesson on thurs was interesting.Yes.I agree with all the point brought up and the advices that guy gave made sense.BUT!.Hmm.Will i overcome my own psychological barrier?If i want to i can.BUT!Do i want to?Haha.Me me.Hmm.Will i ever be a have a humour being perceived self?

Filling up the testimonial table sucks.I have nothing to fill in.Frustrated.Angry with myself.Same as when i feel when i leave blanks in hw.Very unsightly.

So how was it?

2007-01-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hooked on a korean drama,sassy/delightful girl,chun-hyangMissed lotsa episodes of inuyasha.*sigh*i rilli have to break away from all of these stuff.

Call me a couch potato

Lotsa hw to do.but the procrastinating me..Procrastinates

P4 is a nice bunch of enthusiastic people.Haha.But you can call them freaks coz they love maths.Well, it's good for them though..

SYA!Go mug....
OK.BUt after watching youtube..
Oh.Ok.Just one more ok?
Ok.Just one.

What better way to start a new term?-Vincitore-

2007-01-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

School started.Woke up like at 5.20 every morning.Didnt know how i did it.Probably the adrenaline?Haha.Was involved in the orientation while others are studying.

Day1:Icebreaker and CSI Day and Mass Dances.I have to confess, it was a darn tiring day.I was on my feet most of the time and in the end my thighs hurt real bad.Got to know some of the freshies.And some ogls.Overall it was a great day though it was not very rah-rah-y yet.Oh.After the whole thing, ogls had to make gazillions of water bombs.All i have to say is that, it's fun and wet and i get to learn how to make waterbombs.Oh.There was a massive jam at the tpe(sle).When i saw the sign, i was all like 'Oh.Ok' but i didnt realise that it was so0o0oo0o0oo massive.Haha.

Oh.More about the freshies.I was positive about them.There's this dude who totally entertained us all.Glad there's someone super enthu.Haha.He made us break into laughter with his impromtu singing of Tokyo Drift.Haha.Some babes bonded with each other quickly.=)).

Phobos won CSI;))

Day2:MMM:East Edition Day.Some confusion in the morning.SOme drizzle too.Ohh.Will they cancel the mmm?Nah.GOody.Headed out with the neighbours to our stations.Bought breakfast.Bought goodies for the visitors.We were taking our time when we realised that the freshies are already on the way.Hah!Apparently our maze was tore down so we can't use it.We made use of a nearby thingy without any shelter.Haha.Me and ben chew had to find a shade to sit under.The air was humid.Sheesh.

Waited for the first team to arrive.Don't like them.I remember the ogl was the one giving us a hard time guessing the clues.But he made me feel better by blushing the deepest shade of red when we did a suck up cheer for him.Hahah.Waited summore.Bored so me and ben chew play lots of rounds of stress.Wahaha.Went for lunch with the neighbours.Need to cut the talking short since everyone is coming to the station asap.Hehe.A team was already at our station before we got there.Entertained them.

Played more stress.2 SCs came over to our station saying that one of them don't know the answer to the 9 cards trick.Apparently kelly showed them but raymond can't figure it out.Haha.Showed him a million rounds of the trick.Until.M7 came over to get points form the SCs.Haha.He say that he will award them the points if someone can figure it out.Haha.HA!.Crazy people.

P7 came when i was eating icecream.Haha.4 ogls.Like so many!!By this time the shade is like moving away from the seats.grr.

Any wonder why i got darker?

Then again,not only me.My ogms appear to have red noses too.

Me and the neighbours went back to school,scheming to walk into the hall with the medley signal.THe moment we reached the hall,even without our cues, everyone was ready.How cool was that?

The uncool bit was that we discovered that mr bio is not goin to be our teacher after a month.Oh well, this year's gonna be a babes year.

Day3:Wet&Wild and Campfire day.Darn it.Should have worn my black vincitore polo tee that i washed.Anyway.Had buckets of fun.Was hilarious to see them do 'soapy'.They had to make a bar of soap vanish by rubbing.In the end they had to rub it on the guys's hair.The babes styled the guys' hair.Haha.As we go to our next station and to wash off the soaps an ogl commented 'Hey,you all smell nice'.Cute!

We had fun.Actually more them then me.Those kiddies can't stop targeting their ogls.Right after a task from SC and TA,i took a step ahead and WHOOSH!!.Bottles of water are poured over my head.To add salt to injury,they actually did a 'Syahida hot or not?' cheer.Thanks ah.Hahah.All the ogls kena badly seh.After the vertical limit station sabrina was all like 'Hey pass me the placard!'.Suspecting something was up, i evaded the scene.Val and edison were hit.Hahaha.Im lucky as randy said.haha.Then,i still kena attack.Im positive kaiwei hates me.Hehe.Well, i also had fun whacking the kids with the bombs.The biggest assault was yet to be.I was sitting,expecting them to wet me after wetting themselves in the shower.They came over,with the reminder from the GIC,they took a water bomb and throw at me.Damn pain can?Haha.Terrible people.Hehe.

The break was interesting.Since i went to downtown with some people to collect the tees and showered there and eat there and made it on time for the height and weight thingy.Got to know them more.Which is really nice.=).Yeap.Im 50.2kg.And 169cm.Apparently everyone shrank.Hmmm.Did the preparations for campfire.

Oh.Campfire.Not as happening as the ones i went to.Atmosphere not that high.Im obviously not happy with the results.But i think we did make a wrong turn but the effort that we had was commendable.Given another chance sure we can win it.Oh well.

Camwhored after that.Damn funny ah.Learnt a bit of steps from shude.Which i thought was amusing.Slutty version of the tokyo drfit.wonder if it's up on youtube.yet.haha.It was much funner after the campfire than during but.Hey!Who cares.Then after that we were chased out of the school which i think we shouldnt.Haha.We went off to the elias mall's macd.Along with another phobos grp.And met another phobos group there.And a bunch of seniors.Drank and took a break before heading home coz it's like already late.

Overall,it's a great 3days of orientation.Wonder if there'll be a phobos bbq thingy?I wanna see his tokyo drift.It's just so cool.HA!

Happy New Year!

2007-01-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

Ok..I haven't been really updating my posts.Haha.Spending more time with my beloved tv of course.And my laptop wire is spoilt again and i've yet to fix it.

A new year.A new beginning.Shucks.Another step away from childhood innocence and another step towards tomorrow.Friendships to be maintained and made.Have a great year ahead people=)

Yesty i actually went to escape with some of my relatives.Haha.No familiar faces since i suppose everyone is busy mugging to a new year.Haha.Felt bad because, erm,yeah,i did almost nothing related to mugging this holiday.Oh gosh.I'm so gonna be in a deep whatever.

Watched the countdown.The first thing that came to my mind when it's midnight was.Darn it, a'lev.And i don't remember being so forlorn and tired watching tv.I went to bed right after that.

Oh well, this year i hope that things will go better.I'll carry out my plans to ~~save the world~~ study hard and be mean to myself.Those Self-Discipline Days in primary school that comes very often left a deep impact in me i should say..Haha.

My cousins and their kids are involved in an accident in m'sia.Those darn thugs initially wanted to rob them and drove off when they caused the car to spin.Idiots.My niece and a nephew was thrown out of the car.She flew the furthest(I'm kinda amazed since she's bigger than me and my sis combined, makes me wonder if the door was unlocked) and everyone else needed stitching.Hope they get well soon.

See ya in schoool

I don't wanna wake up..yet

2006-12-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

The other day i was watching afv.Then there's this one clip of a children's graduation like kindergarden like that.Then this boy was called up.The teacher asked 'What do you want to be when you grow up?.He said innocently I want to be a vampire bat.That cracked me up like mad.The teacher had to call him up again and he said I don't wanna grow up to the same question.Cute ain't he?I smiled to myself remembering this clip while my hair was being cut.

That aside.

Went to colmar tropicale at berjaya hills resort.Near genting.Long drive but i love it since im not the one driving.Muahaha.The trip was kinda entertaining with all the nonsense we said into the walkie talkie.The bowling games.The drag queen dances.The screaming at the guy who look like girls.Sleeping in a freezing room.Chapped lips.The disappointment of not going to kl.Shopping at jusco aeon tebrau.Buying a bag.Almost buying a blue nike bag.The dinners.Garfield.Almost getting a menicure.The successful birthday surprise for my aunt.Sweet sweet.Oh yah.How can i forget my sister allergy to one of the things she ate that caused her middle part of her top lip to swell to which my cousin cant stop laughing at.

Then after that we headed to chua chu kang to send off my aunt to go for haj.Haha.I still don't get why this kind of send off's are emotional.Nor hari raya.Funerals ok ah i understand.Anyway.I was awake for 22hrs that night.Woah.Sent off my aunt and uncle.Then headed back to the car.Need to pass through the crowd.Lotsa different people and races were there.Haha.I felt kinda inadequate in my jeans and jacket when the other ladies are wearing the baju kurung.Oops!.Haha.

Anyway, saw a group of chinese guys.My eyes zoomed in to the chinese grandfather.Then i looked at the row of guys.All looked so cina.Then suddenly.Opps!I saw the mj soccer chinese looking guy.Oh.That kinda explains his looks.Haha.Interesting seh.

Feeling so unprepared for the coming year.Oh 2007,will you not come?

Away..

2006-12-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

On holiday..will be back..whenever

Love
Sya

I'm trying to live it to the fullest..Before trouble comes..

2006-12-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hang on tight for a damn fast flying week ahead

maths is just starting to move along.But got stuck because of the err..Obstacles that lies ahead of me.Like shopping trips and holiday and bbq.

So i told myself that i better enjoy now and stress out later and then enjoy summore after the stressing.How much time do i have left?Less than 11months till the big A right? Go syahida.Grow twice as much white hair as what you already have.

Instead of saying Good luck before exams i think we should say May you be able to regurgitate everything that you memorised for the past 2yrs and apply them within the time limit of the exams. I think it's much more specific.

Will i do well for A'lev? IT IS CERTAIN says the magic-8-ball.

Haha.Lotsa things i wanna add.But im kinda moodswinging these few days.And im not even in the mood to think of it.So.

I can see clearly now that the rain is gone.
I can see all obstacles in my way

I wish.Because i stepped on a big stone that kinda cause my ankle to be stretched more than it wanted to.

He remembers!!

2006-12-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yesty went to my dad's brother-in-law's nephew's wedding.And my aunts expected me to stay and help at the wedding.They were like hinting that i should stay since they are my relatives, and with me not staying, it's as good as showing how unsocialable i am.

They are,yes,not very linked to me.But since they were from my mum's kampung and my dad's family good friends,somehow im thrown into the bunch as them.Not that bad ah though.But awkward.

SO after that went to my aunt's house coz my youngest aunt wanna give us souvenirs from nz.Boy am i glad that i am 1 of the 5 nieces.That means,each of us get sth.Unlike the 12 nephews,we do not cause her to go broke.She bought me and sis ripcurl bag.Nice.And chocs-the cover damn cute!!There's a picture of a bear and it says Chocolate makes things bearable and im putting it on my desk.

So we were talking about weddings and suddenly, my uncle jokingly asked my eldest cousin,'So when are you two getting married?To our surprise he actually gave an answer.WOW!.Everyone got psyched!And talked for hours about the plans.It during this time where i laughed so hard.His brother said that for his wedding he wanna borrow a S'pore Caskets van,the one with glass sides and he and his wife will sit in the middle and wave at everyone.Then he went into details about it.I rilli cannot take it mann.

Shouldnt have wasted time going for the mmm briefing.

When going to buy breakfast i saw someone familiar.So i said hi.Was feeling awkward coz i tot he won't rememeber me.But he followed me to the stall and said 'You're Syahida right?'WOah.Mr gomez remembers meee.Haha.Chatted a little.Told him im back playing fb.And then he offered me an opportunity.HAha.He invited me to train with motorola red juniors or something and i can ask some friends too.And where are they training?XISHAN!!Omg.If i go it'll be like old times.But...next year a'lev year and i'll have to commit to studying more than anything else in the world for like less than a year more.

Hanging ON

HW TML HW TML HW TML HW TML HW TML HW TML HW TML HW TML!!!!!!!

Strike!!

2006-12-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

I was dealt with a huge blow when i was clearing up my room.Really HUGE one.

Darn it.Chem homework comes in a pile.I was screaming at myself.And hence i am seriously gonna start doing ~~some~~ A LOT of work.Tomorrow mebbe?NO ME!!NOOOO!!!Fine.Im gonna start slowly but surely.

Oh i hate myself

BUmmed.BUmmed.Bummed.

Monday have to go back to school.bummer.Just when i already have plans.Then need to prepared logistics.Oh well.It's more of just trashbags strips and erm mat and a deck of cards.Oh fine!!My game sucks.But what the heck...

And now im really bummed out...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Looking at the past year.I discover lotsa things about myself.Mostly negative though.But im also glad for more things than one.

The other day i was watching a hockey match on tv1.Then i realised how badly i missed hockey.The sound of the wooden stick meeting the ball was just so melodious.The passes they made were so perfect.The water splashing when the stick was pushed across the pitch.Aw.I missed all that.Then i thought.What if i actually studied in northland instead and pursue hockey/fb?

Then i realised that probably i'll be playing for nationals or sth and still come to mj and probably get the scholarship thingy.And anne will be like my close friend.And i'll probably be more ermm confident?Haha.Nothing is as morale boosting as playing for nationals waadd..And i wont have rabbit as my principal.

The downside.Well,i may wanna have fun more than studying coz..Haha.Will be distracted.I'll not meet farah and tikah and those e4 and e2 peeps and the choir peeps.I cant hang out with muni anymore.WOnt meet irah again.I may turn out differently.But what would have sucked most is not being able to know people who may become my friends for life.

THen i went on thinking.What if i actually go to aj? Well, with farah around everything should be ok.Lotsa friends around me.Won't be so awkward and so sorang in my own channel.Academically,i may be pushed further and little me may become a better person.And i'll be playing hockey.

THe downside.I wont be playing fb.I wont get to know anna.Erm.I wont get to study in a sch with nice building and bamboo trees around.I wont get to meet some interesting characters.I wont get to step out of my comfort zone and experience some discomfort that may help me be wiser in the future.I wont get a funnyly scary bio teacher.

THinking of what things could have and might have been is really a form of daydreaming.What else do you think i do on the bus journey to and from school?haha.Though i might not be too happy on how things turn out to be, i guess i have to content with it and push on because life will sure teach me lessons and doors will open for me no matter what.All i have to do now is try my best.

I so hate myself for being so too analytical

Speed.Strength.Sight.

2006-12-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yesty i skipped fb to go urut (malay traditional massage) my leg.Haha. I jumped on the bandwagon on hearing that my cousin is also going and another cousin is sleeping over at my grandaunt's place.[Darn it, my keyboard's 'N' feels a little wierd.I shall never eat biscuit while using my laptop ever again]So went out early in the morning with awul and my sis.

I tell you, that dude seems to be having friends everywhere.Haha.My mum too.That is why im always trying to keep a low profile since well, you'll never know what happens in the Secret Network.Ever wonder why i never had..Oh well..back to the story.Saw awul getting massaged.Freaky ah.He cannot stay still.That dude better take care of his body.How else can he play soccer?HE said he wanna retire by 25 or so.My massage was..Urgh.Erm..Littat lor..Kept my cool throughout the ordeal.My sis kept looking at me in this 'i-know-it's-painful-but-why-are-you-keeping-a-straight-face-hurry-up-and-cry-so-i-can-laugh-at-you' look.

After that,we hang around a little and went to vivocity.Awul wanna buy something branded from some shop.His girl joined us.Or we joined awul and his girl.Haha.He mentioned about going our separate ways and meeting up when going back home.Me,my sis and maya were like 'Oh, now that you have another girlfriend, you're ignoring US?FINE!!'He gave in.Haha.SOunds like some jealous sisters to you?We were just being annoying.

My leg felt slightly better.Went to tsh.Listened to mp3.I got most of the happy songs man..Makes me happier.Happy songs means disney songs, upbeatly nice songs ya noe? Haha.Stepped in tsh when they started doing drills.Sat alone just now.And i thought that it was just another normal training.

***
My POVShe was on the phone.He was beside her.She grabbed her bag and left.He grabbed his bag and chased after her. And i thought that they were late for an appointment

Almost the real tingShe was starting to give up.He defended us.They argued.He shouted at her.She grabbed her bag and left.He grabbed his bag and chased after her,probably wanna apologise to her.He was crestfallen.She was gone.What a sucky situation he's in.She's in.We're in

***

After that i felt a little down.Mp3 played all the emo songs, the angsty songs.I dunno why.The environment that im in defines me.A lot.Im sooo neutral that if u ask me how i feel, i may ask how you feel instead.HAHA!

May the sun shines over us tml

Forgot to mention irah.Was happily sorang-ing at esprit looking for umbrella and wasting time when some idiot bumped into me.HARD.Was expecting to see some clumsy salesperson with boxes of stuff but no.it's Zahirah Khatun.Muahahaha!!Ok.She hit me.And laughed at me.And made fun of me.And i didnt get a chance to react to that.Yet.The next time we meet im gonna trash u upside down inside a trashbag and you'll be put in a trashbin.Be afraid.Be very afraid.Im ordering the food for the people for the bbq and you're only entitled to a bunch of bananas.!Take that!!!

Ok.That's a little dramatic.

THings not to do..

2006-12-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i've been slacking.Homework touched but was immediately dropped like a hot potato.Oh.~~School~~ The thought of school is draining the happiness out of me.Revision.Non-existent.

So i set my alarm early.There was a sharp pain near my ankle.I think thats the blood rushing down my leg when i swung my legs at the side of my bed.Thought of demolishing the thought of going to watch fb training.But being the nice nice that i always am i did get ready.Took longer time.Duh!It took me forever to get to the bustop.It feels as though im standing still and the world revolved around me.People instinctively looked at my leg.But i guess they didnt see much since i was wearing my long boot cut jeans that nicely covered up my ankle guard.

Walk slowly.But only if you want people staring at you.Or get tired faster.Serious

Almost tripped because of the kerb.Saw my primary sch friend who didnt even look at me in recognition.Well, she still looks as pretty as before.Sat and watched through the training.Apparently im not the only one with sprained ankle.Nor got injured in a wierd way.That just proves that im not wierd.HAH!

So by popular demand.Haha!

It looks fat right?Wierd?Haha.Losing ur appetite?Hehe.

I do not recommend spraining ur ankles.It hurts.And needs time to heal.And make ur leg look fat.Reason enough?

That aside.I was sitting on 969 just now looking out at the window.Listing to mp3.THink that an emo song was playing.Then.Suddenly.In a car that's driving past.In the driver's seat.I saw.Someone.Wearing.The.Mj.Pe.Attire.!!!.I mean.Really.The car zoomed pass in like less than 2sec or so.So i couldnt take a closer look.Haha.I thought that i was hallucinating.Mebbe i was.But i SAW the distinct pe shirt design and the one of a kind pe shorts.!!!!!!.Cool right??It had to be a retainee or a teacher in pe attire.But..I dunno.I know what i saw.And i confirmed it with my fb friends and apparently there are some buggers who actually drove to school as they dun wanna be late.Haha.How true is this im not so sure.

So i was thinking.Hey!WHy not i get retained and mebbe learn how to ride a bike so i can wake up later in the morning or sth.That'll be practical.Then i realised for our batch the driving age is 21 or sth.Darn.

Do not drink and drive.

Heard there's a friendly against the ex-jc2s and rj.Let's see if i can run first.

I'll have a screamingly ~~good~~ time tml.Wish me luck.!

Oh i so heart my family

2006-12-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

So we finally got our family pictures.In a cd.All 500 over of them.Now we have to pic them.And only then i realise, i look so awful in most of the pictures.Im so unphotogenic man.Urgh.Ew.Hence im not putting up any pictures up.Haha!!

Me and the cousins.

My leg feels better today.I think.The blood clot's still there.I dont think i can run around on wednesday yet.THink i'll just come and watch and learn.Yeap.

Homeworks to be done.No.First i must look for them.Oh man.I cant wait for one year from now.Can i fast forward to that time please????

Let me recall..

2006-12-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

Be prepared for a very long post.

Im so psyched to see the season finale of the final season of charmed to be on youtube.=).Yeah!So i watched it.So glad that chris made an appearance.Haha.But his appearance kinda made me confused.Does he know about what he did to save wyatt since the future is already changed when he died in the present?Obviously his family members remembers him but how cn he possibly remember grams?Ok.So mebbe he does help the charmed ones in the fight against the titans or sth?Oh whatever.Haha.

***

Anyway.Last sunday had a family photography session.Haha.They hired a photographer who happens to be my aunt's friend.Haha.Was reluctant to go since hsm was shown on tv3.Sigh.But went anyway to get my cousin to do my makeup and hair.Like the hair since it's not too straight nor wavy.If only my natural hair is littat.Sigh.Haha.It lasted for what,4 hrs??Hehe.Duh!Big family ok?Anyway, after that did a bit of casual posing.Then followed my cousins to northpoint to look for my niece's pacifier and watche for my cousin.Upon reaching back at my aunt's place, they were all like asking about my laptop.

I was asked to bring my laptop.Walk home?!I was like..'Hey!I just walked to northpoint and back and u want me to walk home and back here?'My cousin was nice to offer to drive me home to get it.Hehe.It's convenient to have cousins who like to drive.hehe.So using the laptop, we researched on a holiday location.

So we're just going to Colmar Tropicale @ Bukit Tinggi in Malaysia.Haha.Psyched.They have bowling alleys and game room.Yeah!!

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Wasnt online for the longest time since i was spending time at my aunt's place.Haha.Basically doing nothing.=)Was making lotsa plans until..

On wednesday, went fb-ing.Was happily playing games until inertia caused me to lose my footing and sprain my ankle.Real bad.I thought that it was a normal sprain where i can still stand and get off court and sit down in a corner till the end of the session.But no! THe moment i tried standing up, the fell back down and i remained down.The girls tried to carry me up but they cant.Haha.There was a moment of confusion when mr cap asked me which leg hurts.So i pointed to my right.And he went to touch my right and i told him no and pointed to my left and he..erm..ok it's confusing.Haha.So mr brown and mr cap carried me out.

I felt so dizzy.I felt like puking.Haha.It was a complicated process to untie my shoelaces, if you've met my shoelaces.Haha.SOmeone commented 'Wah lau, if your shoe catch fire, your foot will be dead already by the time someone removed the shoe'.haha.THe ice was painfu.The walk was painful.Im so glad that my aunt was not working so i asked her to fetch me.She took me to a sinseh.

Darn painful ah.He poke poke and press press my ankle.Haha.And maya just had to be so sarcastic and non-sympathetic.Haha.He taught my niece to say Best! to me.grr!Haha.THat niece of mine lagi better.I was hobbling/limping/jumping to the toilet and she had to imitate me.Haha.

Apparently the swelling did not go down much.THe pain was still the same.So my aunt took me to see the doctor and take x-ray.Haha.Good thing no fracture.Well, a report will be made and i'll know more.But i dont think there's anything since my foot feels much better now.You know i was made to sign a paper to confirm that im not pregnant?Haha!The radiation thingy i suppose.So right now i think im radioactive.NO idea how long the half-life of gamma rays is exactly.

Guilty of going shpping in my lame condition.It hurts me more than it hurts you.=P.

Fb is a recognised sport.Already.And ijc is quite good.Competition is tougher now that more teams will be joining.

Oh well.Will learn the mass dance later.At my own time.

Break camp.

2006-11-26T22:43:00.001+08:00

So i went for the OGL camp from thurs to sat. Initially i was kinda bummed that i had to miss the damn final episode of the damn final season of charmed.

But then, i had no time to worry about that in the course of the camp

First day was csi.Well, same plot at the one i tried before,ie the zen incident.They only changed the name of the victim.Haha.It was a slacky day lah.Grp 4 just walked around slowly, no rush.Apparently all the groups ~~guessed~~ know who the killer is and how.The winner was promised a box of chocolates.So, grp7 was announced the winner before the SC was corrected.What a surprise it was when grp4 was really the winner.Like woah!Actually, not that surprising ah.We were there first.So we got the bonus marks.

Dinner was not that bad.Kinda nice.But i was glad that everything i ate did not come back up.Mass dance was complicated.We danced to tokyo drift.Give me techno anytime.Haha.Actually, both also not that bad ah.Needs time to get used to it.Oh well, i wonder when i'll ever master the steps.Damn confusing ah.But oh well.Saw stars in the sky.

Sleeptime was not that nice.I mean.I woke up every hour.My bag was hard though there's mostly clothes inside.Guess im like the princess and the pea.HAH!Can't sleep coz there's sth hard in it.Woke up early to shower.Serious.Almost everyone in my bunk woke up by 6am.

So morning went for pt.Then breakfast and finally set off for mmm.I was paired up with ben chew.And im glad our station is in proximity to sheedah and ~~jun wei/wei jin~~ that callisto guy and kelly.It was kinda drizzling so we sheltered ourselves in the pavillion.Read newspapers.Ate chips.COmplained about being bored.Watched the rain.Read more newspapers.And finally, i ~~entertained~~ occupy their boredom by showing them a trick.Well, it did get them occupied for a very looooooooooooooooooong time to figure out how.The calli guy figured it out first.Haha.

Finally, we were visited by civilisation.You have no idea how happy and excited were.We kinda begged them not to go.Haha.Kelly ah.And they we so nice to stay for a while with us you know?So i decided to show them that trick.2 ppl figure out.Damn slow lah ben and sheedah and kelly.Haha.A triton girl hates me because she couldnt figure out.Haha.Had to let them go before they kill me.=p

Lunch with nadira and her partner.And another lonely guy in the zone.Learnt a lot about other people.I realise that all the suspicions that i had about people are actually true.Like the other time when i got down of the bus and saw dira with a certain someone else from my sec school.I thought that it was kinda wierd coz i cant see the link between them, unless...Haha.And sheedah too.Apparently it's all true.haha.Im good at this.

went back to station.Rained.Talk about pets.And ghost stories.And was bored.And went to the toilet at the swimming comoplex.Was still raining then.Lay down at the benches in the toilet.talking and making the guys wait outside.Talk about kelly's linage.Saw sheedah's someone and he tagged along.We sat under the watermelon playground thing for at least 30mins.WEnt back to the pavillion.Revealed the trick to them.And finally the people came.

Our game was boring and we're changing it.Pitied them coz they walked at least for 30min to get to a station.Went back to mj together.Chatted with shahirah/shairah.Debrief.Dinner.Danced accidentally in love.Didnt do let's get it started.Aw.

People were sleepy because of tiredness, here we were sleepy because of boredom

Did some campfire songs.The songs they did were boring.Where's 'moonlight bay' or 'campfire's burning bright' or 'by the light of the silvery moon'? Or 'pass it on'?Or any other emo song to be the song of the year?

Rushed off to shower since the lights in the sports complex will be out by midnight.Surprised to be the second one to reach the toilet.Haha.Started running when i heard footsteps like behind me.Haha.Slept peacefully like the river that night.

The was really chocs for grp4!Haha.Coolness.Ate that for breakfast.Did the t-games.Wa s not that bad.But can be better.Hehe.Wet and wild was nice too.But no fun since we cnt finish.Fell and scraped my poor knee.Changed and went for debrief.

Was asked to go for lunch with dan and kenneth a.But i declined since well, i feel so uncomfortable not having a proper shower.Evidence:Pimple.Furthermore it was troublesome to carry my luggage around.Walked towards the gate and caught up with jasmin and the s303 people.Haha.She kinda begged me to go for lunch and the guys kinda invited me as well.Wanted to but declined, again because i felt disgusting not having a proper shower.Haha.Kenneth k. was not who my impression made.Haha.

Nice knowing more people

GOing away..for a mo

2006-11-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

Fb training was kinda erm fun just now.Haha.Well, i got some applause and 'wow's because of my taiko flying balls.Wahaha.I love flying balls, doesnt everyone?ANyway, must entertain yj since she say that it's boring when we play.Haha!Games wasnt too bad.But it's kinda sucky to run frm one end to another..Nvm

Anyway, will be going for ogl camp tml till sat.A different kinda camp from the choir camps.But haha.I'll be sleeping in the choir tee coz it's big and nice, anyway, i'm always wearing it to sleepovers.My e2 tee is somewhere not in my house.Opps.Haha.

Will be lugging lotsa stuff around seh..sleeping bag is req coz im one hell of a picky sleeper.I cnt just sleep anywhere unless im really really exhausted.Haha.And that sleeping bag is fat.Wonder if evrything can fit into my school bag.THink can ah.But it'll be a torture to carry.

Ok.Gonna do some research.No.Not schoolwork.Research on where to stay for holidays..And i need to know if there's any sales in expo to go to..Wahahaha.

Laptop connection..

2006-11-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

These few days, i just learnt more about my laptop, Protege M500.

I read in teens about laptops for different personalities.And guess what? M500 is for 'Lovable Klutz' like me.Omg.So true!!Haha.And well, according to ads, it's the laptop that can provide me with the best security.Hey!I'm all for security man..

Hence, i think that this is a case of my subconscious mind picking things out for me.Which i think is good coz the only other time i use my subconscious mind is when im asleep or when im walking to school or walking home-very no brainer.

By the end of next month, my hp will turn one.I love that phone, i do.But i dont like the fact that it keeps zonking out on me.Don't ask me what zonking is.It just sounded right to type it in there.

Klutz-that word describes me a lot.So now you can ask me one word to describe myself and i'd know the answer.It's not all negative ok?It does has this cuteness and funny ring to it.Ok.Im not cute.So stop laughing already.

Im off to see the ~~wizard~~ Robin Hood and his Merry Men.

Merry Christmas! (ohkay, where did that come from?)

oooh yello!

2006-11-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

Thanks kenneth for the blogskin!wahhaha..

But i think i have to blog in html mode as this is one of the blogskins that does not look too pretty in mozilla and at the same time clumps all my texts together.Not that im having probelems with this though.

Haha.Only thing kenneth, the archives button does not appear and i think u should add a credits page for urself, i mean, it's only nice to do that.I think u can kinda like promote ur blog and that mugolomaniac thingy.That'll be better..

Been busy.THought of going on a hiatus from the internet and stuff but apparently, i have to use the blogskin and check up on other stuff.I borrowed 3 books frm library which i still havent read.I used to wonder why ppl borrow book and never read them coz i'll be reading them the moment i bring them home.Now i know.

WOrk and cca has been filling up my entire schedule for me.Wonder when i'll settle down to study.Feeling guilty.Wonder if i'll do badly for a'lev.But somone told me that only mad pple study during the holiday.Well, i used to believe so.Haha

This always happen whenever im attending camps.Makes my load lighter but makes my life a load more troublesome.What is this?Haha.Dont' answer k?Keep it to urself.

Apparently there are quite a few ppl who are afraid to come for fb practice.

Buck up, me!

What's worser?

2006-11-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

What's worse-r than an ulcer in ur mounth?
2 ULCERS in your mouth with only less that 1cm gap in between..making the whole entire area out of bounds to all toothpaste, food, water, teeth..

What's worse-r than waiting for someone to reply asap but noone seemed to be free?
The fact that you urself did not send the msg to the person and already waiting for a response like a fool.

Can't find anything else worse-r than this.Haha.At the moment of course.

I seem to be depressed huh?These few days cant really find something that can really keep me happy.

Went fb.Like i said before, if i have,the thought of attending a practice is scary.Haha.And im not the only one to think so.Anyway, bad news:was called slow with some other ppl.Good news:Well, was mentioned to have put an effort to run faster.Butterflies will invade my tummy whenever i step out of my house.Wonder why

Anyway, it's damn hard i tell you to bend my stick.I kinda bent it.But it does not look too bend.Nvm then.Whatever.

I wanna eat maggi mee later.I cook a pretty mean maggi mee ok? THat's like my only accomplishment in the kitchen next to cooking rice and boiling water.Putting me in a kitchen is like putting a mad scientist in a science lab.Tell you, i'll do lots and lots of things.Experiment with food.I like!Muahauahha.Now, who shall i get to be something that is equivalent to lab mice?

My mum's gonna cook my fave chicken tml..Yeah!

Bishan library-ing tml.

*SYA--> hope it'll look nice on the shirt?..i prefer *sya..say it out with me..star-sya.Haha.SOunds nice..Like starushes littat..anyway..all my neopets got the suffix -sya at the end..cheekysya,gelertsya,pterisya,unisya.Nice ring to it huh?

So my laptop is protegesya..my phone was intially z520isya..

Right.im as hungry as..erm..forget it

Outlook not so good

2006-11-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Just when i feel like a rotten egg that has just gotten a beating, i..feel like a rotten egg that has just gotten a beating AND dumped in the rubbish dump.

what am i saying?

Anyway,i was in a depression mode a while back because i heard that mr pw was disappointed with our OP. Especially me! Not really but it's like so damn obvious that im the one who screwed up more than a screw.Now im going into depression.

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But it realised that it's so insignificant as compared to what irah is going through.Dont worry babe..You'll be okay..!!=).Remember be when u get famous..haha.And blanje me icecream ke..Kereta ke..

It was a madhouse in the college's library.Haha..everyone rushing to file in their stuff.Chaos.For once the librarians did not have much say about it.

Anyway.Thanks ah for informing about the bowling thingy when im already on the bus.Ok.My fault for not asking.Nvm.We'll do it at the next opportunity.Why not.Go escape?Since the tix is only 6 bucks.Can be like an outing right?

My sticks debut is tml.Muni just made me envious by just spending $55 on a stick PLUS a ball PLUS a stickbag..I mean..like..NO FAIRR!!..But nvm.I still like my pretty $135 stick.I think.Haha.

Why am i never sure? Will i ever be?

It's tough being a lady

2006-11-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

Some people say, you can't have enough shoes. But i say, i've had enough of shoes.

I feel that the prettier the shoes are, the painful they are to walk in.Ok.This is not true for all shoes.But still, so far, i havent found a pretty shoe which is comfortable.Like they said, beauty has a price.I'll never wear my sis's white butterfly shoes ever again!! It left painful red markings on my pretty feet and even cut my skin.Never judge a book by it's cover.

Went raya-ing with e2.Well, apparently not everyone can make it.SO it's not as fun.Ben chee had OP and was not feeling well.Rodhiah had some malay bengkel thingy.Naz was unreachable and it turns out that she's been sleeping the moment she reached home.Yuni was away at her class's chalet.Irah had school so she and muni were kinda late.But i'm so glad they came coz they're the life of the party.Haha.Jangan kembang ah.It wasnt as fun as last year's but it's definitely kinda memorable.Haha.

Running in the rain and my shoe got left behind coz it got stuck in the drain.I kinda had a sense of dejavu throughout the whole incident.Lame-ing away.Fb talk.Feeding time with zahirah.Haha.That's my favourite attraction.

But seriously.I heard there's pt in the morning.But the night before i didnt get any relays.So..I take it i dont know.Oh man.I'm feeling bad for not turning up for fb.I still want my place on the team.Like duh!

We'll see how.